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  1. Rec 7

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    A sharp pain stings Tsukasa's heart, like a shot of poison, as he watches Emu rub her face against Rui's shoulder, jumping up and down excitedly like a child and tightening her hold on him. It makes him sick. His chest tightens and a bitter, crawling taste finds its way to his tongue as it's rendered useless. He can't find the words, he can't find a response. All he can do is watch hopelessly as his friend butters up to his boyfriend, getting touchier every second.

    Calm down, Tsukasa. It's just Emu. It's just the way she is. She's not at fault here.

    But yet, his skin feels like it's slowly being stabbed by fifty needles tipped with poison, a poison that slithers all over his body and eventually seeps into his heart. It feels like cardiac arrest, the way it stops beating, but it resumes with a fervent so intense he could hear the solid thumps echo in his ears.

    He shouldn’t feel this way.

    Fuck, he has to stop.

     

    Tsukasa gets jealous when Emu hugs Rui.

    Written for Ruikasa week 2025 Day 1: Jealousy.

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  2. Rec 10

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    Yes, Asahi-san had joked about poaching Rui right in front of everyone, but Tsukasa never thought he would go and actually try and do it. The way Asahi-san worked incredibly hard at Rui’s direction, the way his eyes sparkled the same way WxS’s did, it all felt soured now compared to before.

    The main solace Tsukasa gives himself is that despite this, Rui still liked his acting enough to reject the offer.


    Rui and Tsukasa both believe Asahi is interested in the other. Jealousy ensues.

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  3. Rec 79

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    Sometimes, even this close, always in the same space, Mike feels like there’s a want inside him that aches so much, like Will is somehow going to drift away if he doesn’t reach out and latch onto him. He’s clingy, he’s gross, and the world has already ended and somehow pieced itself back together.

    Maybe Mike deserves to be clingy and gross and a little, a lot, in love.

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    Or, Mike and Will have their first kiss during the end of the world. Kissing a second time, when everything is finally back to normal, takes a lot more courage.

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    sighhh

  4. Rec 79

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    He couldn’t believe it ended like this again. He tried so hard to protect himself this time, to shut Mike out before he could hurt him. He was naive to think that he was going to come out unscathed. The effect Mike had on him was too big. Will should have known that no matter how everything went down, he’d end up right here, on the floor, alone.
    He wished Mike was still here. It disgusted him.

    He would forever be 13, destroying castle Byers.

    (A mikewhatthefuckdidyoudogate fic, set in the 18 months between season 4 and season 5.)

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    mmmyes

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    Will is allowed to have other friends. Mike knows that, but that doesn't mean Will should be touching anyone else, because he's Will's best friend. So why is Will so close to Lucas? Why does it hurt to look at?
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    Mike sucks at feelings, Lucas knows how to get him worked up, initiate the seasonal Byler fight and lots of confessions.

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