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Life in early 19th century Paris is not easy for young men looking to build a life - studies, worrying about romance, about career, trying to get the ghosts haunting one's flat to keep the noise down...
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- Part 3 of The Life and Times of René Giraud
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Holland has stood at the edge for years, waiting for that final push.
It's easy to let himself fall. It's much harder to climb back up.
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Or, descending into the Underworld (and the ascension upwards).
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- Part 7 of Beacon of Hope
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I'm Sorry I'm The One by ChelseaMorningGirl
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
19 Oct 2025
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Nesta hasn’t heard the sound of a voice—familiar or otherwise—in five days. Not since Cassian slammed the balcony doors behind him on his way out after a particularly nasty argument, wingbeats like thunder retreating into the clouds.
It seems that all she can do these days is anger the ones around her.
She hasn’t left the House of Wind in two weeks. She hasn’t been allowed to. Not since Rhysand told her, voice black with rage, “If it wasn’t for Feyre, if you weren’t my brother’s mate, I would have had you executed for what you did.”
Not since Amren said she belonged in one of the cells beneath the Court of Nightmares, because, “Some monsters don’t stay tamed, no matter how hard you try to civilize them.”
Not since Mor stared at her and said to her cousin, “I don’t know why you’re surprised, Rhys. You’ve always known she’s reckless and useless in equal measure. She never did become one of us.”
Not since Cassian stood in that same room and stayed silent.
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Even after the Mask is safely returned by Bryce, Nesta is confined to the House of Wind. Deciding enough is enough, she makes plans to sever something that was supposed to be her sacred forever.
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A Thousand Winters by Wildpoet
Fandoms: Chronicles of Narnia - All Media Types, Chronicles of Narnia (Movies)
19 Oct 2025
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She’s dead, and I’m alive.
Someone knocked on the wall behind him, so as to not startle him.
“You’re not inside,” Mr. Tumnus said, and Edmund glanced over at him, guilt turning in his stomach, and turned back to the sea.
“I think I might prefer the quiet,” he admitted.
Or: The Witch is dead. Narnia has entered its golden era. But her evil deeds still haunt Edmund, far more than he realizes.
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Senki Zesshō Symphogear AFX: Nightfall by MsPennydragon
Fandoms: Senki Zesshou Symphogear
19 Oct 2025
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Shem-ha had been defeated, humanity had united under a common cause, and the Valkyries, who gave their all, were finally able to step forward into the bright future they'd created. But the peaceful days couldn't last forever, as a mysterious organisation known as Avalon rises up to challenge S.O.N.G and the seven Adaptors, seeking to tear them down and install a new world order.
Seven stars struggle against the growing shadow, shining brightly in defiance, while one faces a deeper darkness from within.
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Jake Peralta is the go-to for raising morale in the office. His smile always lights up the room, he is one of the best detectives on the force and he is going to kill himself.
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A Jake angst fic I wrote at 3am a few months ago <3
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Wicked Game by EleanorBlythe
Fandoms: Dragon Age (Video Games), Dragon Age: The Veilguard (Video Game), Dungeons & Dragons (Roleplaying Game), Dragon Age - All Media Types
19 Oct 2025
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‘What a wicked game you play, to make me feel this way. What a wicked thing you do, to let me dream of you…’
With her kingdom and life under threat, Emlygil is forced to find and stop her gods. She meets the so-called Veilguard - one of which embodies everything she was raised to distrust and hate.
Human. Mortal. Necromancer.
So why is he so compassionate about his work? Why are humans not as inherently evil as she was lead to believe? Why does she feel a rush anytime he is near?
Why has she allowed her traitorous heart, to feel?
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If his mum won't recognise him now, why stick around? Prison changed Spencer more than he could handle and after every other time of working hard to get back to normal, he's not so sure it's worth it anymore.
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- Part 24 of Spencer Reid Whump/Angst
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Fermata by SavageWilderness
Fandoms: Interview with the Vampire (TV 2022), Vampire Chronicles Series - Anne Rice, Interview With the Vampire (Movie 1994)
19 Oct 2025
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This story begins when Lestat has just left Paris.
Nicolas, left behind, sat on the roof of Renaud’s, one fixed thought repeating:
‘I will stay here till morning and the sun will burn me.’
He did not move.
Lestat gifted Magnus’ tower to Armand, and he and Eleni took Nicolas there.
This story explores: What if Lestat was the only reason Nicolas really had to live? With Lestat gone forever, can Nicolas find a way to go on?Content warnings:
This story is deeply interior, based in Nicolas’ mind.
It explores non-existence, recovery, and the struggle to remain in a body and a world when everything feels lost.
It contains extended sequences of dissociation, suicidal ideation, substance use as self-harm, and the slow, non-linear process of psychological recovery. Nicolas spends significant time barely conscious/functional. If you have experienced – or walked beside someone experiencing substance dependence, trauma, eating disorders, or psychological collapse, this story enters those spaces deeply.The question at its heart is: Is it possible to find a reason to live when it seems there are no reasons left?
