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Good evening, Sora. Earlier this morning I uh… I told DiZ that I’m experiencing something strange around Riku. I think it’s an unfamiliar emotion of some kind. I think that sounds romantic now that I actually say it out loud but I… I don’t think it is? I’m feeling something. But I just don’t know what. Affection maybe? But that doesn’t sit right with me.
Of course, DiZ just laughed.
“Why are you laughing?” I asked, frustrated as I crossed my arms over my chest in embarrassment. DiZ sat at his desk in front of all the monitors, working on something he would never tell me about.
“You are a Nobody! You cannot feel things.” DiZ laughed harder, clutching his stomach.
“Maybe I can!” I instantly fired back at him.
“Oh, are you going to tell him how you feel?” He faced me finally but only to mock me with a stupid sad face. “You can’t, can you? Because you cannot feel. You are incapable of any human emotion, only to mock in the face of true feeling.” I looked to the ground once again, stupidly embarrassed. His laughter died down eventually once he finished explaining like I was only a young child.
“Now, enough of this nonsense, and continue with the boy's memories.” I sighed as I left the room.
He’s right really. I will never be able to feel anything. But why won’t he help me explain what’s happening to me then? Something is going on with me. Maybe I’m not feeling real emotion but it’s something. Yet he ignores it, ignores me…
Fine. If he’ll ignore it then so will I. I’m feeling something but whatever it is doesn’t matter.
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