Passive Suicidality
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Why couldn’t they understand? He needed it. Couldn’t they see that? He needed to be in control.
Or the one where Niall has an eating disorder.
Massive trigger warnings for eating disorders. PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU HAVE ANY POSSIBILITY OF BEING TRIGGERED!!!!
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The thing is, Erin can’t do this, not again, with the bagpipes and the bullshit and the beautiful service accompanied by a blue sea of cops because it doesn’t change anything and Jamie is still dead.
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Or, the day of Jamie Reagan’s funeral, as told by his last living siblings.
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- Part 4 of All is Well (It’s Only Blood)
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It was years ago, and he was over it. That is, of course, until he wasn't.
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- Part 2 of To Anyone
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Creepy text from the last movement of Franz Schubert's Winterreise. Hypothetical scenarios where Shepard slowly loses her mind. A brief study on staring into the abyss, and then jumping in.
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Hearts on Fire by melodious_madness (dismalzelenka)
Fandoms: Mystic Messenger (Video Game)
07 May 2019
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Rage, she tells him, is a battery that charges itself. It’s a paradoxical, self-sustaining snake forever finding strength and sustenance in its own bruised flesh, and he wonders if that’s what he sees burning behind the stony blue-grey of her eyes whenever he catches her watching him. He wonders where he can find it for himself, if the white-hot intensity of anger like hers could burn away the terrors that constantly claw his insides to pieces.
She tells him not to be an idiot. God only plants fires inside people who deserve to burn.
She was the Savior's sister. He was a nobody. They were never supposed to fall in love.
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After Kerberos, Keith flees to the desert with a handful of photographs, an old sweatshirt, and Shiro’s handwritten journal. According to the official story, his best friend—his light—now rests among the stars; yet Shiro is woven into everything Keith has with him—even the walls of the cabin, which Shiro helped him repair after its years of abandonment. Surrounded by memories, Keith sinks into grief like a soft bed.
Living becomes surviving becomes existing, until even existence loses his interest. He isn’t trying to die—but he’s not trying to live, either. Fate, chance, luck: whatever it’s called, it now decides Keith’s destiny. And rock bottom is much further down than he ever imagined.
A strange energy calls to him, then. Something is out there for him, and the desert wants him to find it. For the first time in months, he feels curious, fascinated, challenged, focused, and he throws himself into the hunt—until one night, when a falling star becomes much more than it appears.
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"Before you embark on the journey of revenge, dig two graves." -Confucius
Chang's trauma began when he was a tiny child. It only intensified as he grew into a young man.
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- Part 5 of Kingdom As I See It
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Hatake Kakashi doesn't want a genin team. ANBU Hound can protect the village well enough, and he didn't have to deal with things like emotions.
Kakashi already had plenty of things keep his mind off his numerous failures. Like S- rank missions, or A-rank missions, or occasionally socializing with an algorithmically selected friend group whenever the Psych department started to question his fitness for the field, or even a B-rank mission when he wanted to relax.
Things are fine - could a depressed person spend 70% of their time reading jutsu theory and refining their abilities, trying to fill their never-ending loneliness with studying and rationality?
(Yes.)
Hiruzen gives him a team anyway. Fuck.Or
How I’d write Naruto given that the Elemental Nations are all authoritarian military dictatorships, trauma is real, and Kakashi’s only coping skill is being better than everybody else. Ft. A Frankly Excessive Amount of Worldbuilding.
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A godling takes Jaskier and Geralt to the coast.
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What happened to you? Song Lan wrote on Lan Xichen’s palm.
Lan Xichen smiled, small and rueful. “I became distracted while riding the sword, then fell and struck my head.”
Cultivators such as Lan Xichen did not fall casually.
I am adept at keeping secrets, Song Lan said. Lan Xichen smiled again at the wry statement, but it didn’t reach his face beyond the turn of his lips. So: will you tell me why you were distracted?
“I would not burden you with that,” Lan Xichen said softly.
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The boy who says I love you, then disappears like smoke. The girl who goes looking for the troll. The old man with the hook nose who is dragging him into hell again.
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There is a moment in a boy’s life in which he stares down the barrel of a gun, turns it around and lets his finger warm the trigger.
Does mercy exist?
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If someone has skinned you alive, has drunk your screams and made you say "thank you", has fractured your soul - is it really murder, or is it pre-emptive self defense?
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Professor Quirrel is the least of his worries.
_This is the third installment of the darkness series.
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- Part 3 of The Darkness
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He Who Does Not Seek Power by Anonymous
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
17 Apr 2022
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Is most qualified to receive it.
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In which a resurrected Wei Wuxian not only becomes Chief Cultivator but the
mastervictim of a possessive harem consisting of a lotus amongst gentians as well a cunning beast of a headshaker.Chaos ensues; but then again, when does it not?
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The story of a made man and his family.
An ongoing collection of snippets that turned into a rewrite.
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Mystery Work
Part of Works In Progress(X)
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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"Hey,” Ed’s voice says over the telephone receiver, quick enough to cut off the standard-issue General Mustang, speaking he’d normally have to contend with. “How bad do you wanna die today?”
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Autumn Chill by alate_feline, wing_shadow_feline (alate_feline)
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
17 Nov 2021
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The arrival of first frost in the Burial Mounds Settlement brings Wei Wuxian thoughts of how living there isn't so bad, really. Despite everything he wishes he could have accomplished for others, in this moment, he has no regrets for himself.
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- Part 15 of Through Each Other (TEO-verse)
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Who Am I When I'm Not With You? by NotHereNJ (efficaceous) for Sisitrip - AKA saphrii (saphrii)
Fandoms: Shameless (US)
24 Dec 2021
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Prompt: Mickey has a case of doubt where his sexuality is concerned (this is after he asks Angie if she wants to fuck) - does he enjoy Ian because it's forbidden or does he enjoy Ian because it's his natural inclination? We often crave what we can't have and in Mickey's case, it was a case of "he shouldn't have Ian if he wants to live."
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Eddie gets a new tattoo.
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When the World Ends by ZenyZootSuit
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Doctor Strange (Movies)
20 May 2022
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You say the ocean’s rising? Like I give a shit. You say the whole world’s ending? My friend, it already did.
Or, the musings of Dr. Stephen Strange as he slowly comes to terms with his situation in the aftermath of...everything.
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Draco's returned for his Eighth year with a life-threatening secret to hide. Harry comes back tired and angry. They're roommates.
Harry’s becoming obsessed with what Draco could be hiding (and his assortment of soft, colorful pajamas).
Draco just wants one person in his life who doesn't wish him dead.
Or another magical energy vampire fic starring people who need therapy and my vendetta against the inhumane treatment of any species.
***Comprehensive list of content warnings and other info at the beginning of the story.***
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how far i'll go by orpheus_under_starlight
Fandom: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Episode VII: The Force Awakens (2015), Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, Star Wars VIII: The Last Jedi (2017)
21 Dec 2017
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“Sir?” Magnus is startled by the quiet press of Angus’s small hand into his larger one. “What are you planning on doing when all this is over?”
He can’t help it, he laughs a little at that. “I don’t know, I wasn’t really planning on making it that long!”
Or: Five times dying was a joke to Magnus, and one time someone didn't find it funny.
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06 Nov 2022
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Really good, kinda depressing fic dealing with self-sacrificial and passively suicidal tendencies, but also finding your home.