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    Neil and his discovery that he has trauma-induced migraines because we all know how he neglects his health.
    Between everything else going on with him, a migraine seemed very minor to him. But now that he is in a healthy, safe, and loving environment where he is thriving, he can take care of himself—theoretically speaking, at least.
    Or the fic where Neil finally gets the healing that he needs.

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    25,950
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    17/30
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    32
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    196
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    28
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    Lo primero que notó fue la ausencia.

    La clase de silencio que deja algo que no debía haberse ido. No una pausa, no un descuido, no un error. Fue como si alguien hubiera arrancado una cuerda del cuerpo entero de los Foxes, dejándolos desafinados.

    Andrew supo antes que todos, aunque no lo dijo.
    No hacía falta.
    Neil nunca se habría ido sin su bolso.

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    Español
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    1/1
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    10
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    When Andrew calls Neil "Pretty boy", Neil suddenly remembers a piece of Baltimore that he hadn't been aware of. That's the thing about memories: they return when you least expect it.

    --

    Lola SAd Neil on their way to Baltimore, but his brain repressed that memory. Andrew and Neil work through this discovery.

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    2,208
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    1/1
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    243
    Bookmarks:
    20
    Hits:
    2,371
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    Someone at Eden's touches Andrew without his consent. Neil takes the matter into his own hands, but there's an old friend that makes an appearance.

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    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    133
    Bookmarks:
    9
    Hits:
    1,059
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    —Tu madre está viva.

    La frase atravesó a Neil como un golpe directo al estómago.

    —Regresó a Inglaterra hace una semana —siguió ella—. Ella pide verte.

    La cancha pareció hacerse más pequeña, más cerrada, como si el aire se espesara en torno a él.

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    4,254
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    1/1
    Kudos:
    26
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    2
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    260
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    In a world of soulmates, Neil has never looked at anybody.

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    1/1
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    4
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    339
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    23
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    2,952
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    “Thank you. You were amazing.”

    Why was there such finality in those words? Like he was thanking Andrew for more than the game? Andrew knows every breath Neil took was at least half a lie, concealed, distorted hints of the truth laced with every other word. So why did this sound like the most honest thing he’d ever said?

     

    OR baltimore from andrew’s pov

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    1/1
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    4
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    72
    Bookmarks:
    8
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    501
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    "Where can he be? You should know that, right Kevin? You know that, don't you?"
    "Tell me that you know Kevin. I have to go. I have to save him.”
    Kevin shook his head. "If his father caught him…" A chill ran through his entire body. More tears fell from the boy's eyes. "I don't think we'll see him again.”

    Fuck you Abram, fuck you and your damned desire to become a martyr.

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    A little drabble who ended in a extense fic of the pov of Andrew while Neil was visiting his lovely dad. Inspired in the song “a match into water” of Pierce the Veil

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    1/1
    Comments:
    8
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    280
    Bookmarks:
    29
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    2,498
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    The events after the Binghamton game told in Andrew's POV with a bit of a twist.
    Andrew gets emotional. Neil gets emotional. Aaron gets emotional. Nicky and Matt cry at some point.
    All characters and (most) plot belongs to Nora.
    Inspired by Beautiful Things by Benson Boone

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
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    3
    Kudos:
    149
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    17
    Hits:
    2,613
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    “You’re… fussing over me,” Neil observed with some awe.
    “Ninety-four percent,” Andrew said.
    “That still leaves six percent.” Andrew put his hand over Neil’s smile.
    ~
    Or, Neil gets sick and Andrew takes care of him.

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    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    574
    Bookmarks:
    39
    Hits:
    5,317
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    A collection of the feelings Andrew found out he could feel during his life.

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    Chapters:
    1/?
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    12
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    Betsy didn’t know what to say. When David called her after the holidays and said that some of the foxes would require an extra session with her she got a bit concerned. However, when every single fox, including Neil, booked a session, she had only one question in mind.

    What the actual fuck happened in Baltimore?

    Betsy learns about Baltimore events and she has thoughts.

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    English
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    131
    Bookmarks:
    18
    Hits:
    2,373
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    Neil is touch starved. The Foxes come together to fix that.

     

    Could be read as romantic Neil/Kevin, but was written as a platonic relationship

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    English
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    78
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    494
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    Kevin and Neil are happy, have been happy for the past three, almost four years. Then, with a new season comes a new goalie. Andrew Minyard. Followed are questioned feelings, confused conversations and crumbling self-esteem.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    14,049
    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
    24
    Kudos:
    105
    Bookmarks:
    16
    Hits:
    1,748
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    Andrew gets jealous, gets drunk and mistakes are made, but he doesn’t seem to mind when he realizes he can let his anger out

    Language:
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    861
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    179
    Bookmarks:
    7
    Hits:
    4,203
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    Эндрю уезжает из штата, а Нил получает травму. Аарон - тот, кого вызывают, и ему приходится нести оборону, когда многие вещи кажутся пугающе неопределенными.

    Series
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    Русский
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    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    76
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    7
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    896
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    "Talk to me, Andrew- I thought you were getting better-"

    Better. It's like a lit match to kerosine- Andrew slams his hands down on the counter, crushing the chips before he sweeps them across the room. Better.

    Better- like Andrew is something to be fixed. That he even can be fixed. Nobody understands how hard he is trying but everyone can tell when he backslides- Abby, Wymack, the other Foxes, and even his own family have a silent language they use when Andrew Minyard is being a fucking problem again.

    He is so sick of being this vulnerable, he-

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    Companion piece to Who You Were Before. Andrew's PoV post-nightmare: where he goes, and how he finds his way back home.

    Series
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    English
    Words:
    8,003
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    42
    Kudos:
    1,524
    Bookmarks:
    196
    Hits:
    10,433
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    Andrew can feel the dream beginning to creep up on him again. Is this, he wonders, the feeling that tempts Neil to run and never look back, to never stop moving? He wants to close his eyes against it, but he is afraid.

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    Andrew has a nightmare that Neil didn't make it out of Baltimore. Neil's presence, more than anything, comforts him.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,453
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    53
    Kudos:
    680
    Bookmarks:
    78
    Hits:
    5,079
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    what if Neil didn't come home?

    This is gonna be a series of the aftermath of Neil's death from Kevin's POV

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,251
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    25
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    312
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    Andrew was holding Neil’s bag and Kevin had his racquet, but no Neil.

    Neil was missing and Kevin is left to deal with the fallout, namely a pissed off Andrew Minyard.

    [Missing scene from The King’s Men chapter 12/13]

    Language:
    English
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    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    12
    Kudos:
    671
    Bookmarks:
    85
    Hits:
    7,413

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