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Rumi never planned on coming back. After losing her mom, she left without a trace – until one moment changed everything. A year later, she’s back in New York, hiding behind music and the two brothers who survived alongside her.
Then Zoey and Mira walk back into her life. Old wounds reopen, melodies pull them closer, and buried feelings rise to the surface. But Rumi’s past isn’t done with her, and healing might be the hardest mission she’s ever faced.
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Content Warnings: This story contains depictions of combat violence, suicidal thoughts and ideation, self-worth struggles, and themes of alcohol abuse and sobriety, and PTSD.Ultimately, though, this is a story about healing - we just have to get through the bumps first. :)
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A Flower of Rue Grows in My Heart for You by GhostDragonYana
Fandoms: This Murder Was Staged - Patrick Greene and Jason Pizzarello
17 Oct 2025
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Found the other fic for this fandom and the gc went nuts over it. So this stemmed from that. We need more fics for this show, it’s such a good show (and I want to read fics about this show).
If you haven’t read “Black hair” by Crowman, you should read that’s fic too, it’s from the same fandom so we love.
Like the other fic, this is likely also gonna be written in small chapeters that are posted fairly often (at least that’s the hope). -
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Two little hiccups in the course of fate changed everything for the puppet. The upload to the Spamton Neo body was delayed, and the arrival of Queen to castle town is made initially impossible by a staff member walking in once the fountain is sealed. Left in the body with the realization that he will never be free, Spamton clings to vengeance as all he has left. Following through however, can be more difficult than it may first appear.
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Marya looks at her for a long moment, as though trying to parse the words. They were simple words.
“Do you want me to get Monty?”
Van moves her arm and tentacles in exasperation, wincing at the way she inadvertently stretches her wounds at it. Why does everyone insist on Monty translating what is understandable? Are they stupid? Did they start speaking a different language while she was away?
Marya furrows her brows at the upset motion and lets her eyes roam over Van like she is some complex puzzle that needs to be solved.
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- Part 11 of Van Chapman Whumptober '25
- Part 4 of Eternal Ocean
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10 000 years in the warp is a very, very long time...
And Mort spend it meeting with his brothers. Now, if they could stop bringing up soulmates, it would be almost tolerable.
Almost.
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- Part 3 of Soulmate au
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What if She-Ra never came when Adora held Catra's body on Prime's ship?
What if Adora surrendered to Horde Prime?
A canon-divergent reimagination of the episode - "Save the Cat"CW: reader discretion is advised.
This story contains themes of death & resurrection (temporary major character death), grief, depression, psychological manipulation, body horror, religious indoctrination, identity loss, possession, and themes of self-blame and hopelessness.
Additional warning include graphic depictions of injury, detailed resurrection imagery, emotional breakdowns, dissociation, and trauma-related panic.
There are also elements of cult imagery, forced transformation, mind control, as well as consensual sexual content in later chapters.
Please read with care if you are sensitive to any of the above mentioned topics.
The story ultimately resolves in healing, love and recovery but the journey there is dark.
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PodFic_Viridian: The Green Guide by DistractedByBooks for Clouds (myheadinthecoudsnotcomingdown)
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
17 Oct 2025
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After his dream is finally crushed, Izuku isn’t quite sure there’s anything left for him to live for, but...he can’t exactly kill himself either, not without hurting the people he cares the most about. So, when he realizes that the quirkless can’t technically be vigilantes, it seems like the best of both worlds. He’ll be able to save people even without being a hero and, if he happens to die while he’s at it...well, like Kacchan said, maybe he’d be born with a quirk in the next life.
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- Part 1 of Clouds' For The Want Of A Nail Series
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In a Catholic school where students dedicate their lives to God, the church bells ring as children rush to the prayer room, among them Nikolai and Kyura. However, as they immerse themselves in their faith, one of them begins to struggle with feelings for someone they shouldn’t have.
