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When the Virtue of Knowledge was created, he was entrusted with a special task - to serve as the Fount of Knowledge and guide the cookies of Earthbread toward prosperity. He possessed immense wisdom, flawless memory, and an unwavering sense of duty.
Yet the fate that awaited him was far from merciful.
The world the Fount of Knowledge was summoned into turned out to be far less grateful than it first seemed. Gradually, what was meant to be service to a noble cause became torment and isolation - and he, into nothing more than a tool in the eyes of others.Or
The chronicle of the Fount of Knowledge, sinking into oceans of lies and anguish
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They could have helped each other avoid the costs of war, but choices and consequences led them astray. Is it too late for them to heal one another? What will they do to save the other when they no longer wish to save themselves?Before the Golden Trio there was another set of three. Three friends, Lily, Severus and Lyra, who embarked on a journey through Hogwarts; who battled through a War of their own. But in the end, the three were broken. Lyra finds herself wondering just how far she will break when all she seems to do is lose. There's no wonder all she wants to do is hold onto what she has left - those people she holds dear, even when they've chosen the opposite side in the war. Secrets, love and anger thrive where light and dark magic dance, leaving behind only what is grey.
"The scars of dark magic and one's susceptibility seem to have tell-tale traits. For Voldemort, I feel it's vanity. In Bellatrix Lestrange, it's cruelty. For me, well, it's always been anger. My soul is far from untarnished Harry. Not all scars are skin deep."
eventual Severus/OC
some Remus/OC
-Book & movie blend of canon & non-canon. Takes place before HP timeline & during- -
When I get out by Psychoberry6776
Fandoms: Married In Red (Visual Novel), Dead Plate (RachelDrawsThis Video Game)
09 Nov 2025
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This takes place after the events of MIR and An AU of DP.
Da-jeong gets arrested for the murder of Myeong-Hoon, and Bok-su decides to flee to France just to be safe. 2 years go by and Vincent and Bok-su watch the news to find out that Da-jeong got released off of good behavior.
NOTICE: If you hate the wlw ship and mlm ship, this story isn't for you. I'm sorry, those ships are my romain empire and they are both heavily implied in this AU.
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Chaos Camp by Poseidons_Child, YourLocalPh03nix for Poseidons_Child
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types, The Heroes of Olympus - Rick Riordan, The Trials of Apollo - Rick Riordan, Magnus Chase and the Gods of Asgard - Rick Riordan, The Kane Chronicles - Rick Riordan, Original Work
09 Nov 2025
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Hello! Cannon is a myth that only one of our authors believe in! In this shit-show of a modern Percy Jackson fanfic of what happens about a decade after the original stories, with hundreds of original characters, you'll see we(Nixy) do not follow canon in any sense of the word. Send help.
On top of Egyptian Demigods and bringing back a prince who's been dead for thousands of years, your authors would kindly ask that you read our incredible fanfic.
WARNINGS: PLEASE READ THE TAGS! DO NOT READ IF YOU'RE UNCOMFORTABLE! Warnings will be put in chapter descriptions.
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- Part 1 of Chaos Camp - one silly one dark
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Mickey is safe.
In Ian’s arms, he is safe.
That’s all he wants.
To be with Ian.
To stay with Ian.
To be Ian’s.
To share a future as Alpha and Omega.
To become a family.Series
- Part 3 of To Be Found
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“Don’t fall for a man, bairn… They’ll steal your pelt and your soul.”
On the storm-bitten coast of Eilead, Scotland, a selkie watches a man who does not belong to the sea and Soap can’t help but be drawn to him. Ghost walks the cliffs like he carries the weight of a life he never chose. And Soap, wild and salt-born, should know better.
But some tides can’t be turned back. A myth-touched love story about longing, loneliness, and the pull of something you were never meant to want.
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Weathering storms by CaffeineFafnir
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), WandaVision (TV), The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
09 Nov 2025
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Canon divergency
Post WandaVision, pre/during/post Falcon and the Winter SoldierFollowing the tragic events in Westview, Bucky and Sam reunite with Wanda and try to reconnect with her to find out exactly what happened after the funeral, but she brings her own issues into the equation.
