Live and Die Fortissimo

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• My Faults by marzer

  Fandoms: Falsettos - Lapine/Finn  

  • Not Rated
  • Major Character Death
  • M/M
  • Work in Progress

  14 Jul 2024

  Tags

  • Major Character Death
  • Whizzer Brown/Marvin
  • Marvin (Falsettos)
  • Whizzer Brown
  • Character Study
  • Character Death
  • Canonical Character Death
  • Whizzer Brown Deserves Better
  • Nightmares
  • Night Terrors
  • Self-Hatred
  • Guilt
  • Survivor Guilt
  • Regret
  • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
  • Trauma
  • Character Development
  • Past
  • Memories
  • Marvin definitely should blame himself for certain things but theres no tag for that
  • Subconscious
  • the past is haunting him... for good reason
  • if you wanted to get a peek into Marvin's nightmares like in Do You Regret? then READ THIS
  • THIS IS A PREQUEL!!!
  • How Do I Tag
  • Marvin Not Being an Asshole (Falsettos)
  • Marvin (Falsettos) Being an Asshole
  • Marvin is a Mess (Falsettos)
  • POV Marvin (Falsettos)
  • Soft Marvin (Falsettos)
  • Gay Marvin (Falsettos)
  • Marvin-centric (Falsettos)
  • Marvin Tries (Falsettos)
  • Whizzer Brown/Marvin-centric
  • Marvin loves Whizzer Brown
  • Whizzer Brown loves Marvin
  • Mentioned Charlotte (Falsettos)
  • Post-Whizzer Brown's Death
  • Hospitalized Whizzer Brown
  • Whizzer Brown-Centric
  • Gay Whizzer Brown
  • Soft Whizzer Brown
  • Whizzer is the best and this hurts.
  • Lost Love
  • In Trousers References
  • Falsettos References
  • Act: March of the Falsettos
  • Act: Falsettoland
  • Song: Unlikely Lovers (Falsettos)
  • Song: What Would I Do? (Falsettos)
  • Songfic
  • Title from a Falsettos Song
  • Sad
  • Sad Ending
  • Angst
  • Whump
  • Hurt No Comfort
  • Grief/Mourning
  • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
  • Dissociation
  • Autistic Marvin (Falsettos)
  • Post-Act 2 (Falsettos)
  • Post-Falsettoland
  • Author is Dehydrated
  • That should so be a tag
  • Canon Compliant
  • Post-Canon
  • Canon Universe
  • During Canon
  • Canon-Typical Behavior
  • Depression
  • I'm Bad At Tagging

  Summary

  After the clock struck on their final hour, part of Marvin wanted to be angry at Whizzer for leaving

  Part of Marvin wanted to remember Whizzer's faults

  ...another part wanted him to remember his own

  Series

  • Part 1 of Live and Die Fortissimo

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  499

  Chapters:

  2/3

  Comments:

  3

  Kudos:

  23

  Bookmarks:

  2

  Hits:

