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it's time i can hold ya (tonight) by starholic for fukurodan
Fandoms: BOYNEXTDOOR (Korea Band)
06 Aug 2025
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"I don't know, unnie…" Woonhak trails off, taking a few strands of her hair and twirling it around her finger. "Maybe you can make it up to me."
Taesan narrows her eyes challengingly. "And how should I do that?"
"We can do it tonight," she says decisively. "Go all the way, fingers in there and everything."
Taesan is only a girl, which means she's totally obsessed with her girlfriend. When said girlfriend shows up at her door in a random Saturday asking for them to have sex for the first time, how is Taesan supposed to deny her?
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give a second chance to cupid by starholic for hueningkaiii
Fandoms: BOYNEXTDOOR (Korea Band)
31 Jul 2025
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So, he makes a decision that probably could be considered genius and stupid at the same time. Donghyun is surrounded by professional matchmakers, and if they couldn’t get him a partner for Seulgi and Joohyun’s wedding, then who could? It’s brilliant enough that not even Myung Jaehyun could tell him that it’s a terrible idea.
He opens a new page on CupidSeek website and clicks on Sign In, fingers quickly pressing over the keyboard as he types all the necessary information.
Kim Donghyun, 24. Bisexual. Professional Matchmaker.
Donghyun desperately needs a date for a wedding, so he does what any person would do in this situation: he puts a profile on the dating agency he works at. What he doesn't understand is why all of his dates are complete disasters when he knows that all his coworkers are capable to make love spark between so many other people – and the answer to that lies in one Lee Sanghyeok.
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“My body just keeps reacting like this whenever I’m close to you,” he admits quietly, embarrassed beyond repair. “And it’s so fucking embarrassing and shameful. I tried to stay away so you wouldn’t be ashamed of my behavior but I can’t control it. I–”
“You want this,” Sungho murmurs in awe, not registering any of the babbling nonsense coming from Woonhak. “You want me."
After months of avoidance and silence from Woonhak's side, Sungho finally gets fed-up and decides to confront the younger alpha during a spar session. But the truth behind Woonhak's actions is nothing Sungho expected.
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“Tell me then,” he starts, raising a brow at the omega. “Why are you here, sitting on my bed like some cheap whore I called, instead of going after the alpha that wants to court you?”
“I don’t know,” he whispers, gnawing at his lower lip and looking down at his own feet. “I just–”
“You’re just as selfish as I am, Donghyun.” Taesan cuts him off, scoffing as he watches the cigarette burning away into ashes. “You and I are birds of the same feather, I know you like the palm of my hands.”
Leehan knows that Taesan doesn't like him, knows that Taesan wants nothing to do with him except when it comes to his body, knows that Taesan will never give him anything because all the alpha can do is take and take. Still, he can't help coming back to Taesan's door whenever he needs to wind down and get some sweet escape from reality.
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“Because I want to be taken care of, okay?” Taesan huffs, shy as he confesses something that wouldn’t be said out loud if he was in his right mind. “Just for tonight, can you pretend you like me like you used to in the past?”
“I can’t, because I don’t like you like I used to.” Jaehyun admits, a half-truth that Taesan doesn’t need to know. “I don’t think I’ll ever like you like I used to.”
“Okay,” he sighs, lips in a thin line. Taesan looks defeated, broken-hearted, exactly like Jaehyun wants him to feel. “Can you pretend to tolerate me, then?”
The first time was an accident, the second time was payback from the first, and all the other times are for unknown reasons. Jaehyun should hate Taesan, but he has the feeling that fucking someone that you supposedly hate isn't something reasonable.
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“So, like... you to me?”
Sungho pushed his glasses up. Their legs were brushing under the table, warm and tingling. Jaehyun thought he might actually die from how much he felt.
“Yes, Myung Jaehyun,” Sungho chuckled. “You to me, and me to you.”
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08 Aug 2025
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married myungnyangz got me so emotional T-T myungjae is such a sweetheart in this one, oh my baby just so emotional from marrying the love of his life
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The weather was mild, save for the biting cold which found Taesan huddling closer to Jaehyun unknowingly. The trees swayed gently and cars quietly hummed past, creating a comfortable ambience.
Taesan is almost convinced that Jaehyun plucked the stars from the night sky to store in his smile.
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Taesan’s brush captured what words could not—his lover’s face, his lover’s silence. In the solitude of his studio, each stroke held conversations that never found their end. And as the paint dried, it whispered secrets only the canvas could understand.
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27 May 2025
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hauntingly beautiful, i don't think i'll ever forget this one