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Today was the day.
Reinhard had been looking forward to it, but also dreading it. Bringing Subaru in front of the Council would mean acknowledging the mistakes that created this situation. Subaru had been betrayed, tortured, murdered, and forgotten by his best friends. Once Gluttony had been defeated, an agreement was reached between all the camps and the Sage Council. The truth behind Natsuki Subaru's death could not be made public. As a hero of Lugunica, the people would riot if they heard he had been betrayed by all five royal candidates. Reinhard was painfully aware of his own culpability in Subaru's death, especially due to his Divine Protections. Even though he knew Subaru was telling the truth, he failed to convince the other knights to let him go. He was too weak to stand up for Subaru and ended up compromising over an innocent man's life. Whatever punishment he receives won't compare to the hell he put his friend through, so he will never forgive himself for this mistake.
Reinhard knew that keeping the truth from Subaru was wrong, but he also believed that he had no right to tell this story from his perspective. It had nothing to do with the fact he was enjoying the time alone with his friend. None at all.
[REINHARD POV]
His mansion had been especially quiet since Subaru's death. While it had never been particularly loud, Subaru's betrayal made the silence throughout the manor a solemn reminder of what he had lost. With his sleeping mother in one room, the silent maids in others, and his disheartened candidate in her own, everyone began operating more independently of each other. Reinhard began going on more "patrols" and coming back after dark. He didn't know what he was expecting. Did he expect to run into Subaru like he did the day they first met? What a stupid concept! Why should he ever have another chance to talk to him after abandoning him in Priestella? It would not be wise to dwell on unrealistic fantasies.
He was hearing these same excuses in his head when he heard a cry coming from a nearby alleyway. Such a ridiculous coincidence!
Subaru had been living in the Astrea manor for a week now. Despite Subaru's curiosity around his lost memories, he seemed weirdly hesitant to ask about them. Reinhard didn't refuse to answer his questions, but he never brought up the subject when he didn't have to. Subaru noticed the sadness on Felt and Reinhards' faces when the subject of his memories came up, so he decided to leave the topic alone for the time being.
Ever since Subaru arrived at the mansion, he began receiving formal education for reading and writing alongside Felt. He would never admit it, but it was quite embarrassing to be outclassed by some uncouth 16-year-old! The lessons were also less focused as Reinhard now had another source of teasing whenever he tried lecturing his students.
"Jeez Reinhard, can't you ask for a 'Divine Protection of being a better teacher' or something? I have no idea what these glyphs mean!"
"You should've seen him when he tried to teach me about the Demi-Human War, he started rambling about random battles for hours before he realized he had forgotten about the textbook!"
"Now now, Felt-sama, Subaru, I understand I might not be the best teacher around, but you both need to actually focus on the material. I wouldn't want either of you to leave this mansion unable to read."
In truth, Reinhard didn't mind the teasing. Felt was smiling more than she had in weeks and Subaru clearly viewed him as a friend after all the assistance he had received from him.
That only made this meeting more serious for Reinhard.
Now that Subaru is headed to the Sage Council, what will they tell him? How will that affect their dynamic? Subaru had to learn the truth eventually, but Reinhard began to regret holding out on it when he met Subaru again.
The nearest date that the Council could meet them was a week after Reinhard met Subaru.
While Subaru and Reinhard headed towards the Royal Palace, Subaru decided to break the silence.
"I'm nervous Reinhard. These are the most powerful people in Lugunica and you say I've already met them right? What if I make a fool of myself?"
"Don't worry Subaru, I promise you, there is nothing to worry about. They'll be relieved to see you back."
Reinhard neglected to mention the irony of that comment. Perhaps if Subaru had his memories, he would've said, "Don't worry, you already did!"
"So…..they are going to tell me about what I was doing the last two years?"
Subaru paused for a moment. He knew Reinhard had been avoiding this, but it was important for him to know what he was walking into.
"Yes, they were very eventful, and it was mostly thanks to you."
He turned away from Subaru, not wanting to make eye contact. Reinhard was continuing with these really vague statements. He must really regret not telling Subaru sooner.
"That's a good thing, right? I'm not being called here for something bad…?"
"Absolutely not!" But I am…
Reinhard didn't want Subaru to feel nervous or guilty. He was a hero! He had done more for the people of Lugunica than Reinhard. For someone with no significant power to accomplish the things he did, it was an inspiration to everyone. Even Reinhard.
They both climbed into a carriage and rode across the bridge into the royal palace. Neither could think of anything to say and Subaru had become enamored with the view of the city, so they just sat there in silence.
