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Narrator is awake and confesses to being in love with listener for years but can't let listener know because it will ruin their friendship but it eats the narrator up inside
Scene :narrator lays beside listener ,mind racing ,unable to sleep the moonlight creeping in thru the window, casting its glow across the sleeping listener
Narrator Sighs and looks at listener : "are you asleep? Can you hear me? You're not responding so I can only hope you're unaware of me talking...God you look so peaceful in this state, the way your hair is draped across your pillow, the moon kissing your skin in ways I can only dream of.."
Narrator inhales and exhales
"I have loved you for a very long time. I cherish every moment we share together. The movie nights, the sleepovers. You mean the world to me... You're asleep so you won't hear any of this"
Narrator watches listener sleep
"I am deeply in love with you...I can't breathe when you're next to me. Everytime our eyes meet, I just want to kiss you and say fuck our friendship, but I can't do that to you. That's one line I refuse to cross ...but that doesn't mean I'm not struggling to keep these feelings in check...all I do is fight with myself about how I shouldn't have these feelings for my best friend. You don't even have to try, you're just perfect at everything."
Narrator sits up in bed and puts her head in her
hands
"how do I explain myself to you without losing you as a friend. You make me question my sanity but at the same time I just want to kiss you until I can't breathe...but if I do that it might make you regret being friends with me.."
listener stirrs
"shit..please don't wake up ,I'd be crushed"
listener settles and continues sleeping
"these feelings are eating me alive,I'm so pathetic."
Narrator takes a deep breath on the verge of tears
Softly:"I'll move away , I'll get out of your life. If that's what I have to do to get rid of these feelings, I'll do it ..you don't deserve to be troubled by these feelings I have for you"
Narrator sobs , hugging her knees to her chest
"I'm so sorry for breaking down like this, but I had to tell you or else I would've snapped and did something drastic"
Listener stirs and opens her eyes looking up at narrator
"it's nothing just a bad dream..im fine "
Listener suddenly kisses narrator before pulling away
"y-you kissed me.."
Listener nods and kisses narrator again
"please tell me that this is real and that you care about me too..god I have yearned for this"
continues to kiss listener passionately moaning into the kiss
"wait ,please tell me you feel the same way..."
Listener replies before kissing narrator again
"I've waited so long to kiss you, to hold you like this
I-I don't know what to say. Shut up and kiss you?"
[optional making out sounds]
"I want to take this slow, we don't have to rush, I'll be here all weekend"
Scene Ends with narrator giggling like a school girl
----ahhh please don't be mad at me-----
Fizz signing off💚