Please protect your heart too 🕊️.- Language:
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Basically this story centres around Ajax a trans queer teenager who goes through a lot of hardship due to the fact he is treans and queer.
the story basically is to represent the trauma, abuse and judgment that underprivileged and not supported trans and queer youth go through.
The story does involve the following so if you are triggered by anything please stay safe and do not read.
°Self harm / injury
°Severe bullying
°Mental / physical abuse
°Misgendering / Transphobia
°Suicide
°Eating Disorder
°Harassment
°Educational & Parental neglect
°Slurs (T and F)
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Ace thinks his bad blood needs to go. Luffy teaches him a lesson about harming yourself around a little brother with no sense of self-preservation.
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Got me good by Malicious_Pig
Fandoms: Hunger Games Series - All Media Types, Hunger Games Trilogy - Suzanne Collins
19 Oct 2025
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Life is not easy in District 7. Even 8 years after the rebellion the winters are cold and the work is hard. There’s not much money in the public purse and there is especially no money to fund the victor and former rebel Johanna Mason. So her monthly ailments are small and she’s high in debt at the local bar. Just when she thinks life couldn’t get any worse, she makes a new acquaintance in the forest and everything changes.
The user benevolent_swamp inspired me to do this so here I am giving it a shot. I’ve actually been writing this chapter since the middle of august but I’ve kinda gotten into a creative slump and nothing I wrote felt right, so this is the i-don’t-know-which version of the story. Benevolent_Swamp, if you’re reading this, I’m sorry it took so long and I don’t know when I’ll be able to update, but I hope you enjoy. After all it was your comment, that kept me going through a lot!! So thank you!
P.S.You don’t have to read “In between days the truth can be harsh” to understand this fic.
P.P.S.Irregular Updates
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- Part 2 of In between days
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the ocean's as salty as your tears by meepbin
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
19 Oct 2025
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He looked behind himself at the emptiness of the room he stood in. Not because it was empty physically—no, there was enough furniture for it to look lived in; it was the absence of someone's presence that made it feel so barren. Suddenly, the air never felt heavier with his grief permeating throughout their bedroom.
What once was, what it could’ve been, what it should've been.
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Choi Beomgyu really misses his lover.
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He doesn't deserve you. by Dewznotfound
Fandoms: 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Anime), 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Manga)
19 Oct 2025
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Giyuu is in a toxic relationship with an abusive Boyfriend, hes scared of His Boyfriend and knows that Hes No good for him, however he cant handle someone leaving Him Just Like tsutako and sabito did and lets His Boyfriend do everything He wants to.
In one Meeting Giyu accidently forgets to Cover up the bruise on His face, what will Happen when the other hashiras find out? How will they Help giyu when He refuses to leave His Lover even though Giyu knows Hes Bad for him?
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X Marks the Spot by gleamingandwholeanddeadly (something_safe)
Fandoms: The Sandman (TV 2022), The Sandman (Comics)
19 Oct 2025
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For reasons best known to themself, Desire of the Endless pays Hob Gadling a visit one fateful night. The results are a curse, and a race against time for Dream.
(Part one of a tumblr fic, based on the prompt: Fake marriage - though this is an admittedly meandering journey to that point)
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- Part 3 of Dreamling Tumblr Prompt Ficlets
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Out of the Sorting Hat by Ana_Anaphora, Newenida for Newenida
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
19 Oct 2025
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Voldemort was wrong, which he found out after resurrecting the Hogwarts founders.
Albus Dumbledore is wrong, but he doesn't know that yet.
Read about what happens with Hogwarts and the magical world when the founders are dropped into the mix and their heirs are named, and when Augusta Longbottom and Salazar Slytherin scheme using every resource. Even Witch Weekly.
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What if an additional consequence to Edward committing the ultimate alchemy taboo was Edward developing chronic illnesses?
Ed’s thoughts about how he feels at his lowest point, and how chronic illnesses can break a person.
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Lu Guang had never gotten further in both a dive and away from his already slipping sanity. His mind felt as if it was tearing itself apart and there wasn’t a thing left to do but wait. 4 months.
4. That was the time he had to ‘fix’ everything. Of course Lu Guang knew it was imperative that he survive at least until September 13th, long enough to see the still beating heart of Cheng Xiaoshi at 5:01 PM…
However, a case accepted by him alone would drive an unclimbable wall between that goal and his own survival. Had he known it’d be a catalyst for not only his, but those who he loved, fall into hysteria, there’d be no such thing as an option…
But it did…and “taken’ it was.—takes place in the current timeline.
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When Steve's parents decide they've had enough of Hawkins, they move away to start a new life and Steve decides to stay behind.
With his friends striving for their own lives with college and jobs now that Hawkin's has settled into a normal town once again, Steve struggles to find his place.
His luck might change when he finds work and a place to stay at a remote farmhouse.
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“庆功宴后，去我的寝宫。”
散宴后，阿尔图惊喜地在寝宫里发现了等待着的奈费勒。