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Ichimatsu Rambling about His Day by orphan_account
Fandoms: おそ松さん | Osomatsu-san (Anime)
22 Jun 2016
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Exactly what the title says
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Delilah Edwards-- Anchorage veteran, mother and wife, Vault dweller, Sole Survivor-- A woman with nothing to lose emerges from a Vault to pick up the pieces of everything she knew. Which means battling her brain, inner demons and external threats on a daily basis.
She found a dog, her robot butler and a Minuteman friend though, so maybe things will begin looking up. Maybe. -
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Roadhog gets intrusive thoughts
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This Far, No Farther by QuentinFuckingColdwater
Fandoms: Iron Man (Movies), Iron Man - All Media Types, Captain America - All Media Types, Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel
27 Sep 2017
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it wasn't supposed to happen like this. None of this had gone according to plan. For the millionth time in his life, Tony had royally fucked up.
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“Alone. Yes, that's the key word, the most awful word in the English tongue. Murder doesn't hold a candle to it and hell is only a poor synonym.”
― Stephen KingOr;
Kenma shivered against the cold metal seats. His teeth couldn’t stop chattering, his heart pounding so heavily you would think the rest of the bus would hear it, and his hands shaking too badly to even read the map he spent ages looking for and even more hiding it in the loose wood panel in the floor. And not one of these was because he was cold.
It was something much more terrifying than that.
Fear.
Pure fear was flooding through his veins, filling his body with unnecessary adrenaline. Kenma couldn’t shake the feeling that he would find him, that he was following, always always following him. Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide. (Couldn’t say his name, always always afraid that it would summon him).
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- Part 1 of Yandere!Haikyuu Fics
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You realize that maybe, just maybe, you deserve this.
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"Have you ever been kissed?"
Back then it was nothing. Whatever they did was part curiosity and part thrill. Now Kuroo and Akaashi have a purely physical, feelings-free relationship. Bokuto reenters the picture, and the three of them still share the same chemistry, so nothing should be wrong.
Except that falling in love isn't a choice, and it's even harder staying a good friend while doing so.
(Edited summary to be a little more accurate but basically, friends-with-benefits kuroaka and bokuakakuro with too many feelings)
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He was sick of looking at himself. Sick of looking at his body. Masked by the thick layer of cotton, where, if it weren't for the god awful aching, he could pretend none of it existed.
But it did.
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Junkrat and Roadhog were on the run. From bounty hunters, other criminals, and the law itself. Most of the world wanted both of their heads at this point. And the going often got tough, but the two of them were tougher. Junkrat liked to think that he punched the going in the face every single time it reared its nasty, ugly head.
The two of them had always been on the run, from the moment Junkrat had hired his now-partner in crime. Until one day, a message from a mysterious employer offers them mercenary work and a chance to stop running for once.
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Arin is a cat-hybrid and he hasn't told anyone. What happens if one day he cannot control his animal side while he's recording with Danny?
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Up until recently, your life was pretty freakin' great. You were falling in love with a skeleton and were pretty sure he was on the same page. Passionately working alongside the King in the fight for monster rights. Creating a comfy little niche for yourself in the exciting new world of monster-human cohabitation. Hell, you even enjoyed your part-time job at Muffet's bakery with curmudgeonly Burgerpants.
But now, things are falling apart and you can't figure out why or how to stop it. Your brain just seems determined to sully what are supposed to be the happiest days of your life. Is it even possible to win a fight against your own mind?
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- Part 1 of The Most Human Color
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He has to keep writing, in black ink on white paper. He has to keep his hands busy.
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“Do you think I made the right choice today?” he asks, face still dead, and she feels a pang of unease at how often that happens now; day after day he grows colder, more pragmatic, and she’s proud of him for how quickly he’s learning-
She doesn’t answer.
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It's hard enough protecting your brother without having to protect him from yourself, but Papyrus has to try. It was always his job, to fix everything, to keep them alive.
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For the Love of All Things Holy by orphan_account for Sam my dudito
Fandoms: ボクと魔王 | Okage: Shadow King
16 Aug 2016
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-Scotland, Late 1800s-
The family needed a blessing; their daughter was terribly ill. The father had a solution. The son was a sacrifice.
The boy was not harmed, not tormented.
At least not physically.
Little did any of them know that this deal would be the end of their son, Ari.The King took the offering; it was delicious.
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Dark Pit struggles to exist in a body he can't love.
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- Part 3 of Love is Infinite
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The university track and field team is extremely close. So when a brutal accident leaves one of the runners permanently disabled and in a dark depression, they pull together to prove that family doesn't end with blood.
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realizing you're mentally ill is a process. Hiro's going to learn that the hard way.
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MK was still grappling with the fact that he wasn’t human. The pit in his stomach still lurched at the idea that he wasn’t just some ordinary delivery boy. He was still trying to find himself in the inky black fog. But at the very least, there was Red Son. The simple, silly little crush MK had on him was a respite from all his problems.
Off topic, it was really weird to fantasize about kidnapping your crush, right?
