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Under My Skin by fryingpanofdoomwrites
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
24 Jun 2025
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The alley has two large dumpsters big enough to block most of the street from seeing down the darkened narrow path and it's perfect.
Dynamight turns, automatically like a programmed robot, and waits.
Blood Riot is in jeans and a Dynamight branded sweatshirt. His hair is down and his piercings are simple black studs instead of the red fangs that normally stick out of his lower lip.
He crowds Dynamight up against the wall, one large hand firm over the growing bulge in his hero pants.
"Are you going to punish me today, Daddy?" Riot growls in the blond hero's ear.
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One Night in SoHo by hawkgal97
Fandoms: Hawkeye (TV 2021), Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe
24 Jun 2025
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Yelena Belova is a New Avenger, and she hates it. Kate Bishop is... nothing, at the moment. Not a New Avenger, not Yelena's girlfriend. At least, not officially. Yelena would prefer to call them 'friends with benefits' despite Kate's best effort to be labeled otherwise. Accidentally dropping her first 'I love you' earlier this morning certainly didn't help move things along.
So Kate's stuck in a 'tryout' phase – both as a New Avengers candidate, and as a potentially-more-than-convenience romantic partner. In the meantime, Yelena is content crashing casually at Kate's place four nights a week and taking Kate on early-morning stakeouts. Nothing major. Nothing dramatic.
Until an accident at one of these stakeouts twists their world upside down.
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army dreamers ✷ attack on titan by aotfiend
Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan, 進撃の巨人 | Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan (Movies)
24 Jun 2025
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just when the caterpillar
thought the world was over,
it became a butterfly..𖥔 ݁ ˖╭ ┆IN WHICH ╰⊹ ࣪
Following the tragic childhood events of Maeve Jaeger, where she joins humanity's most elite squad and learns that she holds a formidable power, only to be tormented by it.𐔌 OR ꒱
Leni Hoffmann is declared as Marley's angel, their strongest warrior, and is sent a year prior to her comrades to a place where only devils hunker down, in hopes of finding the Spectral Titan--the God of Madness. Along the way, she starts to find that they're all not that bad.
ARMY DREAMERS ,
2024 © aotfiend .started ✷ 31/10/2024
ended ✷dedicate your heart .
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Being deceived? Sounds like a Yu problem. by SweetPotatoSophie
Fandoms: Persona Series, Persona 4
24 Jun 2025
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Adachi has been in prison a couple years but his luck seems to be turning around when he's suddenly let out of prison! Nothing could go wrong!
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Beastblaze - My Hero Academia by SirenaWrites
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
24 Jun 2025
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Beastblaze is a MHA fic that covers the entire lot of the canon events that take place. Eventually, it will also contain spoilers for the people who don't read the Manga, so please be warned! I'll put a note when it touches the manga cut-off!
Additionally, most- if not all chapters- have been pre-written. I'll be posting four-five per week until I catch up to where I am! Then progress will slow to two-three per two weeks, unless I can keep up with the pace. Please enjoy!
----Buia Donatoreno is a former Mafioso who aims to be a hero, despite her father's wishes. She enrolls in UA, where she meets an array of colourful personalities.
Will this girl, with her history in villainy, be able to leave it behind and forge a bright new future? -
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You best friend Shadowheart finally convinced you to get some help for your anxiety and overall mental health, though you claim to be just fine; you know deep down that ex-boyfriends and other family trauma/drama is wearing you down. It's time to act!
...Who knew therapists could also be kinky?!
Note: This is a Astarion/Tav(reader) focused fic, but other BG3 character will 'participate' here as well. And as always PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE mind the tags!!
Updates twice a day until completion!
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What I wouldn't give (to see the end of the horizon) by TheOne_who_Lovesthe_Moon
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
24 Jun 2025
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Xiao is desperatly in love with Aether.
So when Aether mentions that some guy named Lyney gave him a rainbow rose, Xiao finds himself needing to protect what is his.
(Rating & Tags will evolve along with the story as chapters are added as to avoid spoilers) ^^
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【巴里x你】Glitch in Us 错位 by andrealovit
Fandoms: DC Extended Universe, The Flash (Movie 2023)
24 Jun 2025
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游戏出错。
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What’s Left When the Time Runs Out by Rhaeneryss
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Iron Man (Movies), Marvel
24 Jun 2025
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*Post Civil War*
The Avengers are broken.
Captain America and his team are fugitives, while Tony Stark is trying to hold together what remains.Caught in the middle of it all is Jane Russo, ex-S.H.I.E.L.D. agent. Dangerously gifted and with a body that seems to refuse to age.
Years ago, she was sent to stop Tony from destroying himself, but she did way more than that.
She loved him.
She sacrificed everything for him.
And she made sure he would never remember.
But fate has a twisted sense of timing, and now that Jane is back in Tony’s orbit,
S.H.I.E.L.D. has a new mission for her:
To infiltrate a black market auction, Jane must pose as the wife of Bucky Barnes.
The man who tore Tony’s life apart, the one she was prepared to hate.And she does hate him. At the beginning.
Until the days stretch long, and the nights grow quiet, and she starts to see the cracks in him—scars that look too much like hers. That’s when she realizes: hate was never the right word.
