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How to (not) run from your past by random_snowflake
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
09 Jul 2025
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Kaeya's work-trip to Sumeru was coming up. The one he was not coming back from. That decision was set in stone for a while by the man.
As the carefully build fasade of the seemingly perfect Cavalry Captain starts to crumble under the pressure, his tired mind to an only possible solution. An escape. A way to let it all go, a way to end the seemingly endless suffering.
But sometimes, the world has other plans, and so the hurt heart of a man who has given up opon the world may be given a second chance.And that in a way one would least expect. -
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She got help from him twice—now he needs her help.
As Severus Snape is found unconscious in his house, Minerva McGonagall turns to Hermione because she might be the only one able to find out what's wrong with him after St Mungo's has given up.A story about dealing with your past and accepting the present.
(Non-con/violence doesn't happen between Hermione and Severus.)
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- Part 3 of Medicus (english)
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Buck's used to being loud and taking up space. But lately, it feels like everyone else is talking without him. Tommy's too busy with his newfound popularity. Eddie's laughing more and spending more time with Tommy. And Buck–Buck's still trying to catch up to a conversation that keeps moving without him. There's something growing in the quiet between them. He just doesn't know what it means yet.
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Sing Me Back by dodasaurio
Fandoms: KPop Demon Hunters (2025), 데뷔 못 하면 죽는 병 걸림 - 백덕수 | Debut or Die - Baek Deoksoo
09 Jul 2025
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[You have 365 days to debut… or die]
That’s what the screen said.
Not wake up and try again, not find your path, not even live.
Just debut…or disappear.Jinu never asked for a second chance.
He wasn’t looking to rewrite the past.
Not after what he did.
Not after who he became.And yet, here he was… alive, somehow, in a body too young to carry his sins, in a world that moved three years behind his last memory.
A world where she might still exist.
A world where he was just a stranger again.The rules are simple.
Debut. Rise. Win.
Or vanish forever.This time, without powers.
Without allies.
Without her.But he still has one thing.
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Riki spirals, and Sunoo tries to pull him out.
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- Part 36 of sunki aus
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So, I'm gonna die 🙃
Tags, rules, grammar, allat. Literally see you never.
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- Part 1 of Death Sentiments
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Percy Jackson and the Punishment by Eulenheuler
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types
09 Jul 2025
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As the third book of the new trilogy will probably be released in 2027, I decided to step up and take things into my own hands. So this is how I imagine the perfect third book, which will of course be much angstier than Rick would ever allow. The Percy Angst representation in this fandom is also horrible, because why is it either completely ignored or every other character gets completely mischaracterized to seem toxic and add more fire to the fuel? As I said, this is the closest to the books it can get while also being a bit more ya like. So…enjoy I guess!
Oh, completely forgot that this was meant to be a summary, but I don’t wan to spoil anyway, so just trust the process.- Language:
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The Curse of Curves by Hyuge
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
09 Jul 2025
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Katsuki was a mage that happily lived a nomadic lifestyle until he had the misfortune of encountering the notorious tyrant dragon king. He was prepared for death. What he wasn't prepared for, was the dragon declaring he would make Katsuki his bride. Whisked away to a hostile kingdom where he has no allies to help him, Katsuki must appease the dragon king until he can find a way to escape. Escape is never easy when the threat of death is constantly looming over one's shoulder.
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Joker replied by thrusting a travel cup of coffee towards Crow. “It’s a little cold. I hope you don’t mind.”
Crow gave a small wave. “No thank you. I’m picky about my coffee.”
“I know someone who also says they’re picky about their coffee. They say they don’t like sweets either, but I’ve been sneaking sugar in their coffee for the past week, and they told me that I’ve been making their coffee better than usual lately.” Joker twisted the cap off the cup and took a sip.
“Glad to know that you openly admit to poisoning people.”
“Yeah, and what are you gonna do about it? Arrest me?”
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What would happen if you found out that the criminal you’ve been investigating is the same guy you’ve been pining after for months?
