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    A collection of fics I have written for someone else for exchanges or just because:)

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    “Well, I hope you used protection.” Min’s lips twitched in amusement, “Ananya always has extras in her bag if you ever need them.”
    Jean looked baffled. “Why? We only used our hands.”

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    Jean disappears with Renee to blow off some steam before a match, and the Trojans misunderstand.

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    22 Jun 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 9

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    “Let me show you,” Jeremy whispered, and kissed Jean again. Kissing Jeremy was like fresh air—he had always craved it, and quickly learned it was a luxury he was not guaranteed, or even allowed to hope for.
    “Show me what?” Jean asked.
    “How not worried I am,” Jeremy said primly and lowered himself to his knees.

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    22 Jun 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 13

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    Jeremy had always known this day would come.

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    19 Jun 2025

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    “You’re fucked up here,” Andrew says, prodding at the base of Neil’s skull with his pointer finger.

    “Business as usual, right?”

    Andrew rolls his eyes. “I hate you.”

    Neil had heard somewhere of a sensation felt by amputee patients. Phantom limb. Is that what they called it? Is that what it would feel like for Neil? Would he still feel the cold ghost of Andrew at his side only to reach out and wrap his arms around nothing?


    It's Andrew and Neil's last summer together before Andrew goes pro. Neil desperately searches for something to fill him in Andrew's absence.

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    17 Jun 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 51

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    "I might call you master," Sora amends. "But only if you tell me how great I am every day."

    "Is that so? I heard you were extremely capable."

    "Gosh-darned amazing. Allegedly."

    "And sometimes," Riku says, leaning in close like he means to feed Sora the words, "you're a very good boy."

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    15 Jun 2025

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