phahn (kapshida_love)
Fandoms
- IZONE (Band) (4)
- NMIXX (Band) (4)
- K-pop (3)
- IVE (Band) (2)
- LE SSERAFIM (Band) (2)
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any shape, any pain, any name. (love you) by phahn (kapshida_love)
Fandoms: NMIXX (Band)
05 Nov 2025
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When Haewon's wife leaves her and a 5 year old Kyujin decades too early, its up to Haewon to pick up the pieces of a life once lived.
And every piece, every shape-- falls into place eventually.
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see her face in the forest (then it disappears) by phahn (kapshida_love)
Fandoms: NMIXX (Band), K-pop
14 Sep 2025
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Lily daydreams a lot. Kyujin notices a lot.
(Inspired by Sienna - The Marías)
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trust by phahn (kapshida_love)
Fandoms: IVE (Band), IZONE (Band), Aespa (Band), Actor RPF, K-pop
13 Oct 2024
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Kim Gaeul and An Yujin build their empire on a foundation of trust.
Was that foundation ever viable in the first place?
Series
- Part 1 of here we go again!
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no matter how hard lily believes- reality is always bleak.
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because my love for you is higher than words, i've decided to fall silent.
Recent series
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here we go again! by phahn (kapshida_love)
Fandom: Actor RPF, Aespa (Band), IVE (Band), IZONE (Band), K-pop
13 Oct 2024
- Words:
- 4,318
- Works:
- 1
Recent bookmarks
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Lily doesn’t say anything for a second or two, just stands in the middle of the room, her face blank. Haewon is about to apologize profusely but Lily takes a step forward, and another and another until she’s lying down in Haewon’s bed, right next to her, the blanket pulled up to her waist.
They've shared a bed before and woken up practically spooning, but this time it’s… different.
Haewon is nervous.
Lily makes her nervous.
Bookmarked by phahn (kapshida_love)
11 Sep 2023
Bookmarker's Notes
author if u see this plz write more haely thank much love
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Ryujin figured it was now or never, something inside her pushing her to continue. Maybe it was adrenaline, maybe it was courage, maybe it was something else altogether. But whatever it was, Ryujin clung to it desperately.
She sat down on the chair she occupied earlier, rested her elbows on the table, and leaned as close to Jisu as she could. “I… I want to keep talking to you. I don’t know what your current situation is, but you feel it too, yeah? This weird thing.” She looked up in search for a better way to put it, but came up short. “It feels cheap to call it a connection but I’m kind of doing this from the top of my head.”
“I get it,” Jisu said, looking at her earnestly. “And I feel it too.”
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Ryujin meets Jisu in a train on her way to Vienna. With a flight to catch the next day, she somehow convinces Jisu to get off the train with her. Together, they wander the city, taking in the experiences of Vienna and each other.
(Spoiler: they fall in love.)
A Before Sunrise AU
Russian translation