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“I don’t want to be here.”
But the reply was cold, unyielding.
“You don’t have a choice.”Conflicted, trembling, he asked,
“Why me? Why this?”The answer came like a quiet curse,
“Because only you can keep me sane.”“I’m not yours.”
“You already belong to me, whether you like it or not.” He stepped closer.
He pleaded, voice raw with pain,
“Stop pretending like this is some twisted game.”But desire twisted into madness.
“Isn’t it? Every moment with you is a battle I’m willing to lose.”Exhaustion threatened to swallow him whole.
“I’m tired—tired of your control, your obsession.”Yet the truth remained undeniable.
“But you’re still here. You never leave.”A desperate question, barely a whisper.
“Do you even see me as a person?”The answer, sharp and haunting.
“I see you as everything I crave, everything I can’t have.”His voice broke, a final surrender.
“You’re breaking me.”
__OR: In a world where soukoku can't be together until a certain shadow is dealt with.
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Maria Campbell of the Astral Clocktower by Shadow_Crystal_Mage
Fandoms: 乙女ゲームの破滅フラグしかない悪役令嬢に転生してしまった… - 山口悟 | My Next Life as a Villainess - Yamaguchi Satoru (Light Novels), 乙女ゲームの破滅フラグしかない悪役令嬢に転生してしまった… | My Next Life as a Villainess (Anime), Bloodborne (Video Game), Dark Souls (Video Games), Demon's Souls, Sekiro: Shadows Die Twice (Video Game), Zombieland Saga (Anime), Elden Ring (Video Game)
09 Jul 2025
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Maria Campbell remembers an old life. A life bathed in blood. A fishing hamlet. A research hall of many floors and many patients. And a stranger who insisted on corpse-fishing...
AKA, that fic where a grimdark DLC boss is reincarnated in fluffy otome-land and still acts like she's in a FromSoftware game (that's NOT Cookies & Cream)... -
Thinking with my Dick by QuackingCrow420
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga)
09 Jul 2025
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When Yuuji stormed out of his apartment that night, he'd expected a few things to happen—he'd get drunk, have fun, and forget how shitty his two friends were being.
What he hadn’t expected was to run into an old friend, go home with him, and kiss him…again and again and again…
When just a kiss turns into a secret relationship, Yuuji finds himself having to navigate these unfamiliar waters on his own, and that's when things really get complicated.
Follow Yuuji on his journey through every good, bad, and ugly emotion you could imagine as he learns how to love and be loved in return.
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Yuuji stood up and walked to the entrance of the living room. He leaned against the doorway, attempting and gloriously failing to look calm cool and collected. "You're...you're fucking with me...right?" Yuuji managed to get out with the help of a nervous laugh.
"Not at all."
Satoru continued, "You're cute. I'm hot. We're both adults. I personally don't care that you're one of Megumi's friends or a bit younger than me, and I think it'd be fun to be your little...experiment" the smirk on Satoru's face was...compelling.
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- Part 1 of Call You Mine
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In saving Gustave at the cliff, Verso gets more than he bargained for as the ray of sunshine called Gustave gets teleported with him to the Crimson Forest.
Meanwhile, an exasperated Lune and a sympathetic Sciel deal with a grieving Maelle as they search for Gustave.
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'It was a split-second decision, one Verso hadn’t known he was going to make. But the instant he saw the despair on Maelle’s face, a flash of his Alicia behind her pale eyes, Verso ran. There was a flash of bright, multicolored light, and all he could remember thinking was a symphony of, “Not now, not here–not him .”
He didn’t have time to overthink it like usual. He ran, and the instant that his fingers touched the expeditioner’s blood-soaked uniform, there was a tug in his gut. Everything went black and white. Not like the gradient that Alicia uses to stop time. This was something different, something from a Painter. But there wasn’t much time to think about that while hurtling through the air faster than Esquie could say, “Weeee.”
At least he couldn’t die.'
