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Wilhelm's life completely changed when he was involved in a fatal car accident which killed his brother Erik. Wilhelm suffered an incomplete spinal cord injury, leaving him partially paralyzed. After a year of recovery, Wilhelm relocates to Kaggeholms Slott to continue his rehabilitation in private, and attempt to find his way in life, despite his circumstances. He has no memory of the Party Prince he used to be. The only memories he has to hold onto now are of a boyfriend he had as a teenager, memories his family and friends have convinced him aren't real.
Ten years ago, Simon was also involved in a fatal car accident on the last day of the school year. His boyfriend was killed on impact, while his sister Sara suffered an incomplete spinal cord injury which left her partially paralyzed. For years, Simon still felt his boyfriend's presence, and when he no longer felt him, he nearly broke. Hoping to find purpose in work, without the love of his life to ground him, Simon takes a job at Kaggeholms Slott, taking care of a young patient with injuries similar to his sister's. Confident he can help, and happy to be in the last place he felt at peace, he meets the young man who now owns the property...
Wille.
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Lemons, or loving life through the fear... not after by despassurlaneige
Fandoms: Young Royals (TV 2021)
25 Jul 2025
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Inspired by work of Damon Baker
Wilhelm has recently moved across the courtyard from Simon Eriksson. After meeting him sunning on his balcony, reading in his underwear, Wilhelm prompts an invitation to his apartment and a request to help Simon satisfy a craving. Though he doesn't want to get too neighborly or familiar with anyone, he has more he wants to say to Simon. That's surprising.
Simon Eriksson loves his life. Maybe there are some things missing from it, but he is content in the little world he's created for himself. His needs are met, mostly, and he feels safe. He's consciously set his personal boundaries (to protect himself) but letting someone else in doesn't mean he has to cross his boundaries himself.
Simon doesn't date. Wilhelm hates dating. Dating is artificial. Why bother to hide their worst behavior, for someone else's sake, when they have no desire to change for their own?
This is an explicit story for adults only.
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It started as a small oddity, something he shrugged off at first. Wille had long forgotten how to prepare for the worst; life had softened him, made him pliable, spoiled him into a version of himself who believed that he could have all this happiness without consequence. That he could simply be given it.
Simon disappears, and in a way, so does Wilhelm.✦ · ⋆˙⟡˙⋆ · ✦
or the sequel to futile devices
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- Part 3 of futile devices
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“Simon Eriksson?” Wilhelm asked, unmoving.
“Yes, sir,” the boy nodded, quick and a little nervous.
“Sit,” Wilhelm gestured to the chair across. His voice was dry, almost indifferent but his eyes studied every detail.
Simon’s hands trembled slightly as he placed his suitcase on the floor. Wilhelm noticed. He noticed everything.
He opened the folder, eyes still on Simon.
“You’ve worked with children but you have no formal education. Why should I trust you with my daughter?”
Simon swallowed and met his gaze.
“I’m really good with kids, sir.” -
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In 1980 something, Simon Erikkson spends his days working at the record shop his late father owned, living a life he did not ask for and carrying grief he cannot shake. Alternatively, the young, wealthy Wilhelm has the world at his feet, having everyone convinced he has it made despite also harboring grief within himself. Through a chance meeting, they find something within each other that opens an avenue for an unexpected love— a tumultuous journey fueled by fear, heartbreak and healing.
Mystery of Love is a story about loss, grief and the healing that comes after. Allowing yourself to love and be loved after suffering a sudden loss, and healing from the traumas of past relationships.
This story will contain triggering topics such as struggling with mental health, toxic and abusive relationships, suicide and substance use/ abuse. Trigger warnings will be provided at the beginning of each chapter, but this is the forewarning ❤️ Put your mental health first
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- Part 1 of Mystery of Love
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can i take a shot at your heart? by theaviatorthatcouldnotfly
Fandoms: Young Royals (TV 2021)
19 Jul 2025
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"August and Walter are partners, Vincent and Henry are partners, Nils and Alexander, Wilhelm and Simon…”
Boris keeps talking, but Simon’s stopped listening, an unmistakable feeling of panic beginning to settle into his very being. Wilhelm and Simon. Wilhelm and Simon. Wilhelm and Simon.
Slowly, cautiously, he turns to look at Wille. Wille’s already looking back at him, his jaw set and expression unreadable. Wille, who used to be a good friend. Wille, who betrayed him last month. Wille, who he’s beyond infuriated with and hates talking to.
Wille, who he is going to be seeing and working with every day for the next three weeks.
Fuck.
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Simon and Wille may be teammates on the Hillerska boys' basketball team, but that doesn't mean they get along. After a video destroyed their friendship, Simon's been determined to avoid Wille at all costs. But when they're forced to work together for the sake of team bonding, Simon finds himself having to confront some truths about what really went on between them- and whether he really hates Wilhelm as much as he once thought he did.
(alternatively, an enemies to lovers basketball au ft. silly and melodramatic wilmon)
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I don't believe in God, but I believe that you're my savior by willesdreams
Fandoms: Young Royals (TV 2021)
19 Jul 2025
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At a religious camp where teenagers gather to celebrate their final year of catechism and get closer to God, an unlikely love story begins. Simon, an openly gay boy who’s only there to accompany his best friend Sara, ends up crossing paths with Wilhelm (The altar boy, and also the son of the church leader).
As Wilhelm and Simon grow closer, a different kind of feeling begins to develop between them. Something neither of them had ever experienced before. But their relationship is soon threatened by the strict rules and expectations of Wilhelm’s family, and also the guilt he feels by loving another boy, which he always learnt it's sin.
Together, they learn that love between two boys can be sacred too.
Together, they learn that love should never, ever, be mistaken for sin.