TRIGGER WARNINGS: mentions of suicide, suicide ideation, mentions of depression, self-hatred and overall emotional issues
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Pc is barely staying afloat, between gathering the money Bailey demands, and keeping up with her studies and social standing at school, its taking a great toll on her. She was already messed up and barely hanging on.
She didn’t need Whitney taking interest in her. She didn’t mean to fall out with Robin so much. And she definitely did *not* need a weirdly cute stalker and missing clothes.
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This is a Kylar centric fic focusing on his relationship with PC. There will be some moments where the others shine, but its mostly Kylar. Will be edited frequently.
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- Part 1 of Why Do the Doves Die?
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Who knew going into a cave in the forest was a bad idea — I just didn’t expect it to be this bad. One moment, I’m squinting at old paintings and artifacts; the next, I’m sprinting for my life from something that looks suspiciously like zombies.
And to make a terrible situation worse, these aren’t the slow, moaning, fall-over-their-own-feet kind of zombies. No. These are the World War Z, parkour-champions-on-steroids kind—chasing me like a pride of starving lions.
Just as I was mentally preparing for my horribly undignified death, a literal hunk of a man and his equally hot friend showed up and saved me.While coming with her grandmother to China for a mysterious mushroom discovery, Alex stumbles across a hidden artifact deep within a cave in the forest. One impulsive touch later, she’s no longer in the present—or even in her own world. Thrust into an ancient era ruled by powerful sects and mystical cultivation, she must survive a land where spiritual strength determines your worth, alliances are deadly, and war brews between the great clans.
Oh—and there are zombies. Fast ones.
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Though dark colored lenses by WhiteLotusBeneathTheMoonlight
Fandoms: 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Anime), 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Manga)
09 Nov 2025
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The sad life of Tomioka Giyuu as a neurodivergent person in the taisho time period.
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Going Nowhere by MauveIdiot
Fandoms: X-Men Evolution (Cartoon), X-Men - All Media Types, X-Men (Comicverse)
09 Nov 2025
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Roughly based on the X-Men Evo universe and set after the events of the series, as well as some events that are canonical to the comic timeline. Essentially Kurt spent a year with Azazel in hell and it fucked him up pretty badly and Wanda tried to go straight working for SHIELD but realizes that everyone is afraid of her and using her as a weapon. There is a plot but it is not thoughtful it is ANGSTY and HORNY.
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The Ordinary Life by Petrichor28
Fandoms: Charmed (TV 1998), Charmed (TV 2018), Charmed (TV)
09 Nov 2025
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What if Harry wasn't a whitelighter, just an adorable and proper English Lit professor. And what if Sephie wasn't the granddaughter of a Charmed One, just a girl that lost her way?
A modern, non-magical au where everyone is a normal person living a normal life with normal trauma, not magical.
Cover art inside!
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Each chapter covers a different whumptober prompt from ailesswhumptober's list, this will be 31 chapters of me putting Buck in situations and none of them good ones.
Chap 1: Collapsed Lung
Chap 2: Gunshot
Chap 3: Secondary Drowning
Chap 4: Frostbite
Chap 5: Chronic Condition
Chap 6: Self-Inflicted Injury
Chap 7: “They Put Something In My System, I Can’t Think Straight.”
Chap 8: “This Isn’t How I Wanted You To Find Out”
Chap 9: Blinded
Chap 10: Sleep Deprivation
Chap 11: Dizziness
Chap 12: Tranquilizer
Chap 13: "Look Who's Awake"
Chap 14: Hypoxia
Chap 15: "You Weren't Supposed To Die First"
Chap 16: Painful Shapeshifting
Chap 17: Drug Side Effects
Chap 18: "Do You Even Know How To Use That?"
