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    It is 1941, during the Blitz. Aziraphale and Crowley share their first, tremulous kiss, and are then abruptly separated. Crowley thinks he knows why, and is both angry and disappointed. But what has happened to Aziraphale is a secret he doesn’t get to hear until a new century is in its teens, and they are both facing the threat of Armageddon.

    A canon divergent AU. A story of the steadfastness of true love under duress.

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    The war is over, and Aziraphale has a new assignment. He's still carrying the flaming sword, a burden he wishes he could be free of.

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    Crowley has a PTSD flashback, Aziraphale helps him through it

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    Aziraphale had never eaten food before that ox rib, and he'd certainly never drunk alcohol. But mouths are made for many things, and he's experienced intoxicating pleasures as far back as Sodom.

    (Sodom before the destruction, with the demon Crawly.)

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    Aziraphale laughed, then pressed a kiss to where Crowley’s hair met his forehead. “How are you feeling, since last night?” he asked kindly.

    Crowley nodded against his angel’s neck. “Mmm. Better. Not suicidal in the slightest.”

    Aziraphale breathed another laugh. “That’s good to hear. More than good, that’s wonderful. I mean that.” He kept chuckling, as Crowley started peppering little kisses up and down his throat. “Crowley, that tickles…”

    Crowley grinned. He’d been hoping to tickle Aziraphale through his ministrations. Excellent.

    And, even more excellent…when he moved his leg to cuddle closer, he brushed against a certain hard length underneath the blankets. “Oh,” he slithered out, “looks like someone is having a very good morning.”

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    Aziraphale had discussed with Crowley several times, how his four main survival strategies had played out while he was being tortured: fight, flight, freeze, and fawn. Aziraphale had gotten quite skilled at recognizing them; and, at handling them. He could take a breath, give Crowley emotional space to recover, and gently coax him back toward the safety of their love.

    But there was a fifth survival strategy, also starting with an F. A strategy which Aziraphale had never seen from Crowley before. The most primal mechanism of all, used when facing imminent death.

    Flop.

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    It should be a simple job. Hunt down one sheep-stealing wolf and get back in his lord’s good graces. It is extremely inconvenient the animal talks and has good arguments for why those are his sheep, thank you very much.

    That he can turn into a man is every more inconvenient. Aziraphale isn’t sure what worse, the wolf with that voice or the man with no clothes.

    (the wolf has Radio Crowley's voice which is extremely unfair to Aziraphale)

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    “Thank you for being so patient with me,” Aziraphale said as he cradled the mug. “I know I’m being silly.”

    “Angel, they’re still fresh laid. It’s normal to be protective.”

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    "Forse aveva sbagliato, quella mattina lontana nella sua libreria, ad agire come aveva fatto.
    Forse.
    Aveva agito spinto da troppo amore, quello si.
    E chissà quando se lo sarebbe mai perdonato.
    L unica cosa che Aziraphale sapeva con certezza e che Crowley era lì con lui."

    Post secondo Avvento, South Downs cottage.
    Un angelo molto innamorato che rimungina sulla decisione di lasciare tutto e tornare in Paradiso avuta tempo prima e il suo dolce marito demoniaco, anche lui molto innamorato ,che vorrebbe solo che potesse perdonarsi, una volta per tutte.
    E scoprire la bellezza dentro sé che lui gli vede sempre cucita addosso.
    La parte tra gli asterischi è l ovvio flashback del loro passato

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    Aziraphale freed his hand from Crowley’s grasp for a moment, to stroke his love’s cheek. “Oh, Crowley. How I wish I could have spared you from it all. I wish my love had been a physical shield, to protect you from all unwanted touches.”

    Crowley smirked sadly. “That would’ve come in handy.”

    Aziraphale was startled to hear himself laugh for a moment at the comment. But when he stopped laughing, he thought he might cry, as the words he’d kept stuffed down for years burst out of him without warning: “Will you forgive me? For failing to protect you?”

    Crowley’s brow furrowed. He stared at Aziraphale in silence for three seconds. Five seconds. Ten seconds.

    When he did speak, it was a single, quietly-uttered word: “No.”

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    A crushing weight of look what you’ve done now constricted Crowley’s chest, as he realized how much the details of his memory had upset his angel. Even though Aziraphale had given him the permission to share this memory dredged up from his nightmare…they both hadn’t been careful enough.

    Now, they were both traumatized. They were two broken heaps of ethereal/occult beings, huddled together under the horror of what that Prince of Hell had done. All they could do was cling to each other, and fall apart sobbing in each other’s arms.

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    It's been a nice slow day. Most of the days were nice and slow, this being no exception. However it was until nightfall that shook it up a bit, stirred in some worry, guilt, trauma, and hurt.

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    “It is a horse and it isn’t.

    Well, he’s a priest and he doesn’t believe in God so he’s well used to living contradictions.“

    In rural Wales, shortly after the horrors of World War One, Aziraphale finds a creature even lonelier than himself.

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    Aziraphale’s lips parted, and the look of blatant shock on his angel’s face— visible for only the barest of moments before he steeled himself back to stony anger— made Crowley’s heart twist miserably. Never again, he vowed. Never again would Aziraphale go on thinking he ought to apologize for every fight they ever had, whereas Crowley’s temper was excused without exception. Aziraphale’s forgiveness would never be taken advantage of again. He’d sleep naked on consecrated grounds before he did it again.

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    Crowley reflects on his relationship with Aziraphale, their last conversation, and how to make things right. He finds Aziraphale, ready to take accountability, and the two finally communicate as they take the next step how they always wanted to: Together.

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    "After all, the one who ruled over the white feathered dragon, ruled over the northern lands."

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    For all our worth, mankind lacks that sixth sense which seems to guide sea birds across thousands of miles of trackless ocean...

     

    Upon transfer to Tadfield, newly promoted Flight Lieutnentant Aziraphale Fell is set to take off on his 11th operation within the hour with the mission of navigating his new crew across to Berlin and back. The war in Europe has been raging on for four years and tensions are higher than they've ever been after weeks of poor winter weather have caused more wreck than night fighters in enemy skies.

    He’d already made peace with the fact that any one of these nights could be his last but it's after one of these operations, at three in the morning, that Aziraphale finds himself staring at another man working on an aircraft set aflame. His hair is auburn and his eyes are liquid gold. Just the same as they were thirteen years ago.

    And suddenly, all such peace is shattered.

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    It's snowing at the cottage and everything is so white...

    What will Crowley find when he returns home and can't seem to find his angel anywhere?

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    Aziraphale and Crowley finally believe they are free. Armageddon that didn't has passed and the world is still here. Finally the two confess and can bask in the happiness and love they feel for one another after 6000 years of endless pining for one another. But only a few short months pass before Heaven returns for revenge and decide to take away something from Aziraphale that will change his and Crowleys life forever...

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    He had been so excited. The thought of being able to raise his own fledgelings—to even see his fledgelings—well, he had never even let himself think it, before. And to have a clutch with Crowley

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    Aziraphale comes home from an outing to feathers and blood on the floor and does his best to comfort his demon.

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