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    When Buck gets crushed under the ladder truck he spirals into a whole of self destruction. With no help from the 118 due to the fact of him not being able to be around? So when he finds out he can’t come back he goes off and starts the lawsuit, Eddie is heartbroken and scared for buck but can’t be in the same room, It’s a sin to love another man and he knows Buck is his love.Then they meet again at the Pier to have a fourth wheel aka the Tsunami?!

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    Gay yearning that can’t get anywhere due to religious guilt and abandonment issues at its finest.

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    He felt like background noise. That’s what he kept coming back to. Always there. Always steady but easy to forget.

    He was the hum of the fan in the room. The soft static people put on when they were trying to sleep. The thing you didn’t need, not really, but you got used to it. Found it comforting in a way you couldn’t quite explain.

    Edmundo Diaz: white noise.
    Comforting, reliable, forgettable.

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    OR: Eddie’s always felt like background noise, but after Buck does something for him, he starts to realize maybe he’s meant for more - and maybe that “more” has been Buck all along. (set after 8x09 "Sob Stories")

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    "Gave 'em my notice this morning. And now you don't need to worry."

    He really did that for me...

    After all that huffing and puffing, sabotaging every potential subletter and acting weirdly passive aggressive for days, Buck is going to be the one who's taking over his lease. It was the last step– the final obstacle Eddie had to overcome before finalizing his leave.

    It should be a relief, a huge weight off his shoulders, but it just feels… sticky. Like the residue left on your skin from a ripped band aid. No matter how hard he tries, Eddie can't scrub away the feeling.

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    Eddie’s in El Paso longing and lonely, desperate for reconnection and renewed purpose. Then Buck connects a Puppy Cam to the WiFi network at 4995 South Bedford Street and Eddie, as primary account holder, gets a ping on his phone. And maybe he starts obsessively watching Buck in his home. Just a little.

    Or: Unhinged (gay) Eddie + spycam + #LetBuckFuck era with a bit of Eddie having sex in the club (while dropping E) and the confrontation with his parents and moving back to LA resolution pre-Bobby death that we all deserved.

    But, really, it's an Eddie Character Study (with porn). Also Eddie gets a cat. ᓚᘏᗢ

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    Eddie was inside of him, but he never felt more alone.

    Buck and Eddie share a bed before Eddie leaves for Texas

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    Eddie wish he could sleep in his bed tonight, close the blinds in his old bedroom and turn on the AC and sleep the whole week off, wake up to Buck making him breakfast - only this time he’s not sulking - and there’s some music on because his best friend can’t stay alone with his thoughts even when they’re happy ones and Eddie wish that tomorrow could be a day off to spend with him or with anyone on his team or alone but at least happy about it.

    God, Eddie really wishes he was in California.

    OR : Eddie moves to Texas, Buck stays in California - in Eddie’s house more precisely - and they yearn, yearn, yearn for each other

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    It's not until Eddie is back at home and half dozing that he realises....Buck did not make eye contact with him once all night, nor did he make any form of body contact either.

     

    A canon divergent kitchen confrontation between Buck and Eddie before Eddie goes to El Paso but after the Freddie Fakeman scene.

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    “I never asked for that,” he said suddenly, making Eddie move and turn his face toward him.
    Buck gathered the courage to turn too. Eddie’s eyes were even darker in the dim light of the room. An invisible question in his expression.
    “I didn’t ask you to choose between me and Chris,” Buck explained.

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    – Eu nunca pedi aquilo. – Ele falou de repente, fazendo Eddie se mover e girar o rosto para ele.
    Buck tomou coragem para se virar também. Os olhos de Eddie estavam ainda mais escuros na meia-luz da sala. Havia uma pergunta invisível na expressão dele.
    – Eu não pedi para você escolher entre mim e Chris. – Buck explicou.

    Buck e Eddie conversam sobre a mudança para El Paso. Isso obriga Eddie a encarar seus sentimentos, e Buck a confessar os dele.

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    Contrary to popular belief at the 118, Eddie isn’t stupid, okay. He knows exactly what he and Buck look like from the outside.

