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Masks, Beasts and Beginnings by JegulusJunkie84
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Marvel, Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. (TV), Captain America (Chris Evans Movies)
06 Jul 2025
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It’s the second half of junior year — over a year before the Battle of New York — and everything is starting to unravel.Peter Parker’s just trying to survive Midtown, dodge bullies, and keep his crushes on his best friends a secret. But when a strange spider bite leaves him with powers he doesn’t understand, everything changes. And he doesn’t know how to tell the only people who matter: Maxxie Devereux, his childhood best friend, and Tilly Rogers, the only person who might understand what it’s like to carry a legacy you never asked for.
Maxxie is dealing with something darker, legacies of power inside him waiting to break free, and the creeping, unshakable feeling that someone is watching him.
Tilly’s starting to question everything she’s been told by S.H.I.E.L.D., and she knows the pills they’ve been giving her aren’t what they seem.As the trio grows closer, danger closes in: a shapeshifter wearing familiar faces, a brutal hunter who never misses, and secrets that threaten to tear everything apart.
Powers are awakening. Lies are unraveling.
And nothing will ever be the same.
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a love that keeps me waiting by Neyasochi
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
06 Jul 2025
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When an encounter with a special grade goes slightly awry, Satoru finds himself cursed to be the desire and fixation of everyone who lays eyes on him… only none of his eager pursuers are the sole person he actually wants the attention from.
He seeks out Geto Suguru in the hopes of reliving their less contentious past—and maybe stealing a kiss or two in the process—but gets far more than he bargained for.
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"Sam stared at their father. Dean recognized that look. It was the look Sam wore when he finally identified what they were hunting. When he realized the nature of the beast. When he knew the name of the monster. But this time, Sam was staring at their father." A teenage Sam learns something he wasn't meant to, and now Dean must figure out how to save him from everyone-including himself.
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Survivor's Guilt by Jackie_Gremlin_Ghost
Fandoms: Date Everything! (Sassy Chap Games Video Game)
06 Jul 2025
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When Keith was Realized, the last thing anyone had expected to happen was… that. And with the human now spiraling with overwhelming shame and anxiety, the other members of the house must rally together to keep them grounded.
MAJOR DATE EVERYTHING SPOILERS!
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The Road to Recovery by FreeGamerYTSnow, kelis_butterfly
Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game), Vocaloid
06 Jul 2025
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Just as Mizuki tried to take her life, Ena found her in the nick of time and saved her from certain death. With her mental state still in the gutter, Mizuki has a long road to recovery ahead of her. Her family and friends will support her every step along the way, as she deals with her identity issues and mental health.
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- Part 2 of Post-Mizu5 AU fics
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But Friend, This Cage is Inside Out by Its_Kingston
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
06 Jul 2025
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Uraraka Ochako, perhaps more well known as Uravity, had made a name for herself at only twenty-six. Despite being nothing more than a crisis aversion hero, she rose through the ranks, settling at the number eight spot. After a rescue mission during a major earthquake leads to career-ending damage, Uraraka is stuck searching for another job. When Midoriya visits her with a job offer as good as any, she reluctantly takes it. Working at a villain reformation prison might not be such a terrible job… at least she'll still be able to help people.
Toga Himiko was twenty-three when her world was flipped upside down. Now at twenty-seven, she finds life duller. After what happened to the League, all she had were those stupid little missions. Killing time, killing the competition, killing for the sake of it. It all blurred. It was a run-in with Japan's number one hero that got her dumped into that stupid reform prison. She’d rather be rotting in Tartarus than trapped with people who only want to change her, yet that’s where she finds herself… at least the guards there might provide some level of entertainment.
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A dancer. Those were the words that slipped out between your voluptuous lips whenever someone who didn't know about you asked your profession. Unknown to them that it was more than that. You showed every edge of your beauty to the people who loved you at the end of your performance. And that was what the spectators wished from you who stood on that brilliant stage.
One day, you were being called to the Upper Plate, and you met a man who'd change your entire life.
Rufus Shinra.
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Sing Me Back by dodasaurio
Fandoms: KPop Demon Hunters (2025), 데뷔 못 하면 죽는 병 걸림 - 백덕수 | Debut or Die - Baek Deoksoo
06 Jul 2025
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[You have 365 days to debut… or die]
That’s what the screen said.
Not wake up and try again, not find your path, not even live.
Just debut…or disappear.Jinu never asked for a second chance.
He wasn’t looking to rewrite the past.
Not after what he did.
Not after who he became.And yet, here he was… alive, somehow, in a body too young to carry his sins, in a world that moved three years behind his last memory.
A world where she might still exist.
A world where he was just a stranger again.The rules are simple.
Debut. Rise. Win.
Or vanish forever.This time, without powers.
Without allies.
Without her.But he still has one thing.
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He was always cold. It didn’t matter how much he tried to warm himself up, how long he’d scald his skin under boiling showers, how many blankets he curled up under, Sangwoo was always cold.
