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    -Eradicate all evil-

    An attack during a nighthunt turns Lan Qiren into a monster. But what makes a monster a monster?

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    Something was wrong with him and not even his own fucking mind cared enough to help him fill in the gaps. At that realization, the word that had evaded him as he'd watched himself lovingly clutch that hand against his face passed through like a ghost, and he grasped at it masochistically:

     

    ALONE.

     

    Vox is NOT a broken man. Panic attacks and meltdowns simply aren't like him, and yet they've become his norm. Isolated, confused, assaulted by a torrent of buried memories of a life that doesn't feel like his own. To keep from losing his fragile grip on sanity, he decides to get to the bottom of this repressed past that refuses to hide anymore. But at the core is the Radio Demon, a man he can't seem to get straight in his head.

    Meanwhile, Charlie's plans for Hell have been all but thrown out the window thanks to what she's learned about Heaven. To save her people, she needs a new approach. And she needs her friends to not lose faith in her. So how lucky is she to stumble upon her first unwitting cry for help from one of Hell's most powerful overlords?

    Watch these polar opposites collide, as Charlie offers Vox the help he needs. Whether he likes it or not.

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    Then that's when he saw it. Subtle, barely noticeable, but unmistakably there. Gi-hun had twitched. He stopped, turning back around and kneeling down to his level. He gently removed his glove, then slowly placed two fingers on the pulse point of his neck.

    Yes.

    or

    Gi-hun doesn’t die in the last game, and In-ho does everything in his power to save him.

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    Twenty teenagers are placed in an observation facility to be experimented on and studied. It ends up being much more inhumane than any of them could have imagined.

    Link for the illustrations if you're unable to see them: https://observation39.carrd.co/
    Discord server for chatting, theorizing, viewing beta art, or just for fun: https://discord.gg/4TjZeEqfUw

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    From the FAKE angle: A re-imagining of FAKE volume 7 in which Leo is Ash and his wife Alicia is Yut-Lung. In keeping with the source material, there will be gratuitous Dee/Ryo smut (chapters 5 & 10).

    From the Banana Fish angle: An AU in which Eiji is unable to rescue Ash, who remains with Dino for the rest of his life to protect him. Ash eventually marries Yut-Lung. Despite their genuine love for each other, Yue never recovers from the past and eventually chooses chaos and violence. The doves are very, very dead.

    Can be read canon blind.

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    What if Buck did not just let Tommy break up with him?

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    Jordyn doesn't know much about her past before waking up in the facility, but it doesn't really bother her. According to Father, she used to be a superhero; using her powers for good, assisting the police and catching criminals. With no knowledge of her life before her injury, returning to that identity seemed as good a goal to aim for as any, in terms of her rehabilitation and recovery. It's what Father wants her to be, and with everything she owes him, how could she say no? Only, as things progress, and she's allowed more freedom in the outside world for the sake of Father's mission, Jordyn begins to realise that her origin might not be as clear-cut as it was made out to be.

    A superhero living weapon whump series featuring many lesbians, sad women, manipulative old men, god-like eldritch beings, unethical science, probably a few identity crises, a confusing definition of the word 'sister,' and one very unfortunate ghost, haunting the whole thing.

    NOTE: this is explicitly a whump series first and foremost, and will contain many topics that readers may find disturbing or distressing, including torture, abuse, manipulation, gaslighting, and generally just a whole lot of people being miserable. Heed the warnings!

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    Kitty finds something concerning in the trash bin

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    grian takes a shower, he has a bad time basically

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    this year can fucking suck a big fat one holy fucking shit fuck you

    (u prob know who this is tbh but i'd rather stay anonymous. let me vomit into my vent bucket and i'll fuck off.)

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    It's their 3rd year. Izuku and Katsuki are faced with the challenges of each others growth and the trauma they have to face.
    When Izuku is taken by the League of Villains, Katsuki has to find a way to bring him back. Izuku was sure in no shape to be fighting.
    When things take a turn for the worst, there is nothing the other can do about Izuku's sudden disappearance. His classmates and him have to find a way to bring Izuku back and hope that life goes back to normal. But what if you're Rival, out of all people saves you. Katsuki is faced with the hard ships of not having Izuku there. Their rivalry and their past are far ahead of them. The rest of their story is in the future, That's where the story actually begins.

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    Dean has been drinking since he lost Cas. It's easier to be drunk than deal with the loss. Sam isn't standing for it.

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    He looked in horror and disgust at his body, this body-not his. His skin felt too solid he felt wrong and hollow and so, so alone-

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    Enjolras and Grantaire die on the barricade. They instantly wake up in the 21st century. 10 months later, they still try to navigate their new lives.

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    You meet Nam-gyu at Club Pentagon, originally pursuing Thanos you instead find yourself intrigued by a man who clearly wasn’t supposed to be taking the orders of drunkards who didn’t know when to quit.

    A small series of Imagines & Oneshots based around Nam-gyu that I personally uploaded to my Tumblr (@Lquiorra) and brought here as well.

    This story will include:
    1 set of SFW Imagines
    1 set of NSFW Imagines
    1 SFW Oneshot
    1 NSFW Oneshot

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    One day, James Wilson causally finds a brown leather notebook in House's office.
    He decides to snoop on it, and what he finds are poems, written by no other than his best friend.

    One by one, he sneaks around to read them, as he learns more and more about his favorite mate, and maybe about himself, too.

    Inspired by that episode where Wilson reads House a poem written for him by a nice old lady with brain issues :)

    OR:

    Wilson reads by "accidenti" House's poems.

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    3/?
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    In a room with everyone he's ever loved, who does Spencer Reid choose to spend eternity with?

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    Kim Hajin was a nobody. A failure, drifting along in the world, convinced of his inadequacy, sidelined and shuned by his peers. An existence that only found solace in the warm embrace of his parents, accepting him for who he was unconditionally, and his novel, that he wrote in an attempt to distract himself from his pathetic reality.

    The protagonist, Kim Suho, was everything he aspired to be. Every ideal he tried, but failed to reach.

    A person admired by all, but known to none.

    An ideal and inspiration that Hajin weaved with his own hands, shed tears of joy and sorrow while creating.
    But his story falls apart, much like every other aspect of his life, and Suho becomes, to Hajin, just a distant creation, a fire lit to symbolize a hope of change, until it was ultimately smothered by despair.

    Until an innocuous email sent by an unknown reader changes everything

    ______

    Or: A canon-divergent rewrite of TNE where Kim Hajin is not emotionless nor unfeeling and the events that unfold from that simple fact.

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    1/?
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    An unexpected visit from Professor Sycamore throws Autumn off her routine of spending the day in her bed. Then again, she's ghosted everyone, including him, and now, he probably wants some sort of explanation.

    How does she explain that she lacks a purpose?

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    Bucky takes convincing to join the team, but Yelena is certain she can get him onboard. Neither of them have the faintest clue what they're signing up for.

    Especially when Yelena ends up losing another five years of her life to a botched mission.

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    44,002
    Chapters:
    9/?
    Comments:
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    384
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    47
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