    Or: Eddie muses at his goodbye dinner.

    podfic length: 16:51

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    “Just spit it out, Buck,” Eddie said, sighing. “It can’t be worse than everything you’ve already done.”

    “Mmm, I don’t like the sound of that,” Tommy said, eyebrow raised. “Your tone or what happened with Evan while I was gone."

    He tried not to sigh at the guilty looks both of his boyfriends wore. He’d picked up enough talking to Evan and texting with Eddie to know that they’d been struggling with the impending separation, and yet he had still underestimated how much the two of them had spiraled without him there.

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    Let's say Buck, Eddie, and Tommy decided, "Why choose?," started a triad, and made it a domestic discipline relationship while they were at it. Because everyone wins.

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    Curling in on himself, Buck coughs in earnest, hacking violently enough that he tastes bits of copper on his tongue. Eyes watering, struggling to breathe, Buck shifts to his hands and knees. The vials roll away, leaving him with a free hand to pound against his sternum. The sensation of something crawling up his neck, choking him, has panic setting in until it’s finally free. Something plops onto the floor with an unsettling wetness.

    Looking down, he sees a full grown string of honeysuckle, roots and all, tainted with splatters of blood in the silvery moonlight. Its nectar still lingers on his lips, sugary, delicate, ominous. The message is clear. Buck leans his forehead on the floor, and screams.

    Even knowing this love would eventually kill him, for Eddie, he’ll let it.

    ✽⊱ ⚘ ⊰✽

    Buck's looking death down the barrel, yet again, this time in the form of Hanahaki. Eddie's leaving for Texas, Maddie's struggling in the aftermath of being kidnapped, Bobby has yet another specter of his past coming to haunt him. Buck will let himself strangle on the blossoms of his own unspoken love rather than ruin what little he has left.

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    Eddie has his “Oh” moment—but he still goes to Texas, hoping distance will make things clearer. Buck, left behind, spirals into Buck 4.0: all charm and distraction, none of it filling the space Eddie left behind.
    When Eddie returns to LA, they fall into familiar routines—domestic, close, intimate—but nothing’s said. As jealousy flares, Catholic guilt digs deep, and feelings grow too big to ignore, the line between friendship and something more begins to blur.
    A slowburn about the things they don’t say, and what happens when they finally do.

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    It's the night before Eddie leaves for Texas, and he and Buck finally realize what is the tension that has been brewing between them for years.

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    Buck has an important question to ask Eddie the morning he moves to Texas.

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    Eddie left. Buck spirals, alcohol numbs the pain.

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    Instead of Braeburn kidnapping Maddie, she gets caught by Athena. Maddie has a nightmare of being kidnapped after hearing of Braeburn's arrest on the news.

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    Buck has been trying to settle into his new house after Eddie's departure, when he gets an unexpected visitor.

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    His breaths are beginning to slow down, and the moments between closing and opening his eyes again are becoming longer and longer.

    The medic in him knows the importance of staying awake, but truthfully he knows he’s not going to make it out of this, so what’s the point.

    What was that thing Buck said to him before? It’s like the universe is screaming at you and you refuse to listen?

    Is this the universe’s way of screaming at him? He messed things up so badly with his own son and in his damn impulsive resolve to rush in and fix things with Chris, of fucking course he’s going to mess that up too.

    ....

    Or, a Buddie NDE fic; A tree falls on Eddie's car on his drive to El Paso to get Chris, and Buck takes a (literal) bullet for Eddie when Charlie's mom (4x14) comes back for revenge, feat Coma Eddie and the will that needs to get brought up again. Set post Maddie-kidnapping, around the time of U-haul hug.

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    Eddie leaving wasn’t some sudden, earth-shattering event.

    Well, it was earth-shattering for Buck. It was world-tilting, gravity-defying, the kind of shift that left everything off-kilter, as if someone had reached inside his chest and twisted. Like standing in the ocean when the tide drags the sand from beneath his feet, leaving him wobbling, unsteady, bracing for a wave that never comes.

    Like standing on the pier, watching the wave looming over and being stuck in place. 

    (or, buck spends ninety six days missing eddie, and then he spends another twelve gathering up the courage to tell him he loves him)

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