Chap 19: Blood Loss
Chap 20: Alt - Knife To Throat
Chap 21: Search And Rescue
Chap 22: Estranged
Chap 23: Obsessed
Chap 24: Working Through The Pain
Chap 25: Pinned Down
Chap 26: Alt - Memory Trigger
Chap 27: Sensory Overload
Chap 28: "Why Can't I Remember?"
Chap 29: Alt - No-Win Scenario -
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The only thing constant in the Ghost project is change, but that doesn’t make those changes any less hard, especially when they are unexpected. After years of the only changes being that the pack of Nameless Ghouls grew, having pack members replaced between legs of tour is the last thing anyone would expect.
Or, an exploration of a potential fallout of the pack losing Aether and Sunshine between the Imperatour and Re-Imperatour through various songs.
Title from "Destroy" by Sleeping at Last.
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Clancy of Dema was born to die. His purpose was determined by the knife placed into his infant hand, promised to the priests of Vialism that rule the Sacred Municipality, like all others who shelter within its walls. He does not fear purpose. Why would he? Life's kingdom is nothing but grey walls and a certainty that he will always be incomplete.
There are poems written on his bedposts. Melodies turning over in the bus engines. Choruses whispered in his footsteps. They, too, are incomplete, but they are anything but grey. The hum of wonder haunts Clancy.
And beyond the walls of Dema shines a yellow star.
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Let's start from the beginning. The sun has just begun its tyranny, and all these people? Bleh, where is my solitude?
I might have been able to survive all these weirdos if it weren't this guy... I'm afraid to go to sleep at night because I can feel his gaze on my body. And that smile... that smile.Or
Where the Protagonist tries to lead a normal life despite everything, but his housemates and one tormentor do not help in this.
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There's no happy ending in sight for us by DesertWaterfall
Fandoms: The Magnus Archives (Podcast)
09 Nov 2025
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Stopping the Unknowing was easy, really. Jon had done it again and again and again.
Staying alive afterwards, however, was proving to be more of a problem.
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Jon finds himself caught in a time loop on the day of the Unknowing.
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- Part 1 of DesertWaterfall's TMA works
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Don't Let Me Kill You - (Definitive Edition) by Sayl
Fandoms: Baldur's Gate (Video Games)
09 Nov 2025
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Magic was his life, all she remembers is blood. He lost his future, she lost her past.
Though Gale seems like the least dangerous member of their party, Tav suspects he's hiding something. Though Tav seems like the most lethal, Gale notices there's something off about her behaviors.
Keeping their inner demons at bay marks the fine line between keeping allies in their search for a cure to ceremorphosis, or being cast aside as liabilities. But perhaps if the latter comes to pass, they can lean on each other...If they can get past their grievous differences.
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A plot-heavy fic focused on storytelling, character interaction, and diverting from canon enough to keep things fresh.
Full of mysteries, character growth, betrayal, schemes, comedy, sex, and learning how to love again-or for the first time.
The romantic development is rivals-to friends-to lovers.
The Dark Urge is a non-Lolthsworn Drow Rogue named Tavrin.Series
- Part 1 of The Urge and the Orb
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Silence unsettles him; it drags old ghosts into the room.
Noise shields her; it keeps her pulse from giving her away.
Bee enters Izuna’s orbit as if by accident, a shadow stitched into his days. He hunts her words, claws at her stillness, only to find his own fractures reflected back.
Between them grows something that shouldn't; obsession laced with betrayal, hunger braided into ruin, a war neither of them chose yet cannot escape.
Two mouths circling fire. One silence, one storm. And the inevitable shatter when they finally touch.
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- Part 4 of Uchiha Mafia AU
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Hogar, dulce hogar. Tras la guerra contra Hades y lo de Asgard, los caballeros de oro vuelven al Santuario a retomar sus posiciones como guardianes de los doce templos. Ahora todo puede volver a la normalidad. Todo volverá a ser como antes. Camus y Milo volverán a ser amigos. Camus volverá a ser el mismo de siempre, ¿Verdad? ¿Verdad?
Pronto Milo descubriría que con Camus nunca hubo una normalidad.