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This hurts, Ivan thought as he watched Till run back to the Garden. Run back to pink hair and gold shining eyes. Ivan though as he watched his god turn his back to him. This is so him and it hurts.
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- Part 2 of We're Just a Lost Melody, Anyway.
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Ivan tried. Was it his fault to bring someone else to their bed? Of course, he assumed it as it was, he brought Luka in and now he was… he didn’t know what he was feeling, exactly, but it was burning him from the inside.
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“Shh, pretty thing.” He kissed Ivan softly, almost feathered against his lips. Ivan nearly cried at that. “You’re already overwhelmed, shit, Ivan, if I knew you were this desperate, I would have done something about it a long time ago.”
A little cry, almost painful, like his heart was craved out of his chest, escaped Ivans lips. He wondered how Till felt about having this power over him.
“Always wanted you, but you never…” He felt himself begging to tear up. Another whimper, pitiful and overwhelmed by Tills proximity and words, escaped his lips. “You never looked.”
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- Part 1 of A Song Machine: Atemporal Love.
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Ivan looked at Till, at the flower crown he received. What could he do if not destroy it? But... he wanted it, vehemently. He wanted to wear it. He wanted to take that crown and use it forever because that little object was the first gift he received in his life. It was the first thing Till gave him.
He didn’t know if he wanted to cry or laugh.
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- Part 1 of We're Just a Lost Melody, Anyway.
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The Red Means I Love You by kishar_sud
Fandoms: Red Robin (Comics), Teen Titans (Comics), Batman - All Media Types, Robin (Comics)
16 May 2022
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In the Attack of the Titans Tower, Jason doesn't restrain himself and finally kills the little Robin.
He doesn't knows who is the one that wears the Robin mantle and that's his first and last mistake.
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- Part 1 of Stains of Red
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Stains of Red by kishar_sud
Fandom: Batman - All Media Types, Red Robin (Comics), Robin (Comics), Teen Titans (Comics)
16 May 2022
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When Till drunkenly comes onto Ivan while celebrating after one of their shows, Ivan can't help but grasp the opportunity he's been given to finally have a piece of Till, even if this one piece is all he'll ever have.
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21 Jun 2025
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Truth be told, Till thinks this exchange might be the best part of his week, and he had a feeling Ivan felt the same way.
“I have a date after work, by the way, so don’t wait up.”
Never-fucking-mind.
“You have a what?” Till manages, his voice hoarse.
Ivan’s eyebrows furrowed. “A date.” He repeats.
“No.”
“Okay.”
“Okay— wait, okay?! Just like that?!” Till splutters, briefly wondering if he was still dreaming.
3 times Till gets jealous + 1 time he does something about it
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09 Jun 2025
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Ivan’s been spiraling for weeks. His boyfriend keeps dodging him, barely makes eye contact, and acts like Ivan’s mere presence might cause a national emergency. Convinced he’s ruined everything with his overeager feelings (and maybe his stupid face), Ivan prepares for heartbreak... Cue existential panic, sock-based anatomy hacks, and a whole lot of feelings. Turns out, communication is hard, but laundry room making out sesh? Surprisingly effective.
(They fuck on a washing machine. That's it. That's the fic.)
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09 Jun 2025
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Angsty Service Tech Till x Charismatic Salesman Ivan
“Hot one today. Gotta stay hydrated."
Till snorts his water with the enthusiasm of a used car dealer snorting a line off a desk in the back after reassuring the single mother of five that he’ll “pull some strings to get that down to your offer”.
“Imagine working in it.”
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09 Jun 2025
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Ivan is upset.
Ivan is upset and Till hates it. His younger lover is so understanding whenever work gets too much for him to the point that he’s neglecting him.
But still, Till hates it when Ivan starts expecting less and less from him.
Or Till trying to please Ivan in any way he can.
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09 Jun 2025