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Rowan have been sober for a few months now, slowly but surely overgoing their addiction. As they went outside, they run accross their little brother they haven't seen un a while, and decide to have a sibling day together.
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- Part 1 of Shattered Sky
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- 2,157
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Puts John in the horny torture vortex for the fourth time
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- Part 7 of Kinkwhumptobers & Febuwhumps
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The Trainer's Guide to the Pokémon World: Volume 3; Kanto by HDGKNG42
Fandoms: Pocket Monsters | Pokemon (Anime 1997-2023)
17 Oct 2025
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Following the events of Hoenn, Max and Bonnie are forced into hiding in the Kanto Region. With Team Terra's power and influence continuing to grow, and Ash leading the fight against them, Max is beginning to feel the pressure of being at the centre of all of this.
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- Part 3 of The Trainer's Guide to the Pokémon World
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When the chance of a lifetime is offered to Zoey, everyone's excited to see her spread her wings, her mentor Celine included. As the two celebrate and share personal anecdotes, Zoey realizes that Celine seems… lonely. Celine insists she doesn't mind, but Zoey wants her to get back out there and find a special someone— an idea that fills Celine with hesitation, especially when she suddenly can't stop thinking about the one person to show interest in her personal life: Zoey.
(You probably think this is just age gap smut. I promise, it’s deeper than that.)
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Slavetober 2025 - Day 15-16
The Day of purity. The longest day of the year, a day for punishment and confession of sins. The good slaves got lovingly punished at home by their Masters, the bad slaves got punished communally in the street. She knew what category she fit into.
Prompts: Public sex/exhibitionism, Rescue/damsel in distress, Restrains, Holiday, Public humiliation
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- Part 7 of I bet on losing dogs
- Part 13 of Slavetober 2025
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Kris figuring out complicated feelings by themselves while Suselle schemes to make Kris their third.
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Sentry Down! Dispenser Down! What's Next? by Anonymous
Fandoms: Forsaken (Roblox), Roblox (Video Game)
17 Oct 2025
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Always hope for the better, stand for the other.
He will fall, but it doesn't mean that he can't enjoy the ride. Though, he will have to face himself at the end, no matter what.
(Aka. Builderman with a bunch of issues interacts with new people, and starts to discover what the hell is happening around him. Would he ever get to have a therapy? Let's find out!)Series
- Part 1 of SDDDWN? Series
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Everyone looks different under the moonlight. All of the contestants have been changed, but no two feel the same way about what they've become.
Or; fourteen characters, and just as many opinions on their moonscorched forms.
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- 5,055
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【蝙中心/授翻】Collateral Damage 附带损害 by Katsuki (Kurobaen)
Fandoms: Justice League - All Media Types, Batman - All Media Types
17 Oct 2025
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一次任务后，正义联盟谈论起社会名流。他们因布鲁斯韦恩的私生活对其大肆贬损，而他们不知道的是，布鲁斯本人就坐在离他们五英尺远的地方。
布鲁斯开始自我崩溃。
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I'm known as a right-hand slugger (anybody else wanna touch my lover?) by Multifandom_damnation for ashyjingles
Fandoms: Teen Wolf (TV)
17 Oct 2025
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Theo’s first mistake was caring too much about his place in the pack and letting the Hunters take them hostage. His second mistake was thinking that being in the cages made them somewhat safe. And his third, and final, mistake was thinking that Liam wouldn’t find some way to get himself in trouble.
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After the events of the Black Market Territory War, Legoshi is able to live the life he wanted.
After erasing his criminal record, he marries Haru, buys a house, and the two experience one of the most beautiful and important stages of their lives: becoming parents.
But having a hybrid child worries Legoshi greatly, as he can't help but think about everything that happened with Melon. Haru and the most important people in his life help him overcome these inner fears.
His son will not have an easy time growing up, even more so when he attends the same Cherryton School, but he has the support of his parents and another hybrid who also attends.
As time goes by, he begins to have many doubts and questions about how his parents met and how he got his visible scars.