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  1. Public Bookmark 39

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    Gao Tu is in love. Shen Wenlang is in denial. An antithesis to the original work, of sorts.

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    05 Oct 2025

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    Gao Tu has spent a decade wearing a mask—every pill swallowed, every flinch hidden behind a practiced smile. As the perfect Beta secretary, he's indispensable. As an Omega, he is ruined.

    When a rival uncovers Gao Tu’s secret, the price of silence is treason — becoming a puppet in someone else’s war while his health crumbles under the weight of his own deception.

    Some secrets aren't mean to be kept and the truth won't set him free—it will destroy him.

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    31 Aug 2025

  3. Rec 8

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    He couldn’t scrub the feeling off, no matter how hard he tried. Sleep came slow, and when it did, it brought too much with it—memories, wishes, things that felt almost real.

    At first, he ran from the dreams. Then he started chasing them. A voice. A touch. A life that never happened, but felt like it had.

    The days grew quiet. The nights louder.
    And he stopped trying to come back.

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    30 Aug 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    As someone who could have d*ed in the same manner, this calls out to me so much and I am so grateful it didn't k*ll me so I could read this

    I really thought this was on Gao Tu's POV at first and I love how I didn't see the twist coming

  4. Public Bookmark 13

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    After being stranded in an unknown town due to a car mishap, Shen Wenlang and Gao Tu get the last room at a motel.

    Except there's only one bed (and unfortunately a couch as well).

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    16 Aug 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Ah, yes, the idiot duo.

  5. Rec *

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    Gao Tu spent his whole life hiding; from his body, from his instincts, from being known. When everything finally collapses, he’s left to deal with the consequences.
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    A quiet character study of Gao Tu, and the tiny shift in the canon plotline that made Wenlang just a little less of an idiot.

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    09 Aug 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I love this character study so much

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