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    Ranpo lunges for the phone as it's on its fifth ring, hitting ‘accept’ and ‘speaker’ in rapid succession.

    Atsushi lifts his hand to his mouth, and has a one-second internal crisis.

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    Or: the Agency is, as usual, mildly traumatized by Soukoku’s unconventional mating rituals.

     

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    23 Jun 2025

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    Atsushi lifts his hand to his mouth, and has a one-second internal crisis - should he be just as gleeful as Ranpo, or just as horrified as Kunikida?

    ...he settles on not nearly as gleeful as Ranpo, but also not quite as horrified as Kunikida.

    It’s a good mix.

    "Hey, shitty-Dazai. I saw a trash bag on the side of the road today. Reminded me of you,” the rough voice on the other side of the phone says.

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    “So...you’re Dazai from four years ago?” Kenji broke the silence first. He tickled his chin thoughtfully. “Wow, you’re really different!”

    Dazai made a non-committal noise.

     

    Or, teenage Dazai, Port Mafia executive and dubbed the "Demon Prodigy", finds out how much he's changed in four years.

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    28 Jun 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    AYO THIS REVEAL IS MUCH BETTER

    sad that it’s an ambiguous ending tho

    JSKWJSJWJWK ITS SO IN-CHARACTER I LOVE IT

  3. Public Bookmark 45

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    Dazai wanted to believe but he couldn’t because he felt empty because he was expecting something else something more and he felt empty he just felt so fucking empty when shouldn’t he be happy? Shouldn’t he be happy with this person he loves so much?
    It’s not enough it’s not enough it’s not enough
    it's never enough
    it’s never enough
    so
    when Leopold hits him and tells him it’s love
    when he hurts him and tells him it’s love
    when he loves him and tells him it’s love
    he believes he believes he believes he believes.
    But it eventually ends, the way all things Dazai loves comes to an end.

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    Or, Dazai is kidnapped by an ability user who's assassinating dancers. Except, the kidnapping is staged. And the the ability user is his ex-boyfriend.

    Pretty please mind the tags, this one is rather intense :')

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    23 Jun 2025

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    ballet dazai is all i came here for

    all my homies hate leondardo or whatever the fuck his name is

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    Dazai didn't want to disclose this secret of his, but for the sake of "being a good person" he does. And it ends with him going undercover as a dancer in a ballet academy. Not only revealing his hidden talent to the ADA, but to the Port Mafia as well.

    The only thing keeping him stable is the promise that he'll visit Fyodor once this is all over.

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    Or: watch me replenish my life-essence with Dazai flexing his god complex (and ballet skills).

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    23 Jun 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    BALLET DAZAI WAS SOMETHING I DIDN’T KNOW I NEEDED UNTIL NOW VYIVHIV IHOOHOV

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    Every victory is the careful result of a hundred decisions. Every loss is just one mistake. When a desperate last ditch attempt to shatter the Detective Agency from Nikolai goes wrong, he brings something that doesn't quite fit into this world. It isn't the failure that hurts, so much as the knowledge of what could be. Or, where the book is concerned. What Is.

    (BEAST Chuuya is brought to the main timeline after loosing the one man he'd been swore to defend and die for. They battle the implications of a world where nothing they do matters while trying to send him home... If that's what he wants at least.)

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    23 Jun 2025