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if you think you folded laundry in an imaginary universe, maybe you did by SpeedingCheetah
Fandoms: Invincible (Cartoon 2021)
04 Oct 2025
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Mark couldn’t even commit suicide right. He couldn’t commit suicide, was the other half of it, but fuck. And he wasn’t supposed to say that kind of thing out loud. No one was supposed to. If you wanted to stay unbothered, you couldn’t talk about it, and so he didn’t talk about it—stayed quiet—and now he was sitting on a roof thinking a lot about it.
(or: mark has to face his family’s catalyst alone.)
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While Gale considers detonating the orb, Shadowheart decides to give him a reason to live.
It isn't a kindness.
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- Part 8 of Baldur's Gate Pairing Challenge
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But despite all of these fuzzy and annoyingly happy things, all the experiences that previously calloused his heart and mind still loom over his shoulders. Who is Five Hargreeves without an apocalypse to survive, without a target to eliminate, without a fight to win, without his siblings to protect, without his life on the line?
It doesn’t feel right to be safe. There has to be something, someone playing the long game with him just to make it hurt more when it’s destroyed.
Perhaps what he did when he was last conscious, whenever that was, wasn’t as ludicrous as he thought.
OR: Five gets drunk and attempts suicide after lots of turmoil and angst + siblings find him lol
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Амбрелла
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The Family that They Couldn’t Be by Lolli_EE
Fandoms: Miraculous Ladybug, Batman - All Media Types
23 Aug 2024
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Lila had convinced Tom and Sabine that Marinette was no good. So they sent her to live with her biological father in Gotham, Bruce Wayne.
He doesn't even bother to resesarch and gives her a buncha strict rules to follow, and basically makes Marinette a prisoner in a way. Of course, nobody knows she's innocent.
So imagine their surprise one day when they overhear a conversation between her and her friend?
Perhaps they should have actually looked to see if Marinette was such a bully as others said she was.
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- Part 4 of Maribat Stories!
- Part 1 of Becoming a Family
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if somebody loved you, they'd tell you by now by auroracode
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien
21 Jul 2025
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In which Maeglin runs away from Gondolin, meets the Sons of Feanor, and hopefully finds happiness.
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- Part 1 of to where you felt safe
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This Dark Ceiling Without a Star by Miss_Lazy_Tuesday
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Batman (Comics)
20 Mar 2023
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“For fuck’s sake, your chatter is going to drive me crazy faster than this stupid spell.”
“Then you talk!”
“There’s no point!” Jason snaps. “I can feel it, okay. It’s—there’s no emotion behind it, it’s not using my thoughts. It’s just a bunch of weird Greek echoing in my brain and a compulsion to act. And it’s getting stronger. Talking isn’t going to slow it down.”
“Then what will slow it down?”
After five long seconds of silence, Tim gives into the urge and viciously jabs his fist into Jason’s leg for the second time.
“Goddammit, why?” Jason snaps, green briefly sparking in his eyes before disappearing just as quickly.
“You are not seriously going to just sit there and wait to die.”
“The hell do you care anyway?”
“Because I don’t want you to die! Obviously!”
“You fucking should.”
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hurt/comfort with the brothers actually talking and not letting things simmer ooooh my beloved
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Out of the Loop by wicked3659
Fandoms: Transformers - All Media Types, The Transformers (IDW Generation One)
24 Mar 2017
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Being out of the loop was what Prowl thought he needed but since he's finally stood still, his past has caught up to him and boy is there a lot of baggage in his wake. Luckily there is a mech around who would rather help than punch him in the face (though he would probably get great satisfaction from it).
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Ay ay ayyyy im on vacation
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Through hundreds of billions of years, Abaddon has witnessed the human Nathan take his own life in a carefully preserved way, always the same, without fail. He should be used to it by now- somehow, he just keeps feeling worse and worse about it.
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or, a 5+1 fic of abaddon finding nathan's body, and one time he asks his ghost about it.
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Yokohama University: where future doctors are forged through sleepless nights and perfect scores. Dazai Osamu came prepared for every test—except the one that matters most: survival.
Under the crushing weight of a father who demands perfection but never asks how he’s doing, Dazai holds himself together by any means necessary—until he can’t.
Enter Chuuya Nakahara: sports science major, easygoing, backed by a supportive family, and the last person Dazai wants as a roommate. Their clashing lifestyles push both of them to face what they’d rather ignore. And when personal problems start bleeding into shared ones? Nothing goes according to plan.
Some lessons aren’t found in textbooks—or on the field.
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Chapter 12 done
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build a quilt from all who have loved me by decimalsbuiltdifferent
Fandoms: Sonic the Hedgehog - All Media Types, Sonic the Hedgehog (Live Action Universe)
24 Jan 2025
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Shadow survives the fall.
He survives, because of course he does. Because the universe couldn’t even let him have that much.
(Or: Shadow remembers how to want to live.)
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- Part 1 of sonic movieverse fics
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Very sweet!
