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I need you so much closer by lookingforatardis
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, Red White & Royal Blue (2023)
25 Aug 2024
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Henry carefully lines a shot up and shakes his head, hating that he’s come to this. He takes the picture of the gardens and sends it to Alex with a clenched jaw. I’ve been freed for the afternoon, he types. It makes it seem as though he’s having a much better time than he is, but well — Alex doesn’t need to know his entire day hinges on whether Alex is awake right now or not.
The reply comes instantly.ACD: you forgot to turn the camera around sweetheart
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Henry escapes to the gardens while missing his dad, but quickly realizes he's not the only person he misses, and reaches out for comfort he's not sure how to ask for. On the other side of the world, Alex is realizing with a quiet desperation that maybe Henry means more to him than he knows how to express. Set a bit before they go to Austin, somewhat canon compliant in book verse
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drabble based on this post I saw on tumblr - I need Buddie's first kiss to have Eddie put his hand on Buck's shoulder and slowly slide it to his neck and bring him closer until they kiss. And then afterward when they touch foreheads after the kiss he puts the hand back to Buck's shoulder as he gets his breathing back in order, and is able to feel Buck's fast pulse after/because of the kiss.
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Some nights, Buck isn’t sure he ever resurfaces from his thoughts of Eddie. The feelings run so deep that climbing out of them is too much most days. After he and Tommy part ways, after Marisol’s nothing but a memory, after one close call too many at work, Buck thinks he’ll never swim in the shallows of his mind again.
All there is to see is Eddie. All there is to want is Eddie.
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“Um,” Buck laughs, and Eddie’s slip closed. “I mean… I’m not saying I’ve checked guys out before, but I’ve definitely checked guys out before. I thought it was normal.”
Eddie wants to ask. He knows he shouldn’t, but god it’s right there. He needs to know if he’s one of the men with a sudden desperation that almost leaves him breathless with longing. His knees bend, tucking closer to his chest as the sudden quiet brings on the sound of Buck breathing in his ear over the phone. God — how has Eddie been so stupid?Or, Tommy has dinner at Eddie's and their conversation makes Eddie reconsider everything about himself and his relationship with Buck
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Inside the Fairytale of Prince Henry and Alex Claremont-Diaz by lookingforatardis
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, Red White & Royal Blue (2023)
20 Feb 2024
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IN: So, we should move on then?
ACD: We were drunk and it was our first Pride together, alright? And not that it’s an excuse but have you seen my boyfriend? Like, actually — are you looking at him?
HRH: Alex, please.
ACD: He had on that slutty little mesh shirt, do you remember?
HRH: I will kill you.
ACD: I mean, I think anyone would have done what I was doing in that scenario. Not that anything happened that would be cause for a public indecency charge. Clothes stayed on.
HRH: Oh my god, Alex: kindly shut the fuck up.OR, the One Year Later cover story written about Alex and Henry that no one asked for but I desperately wanted to write anyway
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find your way back by lookingforatardis
Fandom: Call Me By Your Name (2017), Call Me by Your Name - André Aciman
17 Feb 2022
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"This ruined puzzle is beige / With the pieces all face down /So the placing goes slowly / The picture's of anything other than it's meant to be
But the hours, they creep / Patterns repeat / Don't be concerned / You know I'll be fine on my own / I never said, "Don't go."
I've written a note / It's pressed between pages / That you've marked to find your way back / It says, "Does he ever get the girl?"
But what if the pages stay pressed / The chapters unfinished / The story too dull to unfold? / Does he ever get the girl?
This basement's a coffin / I'm buried alive / I'll die in here just to be safe / I'll die in here just to be safe
'Cause you're gone / I get nothing / And you're off with / Barely a sigh / I never said, "Goodbye."
So I've written a note / It's pressed between pages / That you've marked to find your way back / It says, "Does he ever get the girl?"
But the hours, they creep / Patterns repeat / Don't be concerned / You know I'll be fine on my own / I never said, "Don't go."
