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    Hypnos was lonely. He had been lonely for centuries now. His mother had severed her connection from him believing that distance would force him to become a self-reliant god. His bond with his twin had crumbled over the years as Thanatos' work consumed all of his time. Even the staff at the House of Hades mostly avoid him. Hypnos hears them whisper about how they would rather avoid talking to him altogether. Hypnos tried to grin and bare it. He tried to keep hope that one day his bonds with his family would be repaired. However, that hope dies with each passing century. When Zagreus starts to attempt to escape from the Underworld something in Hypnos snaps. Hypnos wants to escape too. He doesn't want to be lonely anymore. When Chaos offers to send him somewhere where he can start anew he accepts. What he didn't know was that by accepting he would get sent to another world, have a mind flayer parasite shoved into his head, and suddenly find himself the leader of a bunch of people infected like him. Hypnos is in over his head, but with his merry band of weirdos by his side at least he isn't lonely anymore...

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    Astarion has lived with Valora for months now. She is his closest confidante in the modern day, and as desperate as he is to keep her friendship, her friendship alone is not enough. His mind, body, and soul yearns to connect with hers, and try as he might, a vampire cannot choose the object of his affection.

    Astarion’s chest tightened again as he trailed down his toned stomach, fingers running over the cool metal of the barbell above his navel.

    You break everything you touch. Don’t ruin this.

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    Last night was the tiefling party. Because Tav drank too much, they ended up not sleeping together and instead spent the night joking around and being silly (see Nobody Expects the Vampirish Inquisition for this story).

    Astarion wakes up from his rest with Tav holding him in her sleep and he is having a lot of complicated, messy feelings, and everything is made more confusing when he smells Gale's cooking in the air and it reminds him of something from his past but he can't quite place it. Astarion goes through a rollercoaster of emotions.

    Should he stay lounging in his bedroll with Tav, or go see the sunrise?

    TW: He succumbs to some old habits and bad thought processes, trauma and dissociation apparent. Nothing is explicit and is hopefully overall a positive story.

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    “Careful how far you want to test those limits.”

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    The road to redemption is not an easy one for anyone. One learns that forgiveness takes time, another that the truth and companionship can come from the sources you least expect it, and the final that sometimes letting go is the only way to begin healing that which has been broken.

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    "You owe me an explanation."

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    The Shadow-Cursed Lands. Not just an entire region devoured by shadows and death, but is ripe with buried truths longing to breach through to the surface. And where Amasi will not only face familiar ghosts of her past, but realize that the truth hurts far more than she could ever imagine.

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    Uther would likely not refer to himself as a hero, not with the dark urge and everything that happened with Alfira. But Astarion would argue otherwise, the Paladin was good and surprisingly gentle, he just had some issues. Halsin would likely agree with him too in that regard. Though Halsin and Uther did seem very comfortable around one another and in such a short span of time…

    But there was a long road ahead of them all, moonrise was their goal now after finding Halsin.Then of course everything had to come to a head when the idiot Paladin took a mace to the ribs at the Grymforge after pushing Astarion out of the way.

    Astarion was pissed at the self sacrificing idiot to say the least. But he never thought his bout of anger would lead to the man leaving them all. Now he was stuck having to battle with the complexities of his emotions for the man.

    Uther found Astarions words stung more because of the truth behind them, that and his closely guarded feelings for the vampire. And with not even Halsin speaking up in the silence that followed, perhaps it was best to give them all a break from him and the threat of the urge that still lingered on everyone’s minds.

    Named OC. Polyamory. Multiple POV.

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    “Well if I don’t ‘count’ anything that happened after Cazador, then I’m about as ‘experienced’ as you are,” Astarion said with a scoff. Clearing his throat he added, “...no offense.”

    “Well,” said Wyll carefully, “in that case, I suppose, in a way, we’re having ‘the white wedding fantasy’ after all.”

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    My take on the post-Yurgir confession.