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Hermes presents: God Games by Mer_acle
Fandoms: EPIC - Jorge Rivera-Herrans (Albums), Ancient Greek Religion & Lore
04 Sep 2024
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“Anyways, you really got my sister in a fight-y mood. Haven’t seen a goddess take hits for a mortal like that in a long time. Don’t know if ever.”
Odysseus frowned, confused.
“Which sister, Hermes?”
Hermes chuckled. “Athena of course, silly, who else would it be?”Basically, Hermes picks up Ody from Calypso’s island after God Games, and retells the events like he’s Olaf from Frozen 2. Ody learns what Athena did for his sake ahhhh
Also I couldn’t help myself there is a hospital scene™ in there as well vulnerable Athena is way too good to pass up.
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- Part 4 of Warriors of the Mind
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A starved dog gone feral in the back of my throat by a_bird_who_is_like_no_other
Fandom: KPop Demon Hunters (2025)
30 Sep 2025
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A collection of works set in the Kpop Demon Hunters universe!
Loosely interconnected and featureing certain consistent concepts throughout - like the fact that the Honmoon is semi-sentient, Huntr/x are basically soulmates, and oh, of course, dog-motive Rumi :)
– .˳·˖✶𓆩𓁺𓆪✶˖·˳. –
Part I - Canon compliant work, follows the girls' story before, during and after the movie.
Part II - Canon divergence, Rumi dies (They find her in the dirt by the tree)
Part III - Canon compliant, Rumi, longing and loneliness.
Part IV - Technically canon compliant, Huntr/x explicitly as soulmates.
Part V - Canon divergence, Mira and Zoey remembering moments they had with Rumi after her death.
Part VI - hopefully coming soon ;)– .˳·˖✶𓆩𓁺𓆪✶˖·˳. –
Or: in which the author has a agony write-off with themself (according to their readers).
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depression 🦶
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After that voicemail was tampered with, Sam thinks Dean is going to kill him.
This is pure, self-indulgent angst followed by fluffy happiness.
In short, I fixed the thing, because the show never bothered to.- Language:
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medicine by SummerFrost for doandhope
Fandoms: Wiedźmin | The Witcher - All Media Types, The Witcher (TV)
18 Jun 2020
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Geralt's not human. Why should he have to feel like one?
In which Geralt measures his potions in careful doses—and Jaskier is like taking a drink.
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- English
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- 36,882
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- 1/1
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- 266
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all the things that will be lost by imasatelliteheart, Savoirfaire
Fandom: Lockwood & Co. (TV), Lockwood & Co. - Jonathan Stroud
02 Feb 2024
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Sunshine in the Celestial Spheres by AimeeLouWrites
Fandom: Compilation of Final Fantasy VII, Final Fantasy VII Remake (Video Game 2020), Final Fantasy XV
29 Sep 2025
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Crossovers between Mako-Soaked Kintsugi Bathed in Brutal Daylight and Seventh Circle, Ninth Sphere.
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"everyday felt like it was repeating.
the slashes of his firebrand mixed with the throws of the bricks, Two-Time's dagger feeling painfully similar to Shedesky's sword.
nothing here was new, after all. that was a guarantee the moment you walked into this place."
[tldr,, C00LKIDD hates this place and is slightly lamenting the life he could have lived.]
Day Two of Whumptober,,
“If all my days are numbered, then... why do I even keep counting...?”
"I hate this job..."
using one of the electives on the page! (˶ˆᗜˆ˵)Series
- Part 2 of " Dandi's 'WHUMPTOBER'!!! // 2025
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Eat Your Heart and Cross the Line by Curse of Oakhurst (ShamrockTales) for Rimzie
Fandoms: Vampires SMP
08 Oct 2025
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Avid's not the one who was ever meant to face the vampires they hunt directly. It's a dangerous trade, after all and his best skill were his sharp wits, as opposed to her skills with the crossbow.
But fate had other plans, and now that he'd been bitten, Oakhurst seems like the place he'll belong forever more.
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Avid was bitten instead of his partner, making him one of the starting vampires but he's a completely unprepared fledgling.
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- Part 1 of Fledgling Avid as a Starter Vamp
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WHYYY
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If I Can't Have Me, Then No One Can by HouseOfWack
Fandoms: The Amazing Digital Circus (Web Series)
19 Sep 2025
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He saw this coming, but why did no one warn him it would hurt so bad?
Title from Motionless In White: Masterpiece, it's Jax coded.
NOW WITH ART!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank U guys 😭😭😭
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- Part 1 of If I Can't Have Me
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- 53,785
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- 25/25
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Jokerized by JustWebbingAround
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Batman - All Media Types, DCU, Marvel Cinematic Universe
14 Sep 2025
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After Thanos and losing Mr. Stark, then Aunt May a few months later and erasing any memory of himself, Peter has finally settled into his new life. That was until Parker Luck struck again and he was dragged through a portal and landing in an unfamiliar city. However, Peter was good at dealing with whatever Parker Luck threw at him. He was Spider-Man, and he always got back up.
It's hard to get up when a crowbar is slammed against your face by a clown that wants to take you home.
Or: Another Peter in Gotham story, but instead of the Bats finding Peter, he meets the Joker first.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 48,632
- Chapters:
- 9/?
- Comments:
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