Don't go"
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The Blank Years by lookingforatardis
Fandom: Call Me By Your Name (2017), Call Me by Your Name - André Aciman
25 Apr 2018
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"Then came the blank years." One paragraph, we get one single paragraph in the book about the nine years Oliver and Elio didn't speak. Two years of scattered letters/calls and then nine years until Oliver visits B. and Elio's parents call him in America to tell him. I'm filling those nine years with ficlets to get over the fact that so much time passes, that so many things must happen that we just don't know.
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Eddie’s smile grew and Buck’s inside melted under the heat of the approval.
Eddie’s eyes flickered to Matthew as if expecting him to say something but Matthew was shifting with impatience. Eddie’s eyes cut back to Buck with a quiet nod.
“Well done,” he said and it felt like a gift. A gift Buck wanted to cup in his hands and hold onto forever. Buck smiled. “I’m Eddie. I’ll be one of the monitors tonight. Please feel free to reach out to me if you need anything.”
aka where Buck and Eddie first meet at a kink club before the firehouse
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10 Oct 2025
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Ive literally read this twice idk why it wasnt bookmarked before ajdkghkdhe
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Eddie is not in the habit of saying no to Buck. As such, over the years, he has wound up doing some fairly out-there things at his behest. Helping plan an entirely unwanted bachelor party. Going go-karting in the middle of the dessert. Accepting Hildy into his home. But Buck’s current request might just pip dousing himself in perfume and playing bait to thousands of killer bees to the post.
“Say that again,” Eddie says, once he’s stopped choking on the sip of beer he’d taken just before Buck spoke. “Because it sounded like you asked me to fuck your boyfriend.”
Buck’s expression twists, like it had done from awkward apprehension to mild alarm when Eddie’s drink went down the wrong way, but this time into something that’s half sheepish, half sly. “Well, I was kind of thinking he’d fuck you, actually.”
Tommy’s birthday is coming up. Buck has a request to make of Eddie. This can only end in tears.
Bookmarked by lookingforatardis
30 Sep 2025
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When Eddie wakes, it’s to Buck’s arm slung across his chest, Buck’s ankle hooked over his, and Buck’s erection pressing into his hip.
Two out of three of those aren’t unusual.
It’s six weeks since the lightning. Five weeks and two days since Buck woke up. Four weeks and three days since he was released from hospital. Four weeks exactly since he came home, came to stay at the Diaz house while he recuperates, like he should have from the start.
It’s been three weeks and four days since they started sharing the bed.
or: Buck hasn't gotten off since the lightning strike. Eddie watches him do something about it.
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He dials the number and puts the phone to his ear, nibbling on his lower lip as it rings steadily.
“Alex here, how can I help?”
Henry freezes, the phone still pressed to his ear at the familiar voice.
“Uh…hello? Anyone there?”
Henry’s hands shake as he hangs up the phone, tossing it into the dirt beside his parsnip seed. All he can think of as he stares at the darkened screen a few feet away is - stupid bloody tank top.
Henry doesn't expect much when his grandmother dies; perhaps her cabin in Vail or her collection of antique teacups that he always had his eye on. Instead, he finds himself the sole owner of his late grandfather's farm, hidden away in a small town in the middle of nowhere.
Determined to make something of himself, he decides to settle down there, do up his grandfather's house and do something with his life rather than just hide away like he always has.
He will keep his head down, not make waves, and get the job done.
A very sexy handyman is determined to make this very difficult.
A Stardew Valley AU
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Bookmarked by lookingforatardis
30 Sep 2025
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it's free (and always will be) by kellifer_fic, maichan808 (maichan)
Fandoms: Teen Wolf (TV)
03 Dec 2014
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Stiles starts looking around, like there's someone who'll rescue him from this painfully awkward situation and Derek can't blame him. All he can think is this is some kind of elaborate prank Laura is playing on him after she'd found his pile of Fangboy back copies last month.
Or, the one where Derek has to marry a human to save Clawbook and it turns out to be Stiles. He's completely doomed.