    First scene is the confession scene itself, which rehashes almost all of the in-game dialogue, but with the added perspective of Tav/Durge and her feelings. A lot of this scene is basically what you already know from the game, except for what's going on in my Tav's head. If you prefer reading fics that aren't so heavily taken from the game, skip to the second scene, which explores what happens after the confession and they figure out how to be together for the rest of the night (fluffy and sweet if that's what you are looking for).

    Update: After this was posted, I started getting lots of ideas for expanding it and for a new scene as well. It's been edited quite a bit since posting, and I've added a second chapter for the new scene. It's complete now!

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    The morning before heading to the Shadow-Cursed Lands, Astarion finds himself in a state of desperate pining for Tav (the Dark Urge), who just so happens to always be in such a state for Astarion. They make love as the sun rises before heading into the shadows.

    There are two sections that are the same scene but from each of their perspectives: first from Astarion's POV, second from Tav's POV.

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    Amelia gets her damaged laptop back, eager to dive back into the game where she'd left off, just before Astarion's bite scene with Tav.
    She's always been one to talk out loud and think her way through her games.
    But her games have never talked back to her.
    Until now.

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    A weird little character study (with eventual *intimacy*) on what it is to feel something after so many years unfeeling. I was heavily influenced by other works I've seen online of Artist Tav as well as the song Sunlight by Hozier.

    Again, just a fun little character study where I get lost in the sauce of Tav/Astarion.

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    After you are seriously injured in combat, you find Astarion unusually upset at you. When you try to confront him about his foul mood, it only leads to an argument that manages to reveal his deeper feelings for you.

    “How are we going to spend eternity together if you’re not careful?”

    A F!Tav/Reader x Astarion fic series set after his confession in Act 2, exploring their relationship as they fall in love, understand their desires, and begin to share their little eternity together.

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    "I would touch you a thousand times over, if it meant giving you salvation from the evils that plague your body, mind, and soul. I would touch you a thousand times more, if I was gifted with such a courtesy, just to see your lips adorned with euphoria and ecstasy, to forget all and everyone who has ever harmed you…”

    An unfortunate mishap in the Grymforge has left Tav suffering through an inexplicable and troublesome malady that is not quickly curable. Unable to withstand seeing you suffer until your companions can procure an antidote, the vampire spawn takes it upon himself to ease your suffering. But what Astarion was not prepared for was how willing you'd be to accepting his help, as well as the sentiments that would be expressed thereafter.

    Fluff, smut, and all the finer things in between each touch.

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    It really was not on purpose.

    Astarion truly was only on the hunt for some blood. Some animal that would satisfy his hunger for the night. And he found one. Of course he did. These forests were full of creatures he could catch and drain of their blood. Some were tastier than others, but definitely better than some putrid rat.

    So, when Astarion heard wailing and heaving and cursing echoing through the forest, he didn’t assume it was anyone he recently met. And someone or something must be having a terrible night.

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    You stumble into Astarion's tent by mistake after a long night of drinking. Might as well stay and get some sleep, right?

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    "Sometimes we can’t always find the right words to express how we feel. When we do though? The meaning of those words say so much more than we could verbally express.

    Nothing could be more true for a vampire spawn who suffered for centuries alone and never knew what it meant to truly feel and be felt for. However, the insufferable life that he thought he was fated to forever endure will change in the most unexpected ways when he meets another wayward soul who needs him just as much as he will need her."

    Essentially a retelling (with my own twists and additions) of several of the key romance scenes between Tav and Astarion as presented in Act I of Baldur’s Gate 3.

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    A surprise goblin raid on the party leaves Basil injured and on the verge of death after a spell fails. Astarion has mixed feelings about Basil's safeguarding, most of which aren't good.

    A one-shot exploring an aspect of Astarion and Basil's relationship, where Astarion tries to manipulate Basil to guarantee protection yet despises acts of heroism. Takes place midway through Act 1.

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    Good Astarion and Tav have a little chat and a "cuddle"
    POV: Tav/Reader

    Warning: The convo at the beginning of this is copied directly from the game so SPOILER ALERT!

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    A retelling of the Astarion romance from the game but with feelings and smut.

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    Astarion found that sometimes when he had no desire to join in with Tav and Gale, he enjoyed watching them have sex.

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