He’d been cold since the final day of the games. He’d been soaked in rain, clothes sticking uncomfortably to his skin along with patches of dried blood, sand digging into his back. When he took Gihun’s hand, and they were led back through to the main room, the cold air seeped into his bones and made its bed there. Seeing that piggy bank in front of them, completely empty, made Sangwoo so unwell that he almost passed out.
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OR: Sangwoo takes Gihun's hand in the final game and they leave with nothing, just to return years later.
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Then that's when he saw it. Subtle, barely noticeable, but unmistakably there. Gi-hun had twitched. He stopped, turning back around and kneeling down to his level. He gently removed his glove, then slowly placed two fingers on the pulse point of his neck.
Yes.
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Gi-hun doesn’t die in the last game, and In-ho does everything in his power to save him.
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Firing a gun in a churchyard has consequences, missing people don’t always want to be found, and even the odd-man-out can’t be entirely alone even if he tries.
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After so much blood and trauma, they took the mantle of The Lord of Shades. Ghost simply wanted peace for themselves, for all of the corpses of their siblings they had encountered on their journey.
So what do they do? They go back in time and bring the memories of the future with them. With all of the knowledge of the future and a second chance at life, trying to hide from the one who brought them to life and yet took their lives away, could they all have peace?
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- Part 1 of Could we have Peace?
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Hongjoong has always felt an open hole in his chest. Yunho's presence, ever since high school, had put a bit of tape on that breach, to prevent his guts from spilling out of him.
Except Yunho is no longer here. And the tape came off with him. Every day after, Hongjoong has felt extremely empty and weary. Without the tape, the hole in his chest has let his insides flow out of him, nibbled away at his body and soul, leaving only nothingness behind.It's midnight, and Hongjoong has decided to end his life today. Like his best friend did a year ago.
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Or: Hongjoong sees no reason to endure his own existence for another day. This life has nothing left to offer him anyway—it never had anything to offer him in the first place. However, when he decides to end it, fate throws Park Seonghwa into the life he no longer wants. And just like that, Hongjoong learns that maybe life still has a few surprises in store for him.Thanks to Park Seonghwa, Hongjoong learns what it means to hear, see, smell, touch, and taste.
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The clock has always been ticking for Luka, who has been hospitalised for as long as he can remember. But when Hyun-Woo becomes his roommate after a rock climbing accident, Luka meets Hyuna, and for the first time, he gets a taste of what it is like to live as though his heart is not real. He clings to that feeling, because letting go feels impossible. However, he soon is made to learn what it means to love without time, without permanence; to die slowly, love selfishly, and make art out of what is left, giving what little he has like it is everything.
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After the explosion of the Rhizomatic Bomb, Fusang revives Yi one last time on the Pale Blue Planet.
As the seasons go by, Yi struggles to find meaning in his survival.
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The Powerline by flhong
Fandoms: 약한영웅 | Weak Hero (TV), 약한영웅 | Weak Hero (TV) RPF, Weak Hero (Webcomic)
06 Jul 2025
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A broken boy named Seongje finds love and hope with gentle Juntae beneath the powerlines of their small town, but when tragedy strikes and threatens to tear them apart, they must choose between sacrifice and the courage to build a new life together.
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Enough to be bad, not bad enough to be noticed. by white_zane
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, DCU (Comics)
06 Jul 2025
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It was ridiculous to wait on your own death. Trying to guess when it would arrive or running from it, only for the grim reaper to stare you dead in the eyes one day. He wanted to meet him on his own terms.
So he set himself a countdown. One year to live life to its fullest, not putting things off for the next time or waiting around. He had told himself that he wouldn’t let a single chance go, that this would lead him to becoming the greatest version of himself.
He wasn’t sure if he had kept that promise. But at least he was quite contempt with what was now awaiting him.
Tims feet were now dangling off the top of the skyscraper he had sneaked up on.
OR: Tim is suicidal. Jason just became Red Hood and is trying to throw some Guys off of the same Rooftop that Tim is trying to kill himself on. Chaos ensues.
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And if one of us dies, I hope I die first by AethersSword
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
06 Jul 2025
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If Lyney were to die now, at least he'd be in love forever.
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A diary fic wherein hopeless romantic Lyney Snezhevich documents his experience with yearning for his terminally ill crush, and maybe get into some wacky hijinks (that being hanahaki)
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Sorry darling, I can't find my words by staarsaroundscars
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025)
06 Jul 2025
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John was trying. Was trying to be better, resolve all his traumas and be less of an asshole. And, for the most part he was succeeding.
Till he decided it was time to apologize to Bob.
One problem: he doesn't know how to.What could actually go wrong?
Everything. But then it gets better.or
John bakes as an apology and, in the meantime, he falls head over hills for Bob.
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When Mystra had entered his life, everything had warped. He wanted more. He needed more. He needed to be more. His desire became boundless. It mattered not that She cared for him, She didn’t care for him enough. It mattered not that he was powerful, he wasn’t powerful enough. It mattered not that he was loved, that he was seen, that he was learning in strides, that he was well. It wasn’t enough. It was never enough.
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Gale reflects on his relationship with Mystra, on the ways that it was terrible for him, and how he misses that.