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After losing everything he thought gave his life meaning, Rin Itoshi sinks into a silent war with himself. He is trapped in a cycle of depression, disconnection, and thoughts he can’t outrun. With his brother gone, his worth questioned, and his own dreams unraveling, Rin retreats into the kind of loneliness that feels permanent, but sometimes, healing doesn’t start with hope. It starts with someone sitting beside you in the dark. With quiet rooftop moments. With a cookie you didn’t ask for. With a stranger who reminds you that your pain is real, and that you still matter, even if you don’t believe it yet.
This is a slow, aching journey of learning to live with yourself, of finding small reasons to stay, and of being loved back to life by people who choose you, especially when you can’t choose yourself.
(Chapter 1 is now beta read and yea hopefully you all can enjoy it 💕💕)
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03 Jun 2025
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At school, Itoshi Rin is the model student: class representative, top grades, and captain of the soccer team. Unfortunately, his pragmatism and bluntness have left him with few friends, as his straightforward nature often intimidates his peers. However, his well-ordered life turns upside down when he notices Isagi Yoichi, the new student who seems too cute for his own good.
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Rin comes to terms with the fact that if God wanted you to hate gay people, he wouldn't have made them so hot.
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16 Apr 2025
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you didn't cheat, but you're still a traitor by 2008shoujosparkle
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)
09 May 2025
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“Isagi, do you know anyone close to Ness?” Hiori asks in a rush, and then tacks on, “Besides Kaiser?”
“Uhm.” Isagi thinks for a moment, stepping into the elevator. “No, sorry. Not really - why?”
“Uh, well, ya see…” Hirori starts, scratches at the corner of his mouth and seems to get lost in thought.
“Ness is doing bad. Bad bad,” Kurona says, painstakingly honest and brief as usual. His expression is another story - his eyes downcast to the floor and wide, giving the air of something not uncomfortable, but unnerving.
*will edit for corrections in future*
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16 Apr 2025
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Blue Lock was once a respected shadow organization. Its hackers toppled powerful institutions, extracted classified data, and executed operations that had no business seeing daylight. No one was safe, and no one stood a chance.
But there was one minor problem: Blue Lock isn’t what it used to be.
Hiori: I AM SO TIRED
13 hours in a dark room sitting in front of a screen does things to youHELLO?? Is this a new form of deprivation torture?
Instead of a white room with white walls Ego forces you into a black room with black walls with nothing but a computer
Isagi never imagined he’d end up fighting the government. Yet here he is, working with what remains of Blue Lock to expose the secrets buried by La Real, a covert government subsidiary.
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15 Apr 2025
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“Oh shit,” the guy said eloquently, effectively interrupting Karasu’s assessment of him. “Should I get some paper towels, or...”
The annoyance of an unknown name trailed off, like he was expecting Karasu to do all the work and think of a solution.
Karasu wasn’t in the mood to brainstorm. “Forget it, I’ll take care of it myself,” he forced out, pressing his lips firmly into a line and gripping his now half-empty coffee cup with just a little bit more malice than before.
The guy in front of him scratched his jaw and shrugged. “Cool, see you then.” He sauntered off, immediately gluing himself to his phone again.
This bastard...
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12 Apr 2025