As they entered the Palace, they slowly walked up to the door leading into the main hall. Compared to Reinhard's estate, this building was like a whole other level of prestigious. If Reinhard's home was a normal museum, this building was the Smithsonian! Every object in this building screamed historical significance.
Reinhard realized Subaru was getting distracted and quickly guided him towards the main door. Knocking before entering, they both enter to find the gazes of 10 different sages fixed onto them. Subaru had heard about the Council of Elders, but looking at them now, it was clear the name wasn't for show. They were broken up into groups of 5 on Subaru's left and right, with the center holding a throne for who he'd assume to be the King of Lugunica.
Subaru also noticed the Royal Guard lined up in front of the sages. They seemed to regard him with a high level of respect, aside from a select few. Reinhard had already informed him that there was a sect of Knights under the Kingdom of Lugunica tasked with the protection of the Royal Family.
Subaru glanced back to the Council. Each of these elders gave a different reaction to Subaru, ranging from sadness to indifference.
"Uh…Hello! My name is Natsuki Subaru and Reinhard brought me here to have a discussion with you guys?"
"Hello, my name is Miklotov McMahon, representative of the Sage Council of Lugunica, and descendent of House McMahon."
One of the higher ranked Sages introduced himself. He seemed confused and happy to see Subaru?
"Nice to meet you Miklotov!...Oops, my bad, Sir Miklotov!"
"Really? Already forgetting how to show respect to an elder?" Another sage piped up.
"Oh, I apologize, it is a bad habit of mine, I don't mean any disrespect!"
Subaru was already forgetting the purpose of this meeting. He was dragged into this by Reinhard, and while he didn't want to leave a bad impression, Subaru knows that his personality doesn't mesh well with people like these geezers.
"Speaking without considering the consequences is contemptuous. I pray that something like your previous 'incident' won't happen again." The sage continued.
"If I may interject, that is actually relevant to why I brought Natsuki Subaru in today. It appears Subaru has no recollection of any event that has taken place in the last two years."
Reinhard quickly stopped Bordeaux before he could continue talking about events Subaru couldn't remember. As it stood, the Council was aware of the truth behind Subaru's death, but they were unaware of the current "Subaru's" existence.
"Wait, what? So not only has he returned from the dead, but he has also forgotten everything related to the royal selection?"
Miklotov was stunned. He had seen Subaru's corpse himself, so he was already shocked to learn of Subaru's revival. But now, to hear that Subaru had no recollection of anything he had done in the last two years, he couldn't think of an explanation.
"Apparently I have already met all of you and it seems the impression I made was less than perfect. How about this? Why don't we start over? My name is Natsuki Su…"
"Ridiculous." Bordeaux stopped him in his tracks.
"This is absolutely ridiculous. The 'hero of Priestella' forgot everything that was done to him? It's too convenient!"
"Hold on Bordeaux, hear him out, he seems willing to talk with us."
Miklotov wanted nothing more than for Subaru to be returned to the people of Lugunica. If he had his memories, he very well could have exposed the coverup surrounding his death. While he didn't want to believe that Natsuki Subaru was that kind of person, he could've shattered the kingdom of Lugunica in retribution for his murder. This seems to be the luckiest series of events possible for the ruling class of Lugunica. They should not waste this opportunity by ostracizing Subaru again.
"How can you be sure he isn't feigning ignorance, so we lower our guard!?"
Bordeaux spoke up again. He didn't survive this long from trusting in the "goodwill of others". Subaru had the potential, and motive, to become the greatest threat to the kingdom of Lugunica. He may have respect for the duties he performed for the kingdom, but he wouldn't overlook what they had done.
"He is not. Not only have I discerned his truthfulness with my Divine Protections, but I have spent the last week watching over him. He really does not remember the last two years."
Reinhard defended Subaru. While he had faith in the decision making of the Council, there was the slight chance his "reemergence" would be deemed a threat. Subaru was telling the truth in Priestella and he folded. He won't let that happen here.
"I believe we should tell him everything and let him decide what he will do next…" Reinhard began
"What!? Are you insane!?" Another sage interjected
"I agree this is the best course of action." A new elder spoke up.
Soon the room delved into chaos, a faction of 5 elders led by Miklotov advocating the truth vs a faction of 5 elders fighting to keep the truth hidden led by Bordeaux.
"Excuse me, but considering it is me you are talking about, how about I get a say in this?"
Subaru felt really out of place here! He really did die here huh? Now these random people are arguing whether or not he gets to know the story of his own life?
