15 Works in Insecure Phainon (Honkai: Star Rail)

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    "Phainon, we need to address the terms of endearment being used for a man that you claim is your rival. More importantly, the nature of your messages."

    "Castorice, I swear it isn't as bad as it looks"

    "You called Mydei the light of your life and then proceeded to threaten to run him over."

    "I have no defense"

    Phainon, top recruit at CHRYSOS, finds his carefully constructed image faltering with the new recruit Mydeimos' arrival. It's hate at first sight— Mydei won't stop getting on his nerves and threatening his position. But as things start to go horribly wrong, he finds himself drawn closer to the unwelcome disturbance in his life that is Mydei.

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    Mydei notices Phainon’s anxiety.

    And calls him out.

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    Phainon goes to the club with his friends to celebrate finishing pilot school, where he is immediately berated by a stranger for his drink order. Somehow, they went from arguing with each other to making out within a span of 30 minutes, and the stranger writes his phone number down for Phainon when he is forced to leave. Of course, Phainon loses the man's number, but at least he remembers the man's name, right? Surely, he could find the guy online.

    Turns out that guy he was arguing and making out with in the club was Mydeimos, a world-renowned rockstar?! So, how in Hell was he supposed to contact him now?!

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    Nine years ago, Phainon vowed to be a better man. Phainon vowed to grow to be a hero, a deliverer, for the people. He wanted to become a new person for the common people. He wanted to prevent what happened to his hometown from ever happening again. Yet, at the same time, Phainon wasn't exactly sure how he could be better.

    He had spent the last nine years wracking his brain, searching the depths of the Okheman libraries, and burying himself in his room surrounded by scraps of raw materials, trying to picture what the ideal man would be. What an ideal deliverer would be. Though, Phainon didn't just picture it.

    Pygmalion AU, where Phainon sculpts a statue that represents what he believes to be the "true Deliverer," but by some miracle, his perfect creation comes to life.

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    Every few years, Okhema Kingdom holds a grand royal ball, inviting various neighboring kingdoms to attend and enjoy the sights that Okhema has to offer. This year, however, Kremnos Kingdom, which has had its borders mysteriously closed for many, many years, suddenly confirmed its attendance in Okhema. And, of course, Aglaea assigns Phainon to be their guard during the duration of their stay.

    Little did Phainon know that this would be the most difficult assignment he would ever have.

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    "What? Me? Spiderman? Pfft— Of course not!"

    Mydei stares at him unimpressedly.

    "It's a fetish," he blurts out. "I have a habit of putting this on and banging people. Really gets me going."

    "Right," says Mydei.

    Alternate universe where Phainon and Mydei are roommates, electric toothbrushes and gacha games exist, and one of them is Spiderman.

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    Phainon's breath catches at being given permission to touch Mydei. He feels his worries and anxiety melt away, leaving behind only his eagerness to please Mydei and his enthusiasm for finally laying down with his beloved, with his soulmate. Mydei wants him and that's all that matters.

    Phainon wishes for a perfect first time.
    Mydei wants him to stop holding back.

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    Phainon is an alpha, with an alpha's nose. And right now, Mydei smells like an omega.

    Like his omega.

    "Mydei… are you in heat? I can help you ride it out. Make you come—" Phainon says brazenly, carelessly, as if his entire body isn't vibrating with need at the very thought that Mydei might let him do just that.

    Mydei bares his teeth, golden eyes blazing in outrage, but it doesn't hide the pink tint to his cheeks nor the redness creeping down his neck. "Haikas. Is your sense of smell broken? I'm an alpha."

    Phainon runs into Mydei, his childhood friend and first love, nearly a decade after they lost contact. This time, he's determined not to let Mydei escape his grasp.

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    Phainon is content with his current life. After a series of disastrous relationships he has sworn off dating and somehow his life has only gotten better since, especially because his roommate is now his best friend.
    That is till he starts having very inappropriate dreams about said roommate. It can't possibly mean anything, right?

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    “You shouldn’t have done that,” he said, quieter this time. The kind of quiet that came from the edge of breaking. “You shouldn’t have taken the hit.”
    Mydei blinked, surprised at the sudden vulnerability in Phainon’s voice. *What’s going on in that head of his?* “I told you–”

    “I *know* what you told me,” Phainon cut in, sharper than he meant to. His hands dropped from the half tied bandage, curling into fists against his thighs. “I know. You don’t regret it. You’d do it again. But for Kephale’s sake, Mydei— why is it always me being protected?”

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    [ Myphai Modern AU ]

    Mydei moves like a storm that has already passed: tidy, composed, unreadable.

    Phainon, meanwhile, simmers in the wreckage he left behind, trying to pretend he wasn't trembling from both pain and something worse: yearning.

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    “Sweetheart, neither of us wants you to leave. We aren’t going to leave you over this; why would you think such a thing?” It’s a question he doesn’t expect an answer to because he knows. Phainon is so scared of losing people, yet thinks people will leave him. “And, my sweet pup, you are good. I don’t know who told you that, who put those words in your head, but neither of us thinks you are bad. I certainly don’t. Maybe a little bratty at times, a little nosy, but you are so good, Phainon.”

    “I…but…”

    “No buts Phainon. We had a feeling one day you would try to come with us, so that’s why Anaxagoras and I talked ahead of time. It’s not your fault, Phainon, for wanting to be a part of this, but for your safety, you can’t. Neither of us wants to see you in that dark place again. It’s not a slight on you, Phainon. It’s to protect you. Please believe us, love.”

    ☼☾☆

    Phainon knows they love him, knows they care for him, but sometimes...sometimes he makes mistakes. Sometimes they are little, like not knowing left from right, and sometimes...sometimes they are big mistakes. But...they forgive him, they are there for him. Sometimes, it's just the stress that gets to him...sometimes it just too much...

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    The month of Mnestia was a celebration that many Okhemans eagerly anticipated. Although the titan had long passed, the festival still symbolized love and devotion. It was a time for romance and blossoming emotions—yet, two Chrysos Heirs found themselves tangled in a love potion fiasco.

    Maybe the month of love wasn't meant for someone like Mydei— or was it?

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    If one were to look up on nights in Okhema, they would be blinded by Kephale's light. Regardless, some would still take advantage of its liveliness's absence, drowning themselves in an embrace for the last.

    In which Phainon and Mydei spent their last night indulging in each other. Though amazed by Mydei's resolution, Phainon can't bring himself to stop worrying. Yet he wouldn't dare to ask for his concern to be reciprocated.

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    It’s a one time thing, Phainon thinks as he leaves Mydei’s room that day. It’s a one time thing, surely it is, because that is the only way Mydei would ever allow it. A momentary reprieve, a flaw in judgment, a mistake. One that the Kremnoan prince would never allow to happen ever again.

    Or simply, because Phainon doesn’t deserve another, and that the Gods surely won’t be so kind to give him another. He is content with that. He tries to be, even with all the dreams and thoughts that plagues him. Even with all the flashes of images running through his head every time he lays his eyes on Mydei — of hands, his hands, running through his chest, and of lips biting through tender flesh.

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