And it never will be.With a far greater threat looming, Jane must decide which truth she’s willing to fight for, and which man she’s willing to break for.
And time is running out.
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if you bet on a losing dog by intothewildblueyonder for snailest
Fandoms: Conclave (2024), Conclave - Robert Harris
24 Jun 2025
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He wonders if Thomas is sharing Innocentius’s bed already, if he thinks it far too large for one man, a man revered for his isolation. The things Aldo has thought of doing on that bed, dreams with no real heat or desire, just a sense of being called to do something. Of filling a need. Making daddy proud. What a sad, foolish man he is.
(It is the fate of men like Aldo Bellini that their fathers will never like them, and there's not much use betting on love.
It is the fate of men like Aldo Bellini that even the holiest of Fathers will turn away from them).
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Scrum & Bare It by Abdel kaoolomocro (AbdelKaoolomocro), JAK25, Little_Pan_Bean
Fandoms: Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic)
24 Jun 2025
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After France beats England to the Six Nations cup, Team Captain Nick and the queer members of the French rugby team are treated to a three week LGBTQIA+ cruise around the Caribbean. The only issue is the English team are there too.
Charlie books himself and his friends on a LGBTQIA+ cruise to celebrate his birthday, and to commiserate the loss of the Six Nations. The only problem is his arch nemesis, both on and off the field, Nick Nelson is there with his teammates.
Is three weeks stuck on the same cruise too long, or not long enough for these two rivals?
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choice (noun)
an act of choosing between two or more possibilities.Erik Lehnsherr's life was a collection of choices – he liked to think that not all of them were bad.
Erik chose to respond to Charles Xavier's flirting at the bar he works in. He chose to agree to a meeting with him, and then he chose to agree to another one, and another, and another. He chose to fuck him, to talk to him, to get to know him.
What Erik certainly didn't choose was that he will fall in love with him.
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- Part 9 of Erik is suffering because i love him
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I'm not how they hoped by izzythamizzy
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
24 Jun 2025
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What would happen to Nesta if she conformed in ways the the Inner Circle didn't all appreciate or like? What if she found her way out from it and ended up finding people who appreciated her for what she is?
Story is set at the start in Velaris and will grow from just Nesta being isolated to finding friends and realizing you don't have to be deeply changed to be allowed and worthy of love. Sometimes you need out of the stiffling enviroment you are in to see everything much clearer.
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Vincent and Thomas confess their newfound desires for one another in the night prior to Vincent's election as pope.
Several months later, and Vincent is flourishing in his role as Holy Father. Thomas fears that his feelings will end up killing him.
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The Visit To The Order by Smurfy_Stories_In_General (AnimationFan2006)
Fandoms: Les Schtroumpfs | The Smurfs
24 Jun 2025
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Lily, Storm and Blossom finally get to visit the Belgium Division's fortress and Moxie and Smurfette's fellow Smurfettes. During the visit, Papa, Willow and Noel talk while Lily and Moxie further their relationship somewhat...
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We might learn how to forgive him. by explicit_slug (big_slug)
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
24 Jun 2025
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Of the few things Will knows, he is certain about only one thing; He is broken. His mind is twisted, bent, the wrong way around. Despite Jonathan telling him he's fine, Will knows the truth. His time in the clutches of Martin Brenner and Henry Creel only made it worse. What hope is there for him? And why are there so many people suddenly on his side?
Or: Will's slow and difficult road of recovery after escaping a conversion therapy camp.
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- Part 2 of The things people do to each other...
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Yechan laughs at something dumb Yujun says from across the practice room and Seeun looks away like it burns. It’s not anything special, not one of those giggles Yechan saves for inside jokes, or soft teasing. It’s loud and kind of ugly, but full of real joy. It makes Seeun want to claw his ears out.
(title from ethel cain's family tree)
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- Part 4 of xikers fics
- Part 7 of Projecting onto Idols
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4 months since he left her in that parking lot.
Today's been especially hard.
As she sits on the couch, wine bottle in hand, ready to drown her sorrows in it, she opens it and pours some in a glass.
One sip, then two, then three.
Her phone buzzes.
It's 1:30 in the morning.
Who's texting her now?
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Tim: Lycy imsprry fir evrting
Tim: I lpbe yiu sp micj
Tim: plrase cimr hime
And she's rushing out of her apartment.
She wonders why she's here. Why she still cares.
But then she remembers the house she's standing in front of.
And suddenly, she doesn't feel so hesitant anymore.
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Your number one by 00_00
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
24 Jun 2025
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Izuku is left alone with his thoughts and isn’t mentally strong enough to deal with them alone
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Unconscious Incentive by Samron
Fandoms: 幽☆遊☆白書 | YuYu Hakusho: Ghost Files (Anime & Manga), Kurama - Fandom
24 Jun 2025
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Marshall was desperate, his life was crumbling; his past destroying his future. But, once he saw the redhead, he couldn't stop himself. What was wrong with just asking his name?
Kurama needed a fix to his own problems, forcing him out in search for a willing participant--being on his heat was humiliating. But, he'd have to submit to it eventually before it caused issues. He'd need to accept this random man's invitation, a gift to fix this curse that will forever follow him.