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  1. Rec 34

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    The entire time Dan and Phil are in America, Dan is technically pregnant- but he's the only one one who doesn't talk about it like he's sick with a cancerous growth that needs to be removed as soon as possible. It's pretty horrible to have hope that you'll get to have a biological kid with your significant other and then have it ripped away; this is more about the emotional journey. The baby might not make it, but Dan and Phil will.

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    11 Dec 2024

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    i had a bookmark on this a long time ago, but had a brief period of rpf shame and regrettably deleted it. i still remembered and came back to this fic, after like 7 years. long live rpf, and long live OP, this fic is tragic and beautiful

  2. Rec 12

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    Phil still isn’t quite used to it all being okay. He isn’t used to Dan not fearfully dissecting a tweet reply that called them queer icons. He isn’t used to things like what the two teenagers they bumped into at the airport said when they stuttered out, “I met my girlfriend because of you,” feeling only good. No twinge of bittersweet.
    A fic about changes and landscape.

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    12 Aug 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 14

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    March, 2018.
    The Interactive Introverts Tour is set to begin in a month. The venues are all booked, the fans are riled up and Phil is ready to enter an era that will surely be the peak of their career. There's only one problem: Dan doesn't want to do it anymore.

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    02 Aug 2025

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  4. Public Bookmark 6

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    The beginning of lockdown, it was easy to be a little optimistic. To think maybe governments would facilitate that everyone could safely quarantine, that people would take this thing seriously, that a short inconvenience would save lives and soon things would go back to normal. That optimism didn’t last too long. Unlike the lockdown which seemed to go on and on.
    A fic about space and proximity.

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    02 Aug 2025

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  5. Rec 30

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    “Maybe the reasons we dismissed it before don’t really apply anymore.”

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    09 Jun 2025