(Courtnapping fanfic. Canon compliant up to Season Four)
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Dipper looks and Mabel leaps. People say that Dipper thinks, and Mabel doesn't. But inside Mabel's mind, she dreams; inside Mabel's mind, she's a shooting star. And she burns.
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- Part 2 of Turning the Wheel
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wretched thoughts on burnt paper. you fucking ruined me (—who are you?) by rowan_ao3
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types, The Heroes of Olympus - Rick Riordan
15 Apr 2024
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jason might be good at drawing, but no matter what comes of it, he is not an artist. he's incapable of art in the way artists are. his hands are made to destroy before they are to create; he is not made for the dream of craft, but for violence. his nails are meant to scratch, and his fingers are always numb until they're curled up into fists, and the callouses in his palm prove that they are meant to hold a sword.
he wishes he was made to love, to heal, to help in that effortless way. but he's left here instead, haunted by his own desire to tear everything down. haunted by the screaming in his mind that seems to be so fascinated with violence—that never leaves him alone.
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Juno averts his eye. “I think the asthma diagnosis got to me more than I realized. I really felt like it was my fault, and then I snapped at Bennie the other night and… God, I felt like a monster. I thought they were never gonna trust me again, that I was the same as my mom, that I…”
“Was a terrible parent?” Nureyev finishes for him.
“Yeah, pretty much.”
“...We are a well-matched pair of fools, it seems.”
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A story about parenthood, mental health, growth, trust, and a little baby named Bennie.
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- Part 2 of this be the verse
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Whumptober 2024
Day 6 - Unhealthy coping mechanisms---
The Delusion had not been kind to Diluc's body.
It had caused nothing but destruction and death the three years he used it, and even when he stopped, it had left its mark. It had burned scars on his left arm and given him muscle spasms. It caused paranoia and panic attacks. As the Winery demanded more of him and his need to protect the city grew stronger, he became increasingly exhausted. The panic attacks went from once every other week to once every other day, and he was constantly distracted or on edge, unable to get work done. Adelinde noticed and forced him to see a psychiatrist and he was prescribed with medication to help.
He becomes reliant on it and runs out of it faster than he thought he would, leading to him having a panic attack at Angel's Share with no medicine to help him.
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- Part 6 of whumptober 2024
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03 Mar 2025
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Cool About It by rubyiguess
Published: 2024-12-22
Work/Series ID: 61552981Relationship Tags:
• Diluc & Kaeya (Genshin Impact)
• Adelinde & Diluc (Genshin Impact)
• Arlecchino & Columbina (Genshin Impact)
• Kaeya & Rosaria & Venti (Genshin Impact)Work/Series Summary:
Whumptober 2024
Day 6 - Unhealthy coping mechanisms---
The Delusion had not been kind to Diluc's body.
It had caused nothing but destruction and death the three years he used it, and even when he stopped, it had left its mark. It had burned scars on his left arm and given him muscle spasms. It caused paranoia and panic attacks. As the Winery demanded more of him and his need to protect the city grew stronger, he became increasingly exhausted. The panic attacks went from once every other week to once every other day, and he was constantly distracted or on edge, unable to get work done. Adelinde noticed and forced him to see a psychiatrist and he was prescribed with medication to help.
He becomes reliant on it and runs out of it faster than he thought he would, leading to him having a panic attack at Angel's Share with no medicine to help him.
(Approximate) Last Read: 2025/03/03
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the kind of dirty where the water never cleans off the clothes by dripping_moonlight
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
28 Mar 2023
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Diluc is a passenger in his own body.
Or: Diluc has intrusive thoughts. But it's what he does with them that matter.
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im not here, this isn’t happening by orphan_account
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Batman (Comics), Batman: Wayne Family Adventures (Webcomic)
26 Nov 2023
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The thoughts and concerns swarm his head like a hive of angry hornets, stinging away every distraction he attempted.
His mind kept going back to his family— more like the loss of family. And no, not his parents, though they do pop in quite often during late nights like these.
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Tim drake has a lot of trauma and anxiety around death.
Title from How to Disappear Completely - Radiohead
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09 Mar 2025
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im not here, this isn’t happening by orphan_account
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The thoughts and concerns swarm his head like a hive of angry hornets, stinging away every distraction he attempted.His mind kept going back to his family— more like the loss of family. And no, not his parents, though they do pop in quite often during late nights like these.
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Tim drake has a lot of trauma and anxiety around death.
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I'm like, "Eh". by SheepsWoolfes96
Fandoms: 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Anime), 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Manga)
31 Mar 2025
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Kyojuro fails in a way unseen before in the entire history of the Corps. So spectacular is his failure that the rest of the Pillars unanimously decide to strip Kyojuro not just his Pillar status, but his status as a demon slayer entirely.
Both without a blade and a purpose in life, Kyojuro returns home. And at the lowest point in his life, Shinjuro decides to reach his arm out and push his son even further down.
And in that moment, Kyojuro decides that his dad really, really needs to die.