  185

• Short Insomniacs by marzer

  Fandoms: Falsettos - Lapine/Finn  

  • Not Rated
  • Major Character Death
  • Gen
  • Complete Work

  30 Jul 2024

  Tags

  • Major Character Death
  • Jason & Mendel Weisenbachfeld
  • Jason & Whizzer Brown
  • Jason & Marvin (Falsettos)
  • Jason (Falsettos)
  • Mendel Weisenbachfeld
  • Whizzer Brown
  • Marvin (Falsettos)
  • Trina (Falsettos)
  • Jason-centric (Falsettos)
  • POV Jason (Falsettos)
  • Autistic Jason (Falsettos)
  • Mendel Weisenbachfeld Tries
  • Bad Psychiatrist Mendel Weisenbachfeld
  • Good Parent Mendel Weisenbachfeld
  • Parenthood
  • Grief/Mourning
  • Bonding
  • Family Bonding
  • Loss of Parent(s)
  • Emotional neglect
  • Marvin is a Mess (Falsettos)
  • Marvin (Falsettos) Being an Asshole
  • less than usual though.. yay?
  • Marvin Not Being an Asshole (Falsettos)
  • Marvin Tries (Falsettos)
  • not hard enough
  • Marvin loves Whizzer Brown
  • Whizzer Brown loves Marvin
  • Whizzer Brown Deserves Better
  • Good Parent Whizzer Brown
  • Whizzer Brown & Jason Friendship
  • Post-Whizzer Brown's Death
  • Sassy Whizzer Brown
  • Whizzer Brown-Centric
  • Canon Compliant
  • Character Study
  • Canonical Character Death
  • Childhood Trauma
  • Childhood Memories
  • Flashbacks
  • Author Is Sleep Deprived
  • its true! thats why i wrote this!
  • Insomnia
  • Chess
  • Chess Metaphors
  • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
  • Bad Parent Marvin (Falsettos)
  • Fear
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • Angst
  • Whump
  • Bittersweet Ending
  • Autistic Marvin (Falsettos)
  • Dissociation
  • Depression
  • Anxiety
  • Anxiety Disorder
  • Daddy Issues
  • Fluff
  • Domestic Fluff
  • Unhealthy Relationships
  • Act: March of the Falsettos
  • Act: Falsettoland
  • Death
  • Pillow & Blanket Forts
  • Sleepovers
  • Misogyny
  • Mildly? from... well do i need to say who. one comment he taught Jason but non explicit
  • Gender Roles
  • Toxic Masculinity
  • screw Marvin i hate that dude
  • hes totally not my comfort character what no don't lie
  • Title from a Falsettos Song
  • Hopeful Ending

  Summary

  Jason's worsening insomnia after hearing of Whizzer's death...

  ...and a connection he forms with someone who knows his plight

  Series

  • Part 2 of Live and Die Fortissimo

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  4,603

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  18

  Kudos:

  33

  Bookmarks:

  4

  Hits:

  256

• Another Baseball Game by marzer

  Fandoms: Falsettos - Lapine/Finn  

  • Not Rated
  • Major Character Death
  • Gen
  • Work in Progress

  19 Jun 2024

  Tags

  • Major Character Death
  • Jason & Whizzer Brown
  • Jason (Falsettos)
  • Whizzer Brown
  • POV Jason (Falsettos)
  • Jason-centric (Falsettos)
  • Teen Jason (Falsettos)
  • Autistic Jason (Falsettos)
  • Whizzer Brown Deserves Better
  • Good Parent Whizzer Brown
  • Whizzer Brown & Jason Friendship
  • Whizzer Brown & Jason Bonding
  • Whizzer Brown-Centric
  • Post-Whizzer Brown's Death
  • Mentioned Whizzer Brown
  • Mentioned Trina (Falsettos)
  • Mentioned Marvin (Falsettos)
  • Marvin Tries (Falsettos)
  • Marvin is a Mess (Falsettos)
  • Marvin loves Whizzer Brown
  • Mentioned Cordelia (Falsettos)
  • Mentioned Charlotte (Falsettos)
  • Mentioned Mendel Weisenbachfeld
  • Pre-Song: The Baseball Game (Falsettos)
  • Song: The Baseball Game (Falsettos)
  • Post-Song: The Baseball Game (Falsettos)
  • Songfic
  • Whump
  • Angst
  • Hurt No Comfort
  • Sad Ending
  • Sad
  • Five Stages of Grief
  • Grief/Mourning
  • Self-Esteem Issues
  • Self-Hatred
  • Self-Doubt
  • Self-Worth Issues
  • Self Confidence Issues
  • Guilt
  • Survivor Guilt
  • Religious Discussion
  • Judaism
  • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
  • Trauma
  • Childhood Trauma
  • Memories
  • Childhood Memories
  • Implied/Referenced Character Death
  • Canonical Character Death
  • Canon Compliant
  • Post-Canon
  • Canon Continuation
  • Family
  • Broken Families
  • Love
  • Miracles
  • Loss of Parent(s)
  • Baseball
  • Anger
  • Fatherhood
  • Character Study
  • The Author Regrets Nothing
  • How Do I Tag
  • Song: The Miracle Of Judaism (Falsettos)
  • Jason Tries (Falsettos)
  • Title from a Falsettos Song
  • technically two of them
  • Post-Act 2 (Falsettos)
  • Mendel Weisenbachfeld Tries

