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    It was an accident.

    It was a terrible, horrible, completely Parker Luck accident that would have him laughing if he wasn’t so gut-wrenchingly empty.

    Or: May dies, and everything goes from bad to worse to rock bottom. Peter doesn't have a great time.

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    25 Apr 2025

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    “Steve—” Bucky stutters.

    He can’t breathe. He can’t move. Steve Rogers is standing in his kitchen. Alive.

    Bucky grips the counter to steady himself. He must be dreaming. Because Steve—his Steve—left him behind.

    ***

    Steve thought he made the right choice.

    He danced with Peggy, lived with her, kissed her—wrapped himself in the life he always believed he wanted. But at night, in the quiet, it wasn’t Peggy’s soft touch he ached for. It wasn’t her warm brown eyes he saw behind closed lids. It was Bucky. It had always been Bucky.

    Regret claws at his ribs. He made a mistake. A terrible, selfish mistake. And now, he’s come back.

    ***

    The day Steve vanished, something inside Bucky shattered. When an old man took his place, the world blurred into nothing.

    Steve was gone. Gone in a way Bucky could never fix, never follow.

    He grieved. He bled. He forced himself to keep breathing because Sam reminded him how. And just when the ache dulled into something manageable, Steve returns.

    The air is ripped from Bucky’s lungs. His hands shake, his heart slams against his ribs.

    This should be a miracle. A second chance. So why does it feel like a curse?

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    13 Mar 2025

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    The Avengers embark on a dangerous mission that takes a devastating turn—Steve Rogers is killed in action. His body is never recovered, leaving his team to mourn and move on, though some wounds never truly heal. No one feels the loss more than Bucky Barnes, who not only lost his best friend but the man he secretly loved.

    6 years later, during an unexpected call for help, Bucky sees a ghost—Steve Rogers, alive and well. But he’s not the same. He’s living a new life, and a woman by his side. The catch? Steve remembers everything. He knows who he is, what he left behind, and that he chose not to come back.

    Rage, heartbreak, and years of unresolved feelings rise to the surface as Bucky demands answers. Why did Steve let them believe he was dead? And more importantly, why did he let Bucky suffer alone?

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    12 Mar 2025

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    He should be used to it. Up until the age of eleven Peter Stark had never really experienced a birthday, but that changed when Tony returned from Afghanistan.
    It hurt more knowing what he’d lost though, knowing his dad had forgotten about him because of the baby coming.

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    03 Mar 2025

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    Peter and Ned create a device that can playback a person's memories, but Ned accidentally breaks an important part of the system leaving Peter connected with no way to safely remove the device. The replacement part will take days to programme leaving Tony with a vulnerable Spider-Kid showing off all his memories and secrets on a screen.

    It's a good thing he likes the kid, and has the avengers to help him look after the dork while Ned fixes things. And maybe watching a memory or two wouldn't hurt, after all the kid is like a son to him and Tony just wants to know him better.

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    07 Feb 2025