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After Gi-hun fulfills his goal of stopping the games with the unexpected help of the Frontman, In-ho decides to start a new life on Jeju Island, struggling with the temptation of suicide every time he remembers his tragic past, including the hatred Gi-hun feels toward him, which causes In-ho to develop the Hanahaki disease.
At first, In-ho dismisses the symptoms, but when he sees the flowers stained with his own blood that he coughs up, it feels like a small glimmer of hope in his miserable life. Meanwhile, as Gi-hun spends more time with In-ho, he begins to feel something special, something even stronger than what he felt with Young-il.
Could it be possible for Gi-hun to love In-ho before it's too late?
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In which the family try and knit themselves back together after a surprise suicide attempt rocks their progress.
Heavy on heavy topics (bad way of putting it I know).
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A series of one shots featuring both platonic and romantic Merthur.
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1.Head Injury/Concussion
2.Birthday
3.Suicide attempt
4.Wound tending
5.Bathing
6.Jealousy
7.Hypothermia
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The Dormouse by totaltay
Fandoms: 今際の国のアリス | Imawa no Kuni no Alice | Alice in Borderland (TV)
09 Jul 2025
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Nara Michiko couldn't believe life could get any worse. Until she was forced into games where winning meant life or death. Now she must learn to trust herself and others in order to survive.
Chishiya Shuntaro was tired. His life had lost its meaning and he struggled to understand the value of other's lives. Until the games began to make him understand.
Let the games begin.
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- Part 1 of Ghosts of the Borderlands
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Emerald Clovers and Citrine Sakuras by Dovesliveon
Fandoms: 名探偵コナン | Detective Conan | Case Closed, Magic Kaito
09 Jul 2025
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Not every world can keep on the same track. Sometimes something throws it off, sometimes someone. In this world, the existence of soulmates tilted the story a bit to the left, but the girls did the rest.
Kuroba Kichi got reincarnated into Kaito's family. She doesn't know the story, not really. But she has enough bits and pieces that she isn't about to let Kaito get himself killed on his lonesome.
Kudo Natsuki got adopted by Yukiko while she was in the US. A little too intelligent for a child, her past is a mystery to those around her.
A final girl awaits, far in the story. Her name and past shall remain veiled.
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Crown of Roses (Comic) by SnickerzAndDoodlez
Fandoms: Henry Stickmin Series (Video Games)
09 Jul 2025
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The Aquatic Division of the Toppat Clan and most of its inhabitants have blown up in a sudden and unexplained "accident", leaving Ellie Rose- one of the few survivors- to be transferred to the airship division, home of Chief Terrence Suave himself. But Suave isn't all he seems to be, and Ellie has taken it upon herself to overthrow him- accompanied by her two new friends, Reginald and "Lefty". But Suave has eyes everywhere... and everyone has a secret to hide.
This prequel-fic comic is named an AU mostly for minor inconsistencies (The way Sven talks about the airship implies that he was part of a different division, whereas in this he's part of the airship, for example), but I hope you can enjoy it nonetheless!
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- Part 1 of Crown of Roses
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But Friend, This Cage is Inside Out by Its_Kingston
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
09 Jul 2025
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Uraraka Ochako, perhaps more well known as Uravity, had made a name for herself at only twenty-six. Despite being nothing more than a crisis aversion hero, she rose through the ranks, settling at the number eight spot. After a rescue mission during a major earthquake leads to career-ending damage, Uraraka is stuck searching for another job. When Midoriya visits her with a job offer as good as any, she reluctantly takes it. Working at a villain reformation prison might not be such a terrible job… at least she'll still be able to help people.
Toga Himiko was twenty-three when her world was flipped upside down. Now at twenty-seven, she finds life duller. After what happened to the League, all she had were those stupid little missions. Killing time, killing the competition, killing for the sake of it. It all blurred. It was a run-in with Japan's number one hero that got her dumped into that stupid reform prison. She’d rather be rotting in Tartarus than trapped with people who only want to change her, yet that’s where she finds herself… at least the guards there might provide some level of entertainment.