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    In ten minutes, Nakahara Chuuya’s first day at the Armed Detective Agency will officially begin.

    Except—Chuuya doesn't show. Not even on the next day. Or the next, or the week after that.

    And so: Dazai waits. Honestly speaking, he’s no good at it; between the two of them, it’s Chuuya who’s racked up more experience. After all, Dazai leaves people the way Chuuya builds moorings in them.


    Or: a god learns to leave his shrine.

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    18 Feb 2025

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    The subtle melancholy of it goes deeper than what’s on the surface, truly a piece I’ll look if I write my own book.

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    It takes a single glance for Dazai’s interest to spark somewhere deep in his chest. It takes a single look and a single name for him to feel how fresh the air in his lungs can feel.

    It takes one kick to have him falling.
    And Dazai falls hard.

    OR: ‘we don’t have enough Chuuya being a tease out there and we need to change that’ the fic, but make it pirates

     

    [Russian translation available HERE]

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    18 May 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 42

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    0900 :: Emergency meeting was called. “I’ve broken up with that shitty Dazai” is a line that I had to repeat multiple times. Elise cheered and drew the 365th photo of soukoku breaking up. Gramps patted my shoulders and commended me for resisting the temptation of getting back together with the mackerel.

    0910 :: Discovered a tracker planted on my shoulder. Should have known that a certain fish has blackmailed Gramps to doing his dirty work again!

    [or: A diary over the day of one Nakahara Chuuya, after breaking up with Dazai for the 365th time.]

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    15 May 2025

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    “Who cares if you see other customers? Out of all of them, I’m the one you like most.”

    It’s an untrue statement, but Dazai is not the top courtesan because of her honesty. She generously doesn’t remind Chuuya that she hates her the most, and that she doesn’t really consider her as a customer. After all, no other customer in this brothel would actually refuse to sleep with her.

    [or: fem!soukoku AU. Courtesan Dazai x Port Mafia Boss Chuuya who goes to a brothel so she can sleep peacefully.]

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    14 May 2025

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    Dazai loves Chuuya: a truth that doesn’t change, in this life or in the many others that come after.

    [alternatively: Chuuya dies and their peaceful life together is broken. Each time, Dazai Osamu promises to return things to how it used to be.]

    Dazai’s gone through this many times before - eight-hundred-sixty-four, tallies in his skin as he recalls each one of them and creates a plan from every piece of information he’s able to gather.

    Chuuya loving him back is the main reason why he keeps on using Corruption until he dies from his own power.

    Eight-hundred-sixty-four failures haunt him, but he’s also eight-hundred-sixty-four times wiser because of it.

    Scenario eight-hundred-sixty-five will be the final one, he promises to himself.

    He just hopes he’ll be able to keep it.

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    13 May 2025