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  1. Public Bookmark 4

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    Enj,
    It’s okay if you hate me now. I would hate me too— there’s something about this that just feels so cowardly. I couldn’t say any of it to your face. This box has been sitting in my closet for about eight months, and I just couldn’t bring myself to send it. I threw this in at the last minute, obviously (you know me, always procrastinating). I just need you to know that I don’t hate you; I never have, and I never will.
    Inside of this letter, you must have found the CD I made you. It’s silly, I know, and definitely a little MySpace of me, but I always loved showing you music, and burning you CDs, and, well, old habits really die hard. I still sometimes find myself reaching for my phone to say goodnight to you. I still find myself wearing your old shirts. I know that I’m the one that did this— not just to myself, but to both of us—, and in all honesty (you know how hard it is for me to be honest with anybody, let alone you; let alone myself), I regret it.

     

    Yours, in the ranks of death,
    R

     

    (or, the e/R exes-to-lovers mixtape AU)

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    05 Aug 2025

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    Enjolras and Grantaire bump into each other at SF Pride—literally—and find themselves forging an unexpected bond.


    “Well then, Apollo,” said Grantaire, sweeping out one arm to dip into a deep bow, “let me be your chariot.”

    “What?” said Enjolras, nonplussed.

    This was too easy. “I’m saying you should ride me.”

     

    “What?!”

     

    Grantaire took pity on him. “I mean if I boost you up on my shoulders, you’ll be able to get a better view.”

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    29 Jul 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 22

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    Marius, tormented by guilt, receives some visits from his old friends.

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    27 Jul 2025

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    In the long list of Hollywood rom-com clichés that Enjolras has once upon a time imagined becoming his life, this probably would have had to be the one that takes the cake. It has to, since most of the Hollywood rom-coms that Enjolras has ever watched are tame, comparatively. Most of the Hollywood rom-coms that Enjolras has watched are the fault of Courfeyrac, but Enjolras is relatively certain that this one is entirely his own fault—which is just great, since he’s wearing a wedding band.

    He supposes that it’s only fair, really, that when that finishes sinking in and he opens his eyes it’s Grantaire’s sleeping face that greets him.

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    21 Jul 2025

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    Sometimes, you just need to get away.

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    21 Jul 2025