"If you refuse, I will tell him myself."
Before Subaru could elaborate further on what he wanted from the Sages, Reinhard silenced the room.
"He deserves to know, and as the rulers of this country, I wanted to inform you of my intentions. This was never up for debate."
Subaru could see a glint in Reinhard's eye. It was the first time he had ever seen Reinhard act like someone befitting the title "Sword Saint".
"Very well, we'll tell him then." Miklotov said
They would mention all his achievements and tell him the truth of how he died. Reinhard planned on questioning them after and ensuring they didn't miss a single detail.
With this, Reinhard headed out of the main hall, leaving Subaru alone with the Council.
"Natsuki Subaru, despite the attitude we showed towards you earlier, all of us are extremely grateful for all the things you've done for this country." Bordeaux began
"You were undoubtedly the greatest hero since the great legends of old. The reason we hesitated on telling you the truth of your death is because you were betrayed."
"Betrayed? What are you talking about? Was it you guys?"
"We were partly responsible, but you need to know the full story to understand why we would do something like that. Would it make sense for us to throw away the kingdom's greatest asset?"
'Man, I already don't like these guys. These people killed me and the first thing they do when they meet me again is accuse me of hiding something? I suppose their reasoning makes sense, but that makes me even angrier! Was I really just an asset to these people?'
"We first met you on the declaration of the royal selection. After some unfortunate exchanges between the candidates, several snubs were directed towards your candidate, Emilia. In response, you attacked the entire ruling class of Lugunica as well as us."
Miklotov decided he would be the one to tell Subaru.
'Well, it makes sense why they don't like me now, that sounds like something I might've done'
"After a large altercation, you and your candidate appeared to have some kind of falling out and you were left at the Karsten Manor. It was then that you made an alliance with the Hoshin and Karsten camps to go on an expedition to slay the White Whale."
"What? What is a 'White Whale'? Is this story missing some parts?"
Subaru was understandably confused. Whales? What does this have to do with Lugunica? He thought Lugunica was basically landlocked.
"Wait, you don't even know what the White Whale is!? It was one of the 3 great Mabeasts that have terrorized the world for over 400 years! The Black Snake, the Great Rabbit, and the White Whale."
Bordeaux was astonished. The hero who slayed 2 of the 3 great calamities didn't even know what a Mabeast was!
"Let me continue. After you helped slay the White Whale, you took a division of soldiers and thwarted the Witch Cult attack on Emilia's domain. In the battle, you killed the Archbishop of Sloth."
"Witch Cult?"
"The Witch Cult is an elusive group that has existed for hundreds of years. Nobody had ever defeated them before, much less an Archbishop. You managed to inflict this defeat without any casualties."
'This is crazy. I've heard of the Witch thanks to Reinhard's reading lessons, but I thought those stories were made up! There is a cult that worships the witch?'
"Then you immediately freed a town of people trapped in the Sanctuary and banished the Great Rabbit."
"WHAT?"
"That was our reaction too…. In one week, two of the great Mabeasts and a Sin Archbishop were killed. It was shocking to behold."
'What bad luck! I run into the Witch Cult, the Great Rabbit, and the White Whale all in the same week? I'll humor these people a little more, hopefully they are almost done with this.'
"A year passed, and all 5 candidates gathered in the city of Priestella to host a conference. At the same time, the Witch Cult held an attack on the city and besieged it. You led the defense of the city and repelled the attack of 5 Sin Archbishops at once."
"Five? Is that serious?"
"In the last 400 years, only one Sin Archbishop had ever been defeated and that was by your hand. This attack should have been the end of everything. You rallied the city to fight with a, now legendary, speech."
'My god, who was this person. This can't have been me. I have no talent for magic. Reinhard showed me his powers. Are they expecting me to believe that a person who couldn't work up the nerve to go to school managed to beat these invincible enemies?'
"You and Reinhard worked together and eliminated the Archbishop of Greed, who was apparently invincible. Somehow you figured out the secret behind his ability and defeated him."
'Wow, me and Reinhard huh? I guess I could see that happening. He's insanely strong.'
"After the battle, everyone regrouped at one of the shelters in the middle of the city. You were caught off guard by the Archbishop of Gluttony, however, and had your name eaten."
"Name..eaten? What does that mean?"
"It meant that nobody had any memory of you or anything you had done."
'What a cruel power! So I lost everything? I must've been defenseless at that point.'
Subaru couldn't fathom the suffering he must've been in. While he hadn't been talking very often with his parents before he left, if his existence was completely forgotten by them, it would've broken him.