And he knows just the guy who can help him.
There will be AkaRen. And also bloodshed.
DEAD DOVE: DO NOT EAT. READ THE TAGS, THIS IS HELL.
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17 Mar 2025
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Capítulo 35
Notas del WIP: Kyojuro acaba de adoptar a una Nezuko traumatizada. Akaza ya le mostró a Kyo q es un demonio. Kyo está convencido de que Akaza es el orquestador de todas sus desgracias. Akaza está decidido a “re-embellecer” a Kyo. Akaza obligó a Kyo a bañarse, le dio su nombre y le da una conversación sobre seguir adelante después del fracaso (aunq toda su motivación viene con un transfondo horrible, Kyo empieza a tener esperanza con sus palabras(?)) | Gyokko vino a ofrecerle su medicación a Kyo (este la rechazó) | Kyo alucina toda una conspiración de su padre, Shinobu y Akaza. | Kyo y Akaza “entrenaron” y Kyo demostró seguir siendo capaz, aunque también estar llegando a la violencia desatada y animal. | Kyo y Akaza están en un pueblo.Tras la muerte de todos en el Tren Mugen, Kyo fue condenado al ostracismo y lo mandaron con los kakushis. Allí, nos permite una visión más cruda de la guerra.
En general todo es muy oscuro y deprimente, tratando de adaptar la degradación humana moderna en este universo KNY.
Kyo teniendo problemas de alcoholismo, imitando a su padre -> “(…) había jurado dejar de beber cuando su hermano lo encontró ahogándose con su propio vómito una noche a los 16 años. Empezó a beber joven, cuando su padre cambió, cuando murió su madre. Robando del mueble bar de su padre y reemplazando lo que bebía con agua, aunque su padre lo golpeara al enterarse. La botella era un cálido abrazo al que siempre podía recurrir. (…) La bebida adormecía el dolor, así que ya no sentía nada.” <- Claramente esta lejísimos del canon, pero me parece una aproximación interesante.
Oh, también hay menciones de infidelidad pasada entre Ruka y Shinjuro (por ambos lados). La casa Rengoku no habiendo sido NUNCA un lugar seguro. En algún momento incluso trató de escapar de casa. Todo bastante brutal :)
Los espacios y acciones a veces no concuerdan con la época y lugar donde se está desarrollando.
El gusto de Kyo por los gusanos es RE mórbido. <3 Inicial como algo gráfico y luego se vuelve una metáfora para sus pensamientos intrusivos y degradación mental. -> “¿Pero acaso Kyojuro aún existe? ¿Es solo un recipiente para los gusanos palpitantes en sus entrañas?”
“Los demonios hacían eso a veces: arrastraban a sus presas hasta las copas de los árboles para devorarlas en paz.”
“Kyojuro sabía mejor que nadie que nadie salía ileso del Cuerpo. Esas pastillas para la ansiedad que Shinobu le había recetado eran una insignia de honor, según él. Una señal de que hacía bien su trabajo y se entregaba en cuerpo y alma, aunque ahora fuera un gusano retorciéndose en la inmundicia que había dejado la guerra.”
En el capítulo 8 pensé un montón en Hannibal y Will. <3 Lit, casi q con el reloj y todo asdfghjkadk <3
Los kakushis se la viven emborrachándose para lidiar con todo.
“notando mentalmente lo extraño que habla el hombre. Sus patrones de habla definitivamente parecen los de alguien que no está familiarizado con el japonés moderno.” -> Amo este detalle!!!
Akaza no tiene genitales.
Akaza compra juguetes a Nezuko, pero aparte de que se la pasa entrenando, Kyo no nos cuenta mucho de que más hace el demonio.
Kyo se sueña matando de Nezuko. La considera ya sumergida en el mal, aunque también ve la inocencia que muestra y considera una misericordia acabar con su vida. Aun así, tampoco puede considerarlo realmente, ni quiere que sufra… Le parece muy trágica y le recuerda a Sen. -> “Una parte de Kyojuro desea que Akaza mate a la pequeña demonio de una vez y no tenga que cargar a Kyojuro con la tarea de acabar con su miserable existencia.”
“La bondad enmascara la manipulación calculada, y aunque Kyojuro es plenamente consciente de su improbabilidad, sabe que es real. El engaño, la locura, es su realidad y no puede deshacer ese hecho.” - “Sentía que estaba loco, sí. Pero lo suficientemente cuerdo como para reconocer su locura.”
Me gusta la metáfora de Kyo caminando en la oscuridad, siguiendo el cabello de Akaza. (Cap34)
Kyo explica q el linaje Rengoku viene de desiertos (Africa?)
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“She had thought she would spend the whole day wondering where she went wrong. Instead, Itachi’s tired eyes reflected her own.”
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The night of the Uchiha Massacre, Uchiha Miho perished under the hand of her brother. She didn’t expect to wake up, much less as an infant - again.(SI!OC who tried and failed… and now had the unwelcome chance to try again.)