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    The night is screaming at him.

    Buck's always been good at being loud enough to distract, bright enough to deflect, and if they notice the tired smile or the stiffness in his voice, they chalk it up to recovery. But they don't know about the dream.

    About that other life.

    They don’t know that every time Buck closes his eyes, he’s back in a world where Bobby was gone and Eddie never even existed in his life, and the 118 isn’t home, or family, or real.

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    After the lightning strike, the night is screaming at him, and Buck doesn't know in which reality to believe — the one where he was love, but wasn't himself, or the one where he loves, but isn't sure of who he is. Lightning never strikes twice, but Eddie will do everything to save Buck as many times as it takes.

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    03 Oct 2025

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    Buck flies to Texas without warning, a bouquet in one hand and too many feelings in the other. It’s just supposed to be a visit. A birthday. A breather. One dance, one cowboy hat, and everything changes.

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    14 Apr 2025

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    When Buck falls from a parking structure during a high-stakes rescue, Eddie is left to grapple with the sudden, crushing loss of the one person he never fully understood he loved. Stranded in El Paso with only Chris for company, Eddie finds himself unable to reach anyone from the 118—Bobby, Hen, Chim, Maddie—all of them silent, leaving him to face the weight of Buck’s death alone.

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    31 Mar 2025

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    When Kitty asked Min Ho if she could come with him, she didn’t know what she was getting herself into. Now, she’s following him around the world. She meant it when she said she missed him, so she can push away her feelings and just hangout with her friend. It’ll be fine. Or, maybe, her feelings will eat her alive.

    OR the post S2 speculation no one asked for

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    28 Jan 2025

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    It’s too easy for Jayce to forget, sometimes, that Viktor isn’t nice. Viktor’s good. Viktor’s kind. Viktor wants to lift up the weak and the helpless and cast down the mighty. But he isn’t nice. And he’s only human: sometimes, he takes things too far. Sometimes, Jayce wonders if Viktor pictures perfection as a vast white wasteland: sterile, untouched.

    But Jayce isn’t one to criticise. He, too, has his flaws. That night, Jayce pictures Viktor bent over the welding bench and he takes himself in his hand, moving quick and fast and cruel until he comes. Yes: he, too, has his flaws.

    Or: Jayce is down bad, and Viktor slowly notices.

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    14 Jan 2025