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Simon wouldn't describe himself as a hateful person. Unless it comes to Wilhelm. Law student, rich-kid living on his parents money, son of a right wing politician, notorious fuck-boy and probably queer-bating - he is everything Simon despises.
Sadly, he is also (objectively) infuriatingly hot. (Not that it matters. Not. At. All)Or:
The University Enemies to Friends with benefits (scratch the friends part, Enemies with benefits) to Lovers AU nobody asked for -
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Tag 2 ihres 3. Jahres … alles war wie immer in Hillerska. Nein, es war viel besser! Sie waren jetzt im 3. Jahr. Es würde das Jahr seines Lebens werden. Davon war Vincent überzeugt.
Armer Vincent … Er wusste noch nicht, dass ab diesem Tag, der so gut begonnen hatte, sein Leben eine unerwartete und in mancherlei Hinsicht schmerzhafte Wendung nehmen würde.Madison stieg an diesem Tag mit großen Erwartungen in Hillerska aus dem Taxi. Ihre neue Schule Hillerska: Ein sicherer, diskreter Ort, hatte die Rektorin, Frau Lilja, ihren Eltern versprochen. Sie war voller Hoffnung auf einen ungestörten Schulbesuch, ein endlich ganz normales Teenagerleben … vielleicht neue Freundinnen und Freunde?
Wie anders wäre ihr Leben vielleicht verlaufen, wenn sie damals nicht so verloren auf dem Parkplatz von Hillerska gestanden hätte und dieser blonde Junge mit diesen irritierenden blauen Augen auf sie zugejoggt wäre: „Hi, kann ich dir helfen?“
Oder: Von mir vermisste Momente und Einsichten in das Leben von Madison und Vincent vor, während und nach Staffel 1 - 3 von Young Royals.
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Simon stood frozen at the edge of the auditorium hallway, a pencil clutched so tightly in his hand that his knuckles turned bone white. His heart thudded in his chest, loud and arrhythmic, like a warning drum echoing through his ribs. Down the hall, voices echoed from the stage, confident, booming, theatrical. Nothing like his.
Does he really want to do this?
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”Who are you talking to? A friend? A peer?” He questioned strictly, making Simon blink rapidly. The spatula dropped from his hand and he finally seemed to have his submissive’s full focus. Wilhelm licked his lips in satisfaction. The rush they had had a moment ago was all gone and Simon was all his.
”N-no”, Simon hesitated and looked down to their feet. Wilhelm let go of his chin to let his hand run on his body. It wasn’t like he hadn’t just touched the delicate boy, two hours ago after coming home. Or right after waking up this morning or last night, oh he did indeed touch his submissive last night!
Or: Simon is a bratty submissive, collared and committed to his authoritative and pedantic Dominant, Wilhelm. They are also freshly engaged but still barely know each other.
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- Part 4 of I know, I’m your masterpiece
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dead draw
/ded•drô/ noun • the position in which no player has any chance of winning.-
These people have known each other forever. Some were friends that turned into rivals, others rivals that turned into friends. And then there's Simon and Wilhelm, who hate each other (not really) and seem to be afterthoughts at this tournament. -
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Death doesn’t happen to you, it happens to the people you leave behind on Earth.
It’s ‘The Lovely Bones’, but from the perspective of Crown Prince Erik. -
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"The monarchy never accepted me," August explained, his tone hurt. "I'm not - I'm not part of the family or anything."
“I think you are,” Erik replied.
“You’re the only one then,” August said morosely.
“Well, it’s only been a little while since your dad married into the family, right?”
“It’s been six years,” August deadpanned.
“Oh.”
“Oh,” August chorused with a sigh.
“Do you…really want to be part of the monarchy?” Erik found himself asking. “I mean, there’s – it’s – it’s a lot,” he settled on, stifling the urge to overshare about his experience being the Crown Prince and all the soul-crushing burden that came with it.
“I’d like to have a family,” August whispered. “I’d like to be accepted.” He looked at Erik for the first time that night with no animosity, just tiredness. “I used to love the monarchy,” August shook his head, his voice breaking as he finished, “but the monarchy doesn’t love me.”
“They will,” Erik vowed, though he had no idea how to make that happen; the promise just came out without him thinking it through.Series
- Part 1 of Adultingproperly's Young Royals AU
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Even drowning in evidence to the contrary, Simon's terrible fucked-up brain wants to believe in people, wants to believe they can change and care enough about him to do it, and so the cycle keeps churning. That’s the definition of stupidity, isn’t it? Doing the same thing over and over, expecting a new result. Feeling the same thing over and over again, knowing it won’t change anything.
[Post-S1 re-imagining]
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Erik dies but instead of the afterlife, he's given a choice. Go back or go on. Before he choses he gets to see what happens in the year after he died. If he choses to go back it will be before he dies and he can fix somethings or watch one second cousin more closely.
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Every day is a new kink based on Young Royals.
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Basically, 6 times Vincent gets into embarrassing situations because of Nils (and totally not because Vincent has a crush ooo), and the one time Vincent gets him back for it.
Some li'l shorts while I get over my writing fatigue, lots of moony eyes and kisses and Vincent being in denial, because we all love fluff. -
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"Mom, I don’t fucking want to share a room with some random guy. Why can’t I just have my own fucking room?" Wilhelm screamed. It wasn’t fair.
"It would be good for you to make some friends, Wilhelm. Just because you're the crown prince does not mean you get everything you want," she said, her face ice-cold—completely emotionless. It scared Wilhelm. How can someone be so empty?
"But Mom—"
"No buts, Wilhelm. I’m your mother. I have the final say." She turned around and walked out before wilhelm could respond. -
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Requested Henry/Simon