"When you returned to your camp, it was discovered that you emit some of the Witches miasma, a characteristic of Witch Cultists. Once this was revealed…"
"I see. So they shunned me? It makes sense, I must have starved to death or…"
"No. You were arrested and tortured. By the time Archbishop of Gluttony was slain, and your name returned, you had died."
There was a long silence. Now Subaru understood. It disgusted him that people were so quick to kill another person, even if they smelled like a cultist, but it wasn't completely beyond the pale. This was a medieval world, right? Execution without a trial happened in his world too, even amongst friends.
"Wait a minute, I've heard of these things called 'Divine Protections' and supposedly people can use them to see if someone is lying. Couldn't someone have vouched for me?"
"Yes, however they still didn't believe you."
"What? They just tortured me even though there was a chance I was innocent?!"
'This is insane. Was everyone just putting up an act around me? If something like this happens again would they just kill me?!'
"Once this mistake was realized, all 5 camps and the Council made an agreement to coverup the circumstances surrounding your death. Should the truth come to light, Lugunica could go up in flames."
"I understand. I can't say I like any of you after hearing this, but I am glad that you all told me the truth."
"Subaru, what are you going to do with this information?"
Miklotov was unsettled. He secretly agreed with Bordeaux on keeping Subaru's betrayal a secret, but after Reinhard's declaration, he knew he needed to endear himself as much as possible, so Subaru didn't feel a grudge against the Council. They did not mention the extent of their betrayal and they told him just enough to avoid alerting Reinhard's divine protections when he questions them after this. This was a gamble, but he trusted Subaru's forgiving nature and prayed this would be enough.
"I don't know."
Everyone paused.
"Am I expected to just go back to being the person I was before I die? All I have is a 5-minute summary of the past 2 years! You really expect me to just 'become a hero' because you told me I was one? Maybe this is foolish, but I trust Reinhard, he's looked after me since I arrived here, so whatever he says, goes."
The Council breathed a sigh of relief. This Subaru was not the same as the Subaru betrayed by Lugunica. While he clearly felt angered and disturbed by the practices of the royal candidates and council, getting revenge seemed like something foreign to him, especially if he hadn't personally experienced this betrayal.
Reinhard was called back into the main hall. He was pale, worried about what Subaru was going to say to him after they left.
"Reinhard, Subaru says whatever he does next is up to you."
Miklotov cut through all the static in Reinhard's mind.
"Huh?"
'There's no way, Subaru wants my advice? Didn't he just hear what a monster I am? I betrayed him and kept the truth hidden. Why would he want to listen to me?'
"Reinhard, listen, I don't know how you feel about it, but you've been a real friend to me since I've arrived. I want to regain my memories, but I think whatever you say is best for now."
Subaru looked at Reinhard with a smile. He had to look away so he wouldn't be seen tearing up. Subaru really was too forgiving. He knows that this doesn't absolve him of everything, but at least now he can go to sleep at night without being plagued with the image of Subaru's corpse.
"Subaru, I don't want to put you anywhere near the situations you faced before you lost your memories. Natsuki Subaru is a hero to so many people, but the current you shouldn't have to shoulder that burden. I will help you regain your memories, and once we succeed, you can announce your return to everyone. How does that sound?"
"That sounds like a great idea!" 'Thank God, I doubt I can handle meeting those people without my memories. It would probably be catastrophic for them too if the story I just heard is true.'
"Come Subaru, let's return to the manor and inform Felt-sama of this agreement before she accidentally reveals you to the other camps."
'I will absolutely and under no circumstances allow any harm to befall you again, Subaru, no matter what it takes'
Author Note
Hello guys, the author here! Just need to clear up a couple misconceptions
This is not a completely original story, nor is it a DIRECT continuation of re:forgotten. There is a story called "Another Chance" on Ao3 that contains the first chapter to this story, so everything I am writing is a follow-up to that chapter
Subaru didn't exactly "Lose" his memories. I am operating under the assumption that Subaru was resummoned by Satella to the exact same place he was originally summoned, but right after his death. (This is why I mention his body looks exactly the same as the day he arrived)
I am not a writer. This is literally the first fanfic I've ever written so it may be coming off as weird and robotic. I was getting fed up at all the stories being started and dropped, so I decided I would just continue stories I liked on my own account. (my name the "continuer")
I have a long-term plan for this story.
I do have plans for Subaru to be reintroduced to the main cast, and much sooner than you think!
Subaru will use RBD. It is going to be pretty crazy, but lets wait until that happens haha