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    never really said that i love you, too (lucky, lucky you 'cause i'm fortune's fool) by

    Fandoms: 薬屋のひとりごと - 日向夏 | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries - Hyuuga Natsu, 薬屋のひとりごと | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries (Anime), 薬屋のひとりごと | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries (Manga)  

    26 Aug 2025

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    Jinshi has always sparkled for others, but Maomao has never been mesmerized by it. It was just another thing she was immune to. Now here he was, not particularly sparkly, just obviously in love, and Maomao felt what she could only describe as being enraptured.

    Maomao knew she needed to say thank you, but at this moment she did not trust her tongue with words. She was afraid something rather mushy would come to her if she tried to speak, and she wasn’t ready for that yet. Which felt silly to acknowledge - that she had married this man, but was struggling to love him.

    And it was not loving him - Maomao had deduced this now. It had almost nothing to do with Jinshi at all. Her constipation with regards to her own ability to love had nothing to do with her commitment to him, either. She cared for and admired him deeply, more than she had anyone else, except maybe Loumen. Maomao hopes someday she is able to admit that to him, but she is still accepting that it is even safe to admit to herself.

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    they say the first year of marriage is the hardest - this is Maomao's.

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    07 Nov 2025

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    The Moon Prince's Consort by

    Fandoms: 薬屋のひとりごと | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries (Anime), 薬屋のひとりごと - 日向夏 | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries - Hyuuga Natsu, 薬屋のひとりごと | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries (Manga)  

    08 Aug 2025

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    “I don’t see why I have to go,” grumbles Maomao as Xiaolan dresses her.

    “Of course you have to go! You are the consort of the Moon Prince, my lady!”

    Maomao has still not met the emperor’s younger brother. She almost doubts his existence. There is a slight curiosity in her mind as to whether or not he will attend this garden party. Though, honestly, she much prefers him as a spectral figure than a flesh and blood one.

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    28 Oct 2025

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    seven, five, three, five, seven by

    Fandoms: Detroit: Become Human (Video Game)  

    25 Aug 2018

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    Being alive is a messy process. Connor is confronted again with the double-edged sword of higher thinking when he starts displaying the first signs of a disorder.

    New Jericho is both promising and uncertain, their leader spending more time lost in his own head than connecting with the future. An old human lieutenant challenges every last day, in spite of the universal truth that it will never be enough. A messy world with messy people. Numbers and patterns can't sort it all...but maybe love can.

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    09 Oct 2025

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    Ash Tray by Anonymous

    Fandoms: Detroit: Become Human (Video Game)  

    13 Jun 2020

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    [Define: ‘Burn’]

     

    [Verb]

     

    [Definition: ‘To be consumed by fire’]

     

    “Didn’t even fucking hurt, did it?” Reed said, mouth stretching in a satisfied grin.

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    09 Oct 2025

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    hang a shining star upon the highest bough by for Traincat

    Fandoms: Fantastic Four (Comicverse), Spider-Man (Comicverse), Marvel (Comics)  

    24 Dec 2016

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    The first time Johnny and Peter meet up at the Statue of Liberty on Christmas morning, Johnny's kind, thoughtful, and supportive to Peter at a time when Peter, still mourning the loss of Gwen Stacy, really needs it. Peter doesn't know how he'll ever pay him back for that, but he's sure going to try.

    Or, Peter tries his best, throughout various Christmases, to be there for Johnny when he needs it.

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    04 Oct 2025