  Summary

  Jason's first baseball game since his Bar Mitzvah

  Series

  • Part 3 of Live and Die Fortissimo

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  348

  Chapters:

  1/2

  Kudos:

  18

  Bookmarks:

  1

  Hits:

  178

• Do You Regret? by marzer

  Fandoms: Falsettos - Lapine/Finn  

  • Not Rated
  • Major Character Death
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  18 Jun 2024

  Tags

  • Major Character Death
  • Whizzer Brown/Marvin
  • Marvin (Falsettos)
  • Whizzer Brown
  • Dreams and Nightmares
  • Nightmares
  • Night Terrors
  • Angst
  • Hurt No Comfort
  • Whump
  • Grief/Mourning
  • Regret
  • The Author Regrets Nothing
  • The Author Regrets Everything
  • Memories
  • Character Study
  • Implied/Referenced Character Death
  • Canonical Character Death
  • Sad Ending
  • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
  • Marvin is a Mess (Falsettos)
  • Marvin Not Being an Asshole (Falsettos)
  • Marvin loves Whizzer Brown
  • Whizzer Brown loves Marvin
  • Whizzer Brown Deserves Better
  • POV Marvin (Falsettos)
  • Soft Marvin (Falsettos)
  • Marvin-centric (Falsettos)
  • Marvin Tries (Falsettos)
  • Whizzer Brown-Centric
  • Post-Whizzer Brown's Death
  • Lost Love
  • In Trousers References
  • Panic Attacks
  • Men Crying
  • Gay
  • Gay Marvin (Falsettos)
  • Sad Marvin (Falsettos)
  • Insecure Marvin (Falsettos)
  • Autistic Marvin (Falsettos)
  • Headcanon
  • Author Is Sleep Deprived
  • Past Character Death
  • Survivor Guilt
  • Canon Compliant
  • Canon Continuation
  • Post-Canon
  • Dissociation
  • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
  • Trauma
  • What Have I Done
  • How Do I Tag
  • Title from a Falsettos Song
  • Post-Act 2 (Falsettos)
  • Post-Falsettoland

  Summary

  Marvin wakes from a nightmare

  Whizzer is there

  Series

  • Part 4 of Live and Die Fortissimo

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  759

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  18

  Kudos:

  68

  Bookmarks:

  7

  Hits:

  659

• To The Ground by marzer

  Fandoms: Falsettos - Lapine/Finn  

  • Not Rated
  • Major Character Death
  • Gen, F/M
  • Complete Work

  10 Jul 2024

  Tags

  • Major Character Death
  • Trina/Mendel Weisenbachfeld
  • Whizzer Brown & Trina
  • Marvin & Trina (Falsettos)
  • Jason & Trina (Falsettos)
  • Trina (Falsettos)
  • Whizzer Brown
  • Jason (Falsettos)
  • Marvin (Falsettos)
  • Mendel Weisenbachfeld
  • Mentioned Mendel Weisenbachfeld
  • Mendel Weisenbachfeld Tries
  • Trina-centric (Falsettos)
  • POV Trina (Falsettos)
  • Mentioned Whizzer Brown
  • Post-Whizzer Brown's Death
  • Canon Jewish Character
  • Jewish Identity
  • Grief/Mourning
  • Cemetery
  • Mentioned Marvin (Falsettos)
  • Flowers
  • Past Character Death
  • Character Death
  • Character Study
  • Title from a Falsettos Song
  • Song: Holding to the Ground (Falsettos)
  • Family
  • Broken Families
  • Promises
  • Autistic Jason (Falsettos)
  • Regret
  • Guilt
  • Survivor Guilt
  • Denial
  • Acceptance
  • Author Is Sleep Deprived
  • I'm Sorry
  • How Do I Tag
  • Angst
  • Hurt No Comfort
  • Ambiguous/Open Ending
  • Hopeful Ending
  • Sad Ending
  • It's somehow all three!
  • Melancholy
  • Canon Compliant
  • Post-Canon
  • Canon Continuation
  • Post-Act 2 (Falsettos)
  • Author is Jewish

  Summary

  A much-overdue conversation at the cemetery

  Series

  • Part 5 of Live and Die Fortissimo

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  947

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  4

  Kudos:

  37

  Bookmarks:

  5

  Hits:

  212