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  1. Rec 1

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    PODFIC of this hilarious story to celebrate the two year anniversary of its posting.

    Fried Mozzarella synopsis:

    Nick is a sucker for a good deal. And for mozzarella sticks.

    But sir, this is a Chili's. Things are not always what they seem.

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    22 Feb 2025

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  2. Public Bookmark 10

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    21 Feb 2025

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    “But you got me thinking last night,” says Nick. “I couldn’t stand that you thought I just wanted to throw you a—a—”

    “Pity fuck?” Charlie smirks over his tea.

    Nick shakes his head and digs into his own pastry. “Yes, that. You’ve been waiting all these years to meet someone who makes you feel safe and loved. And God, Charlie, you’re my best friend. Of course I want you to have that experience for your first time. So many people’s first times are utter shit. Mine was utter shit. I’d be an awful friend if I didn’t want you to have the best possible experience.”

    Charlie has no idea where he’s going with this.

    “So,” Nick says, a little nervous, “if you don’t want the first experience to be with me, then as your best friend, I feel it is my duty to help you find the person it will be with. If you want.”
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    Blame Bridgerton Season 3 for this one. Wingman!Nick to Virgin!Charlie. What could possibly go wrong?

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    18 Feb 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 30

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    In a world where, in the time leading up to when you meet your Soulmate, you get their first words to you inked on your skin.

    Charlie Spring just received his, and he is not happy about it.

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    18 Feb 2025

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    Charlie agreed to join a band during his first year at Leeds for a bit of fun, and one of their songs went viral. Now he has fans, and those fans find it hard to believe a jock like Nick could possibly be dating the Charlie Spring, the hot, emo drummer of their new favourite band. Charlie is having none of that, thank you very much.

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    16 Feb 2025

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    Charlie’s new friends at university find it hard to believe that he’s dating the Nick Nelson, rugby hero and campus celebrity. Nick is having none of that, thank you very much.

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    15 Feb 2025

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    Inspired by Taylor Swift's Delicate

    A delicate situation where they don't quite know where they stand. Let's watch them work it out, shall we? Like the voyeurs we all are!

    Labelled M for now but this may morph into an E! 😁 (Who are we kidding, it is practically a dead cert)

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    08 Feb 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 28

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    Happy Christmas and a Merry Friends to Lovers!

    Prompt: Charlie’s partner passed away last year around the holidays, so Christmas this year is feeling difficult. His best friend Nick has been there for him through and through, and invites Charlie over to his family Christmas so Charlie doesn’t have to be alone or face his family. Friends to lovers baby - happy holidays.

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    06 Feb 2025

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    "I like to… how can I put this… I’m something of a glutton for the build up to things.”

    Nick can only nod. His feet are cemented in place with his back supported by the wood of the office door. Charlie has made his way over to his desk to shrug off his tote bag before turning back to Nick.

    “But you…” Charlie shakes his head. “You’re something of a trial for my historically unblemished patience, Nick.”

    Or, the one where Charlie is a sex therapist and his game gets Nick giggling in his lap on the first date.

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    06 Feb 2025

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    Nick’s first impression of Whitley-on-Water is that it looks exactly like something off the front of one of his grandma’s jigsaw puzzles.

    Nick escapes to a quaint English village for a Christmas getaway and meets someone unexpected. It might be just the gift he needs.

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    03 Feb 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 27

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    Nick needs to improve his fitness, Charlie needs to exercise for his mental health. They both join a gym.
    You can guess the rest!

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    02 Feb 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 86

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    Finding something — or someone — else to blame has become second nature to Charlie at this point, and he’s very proud of it, thank you very much. Society, Harry Greene, his secondary school teachers who didn’t care about bullying as long as he got good marks, his university lecturers with their classist view of literature, the BBC, gender roles, Freud, his mother, the U.S., London public transport on rainy days (every day), The Sun, the royal family and, best of all, Nick’s heterosexuality.

    But no matter how much he thinks about it, he can't quite figure out why Donald Trump in the fucking White House or the Tories in Parliament would want to conspire against him — aside from homophobia, obviously.

    So, when it comes down to it, the only person Charlie can blame for his current situation is himself, his stupidity, and nothing else.

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    or, Nick visits Charlie after many months apart. Nine days and seven moments to reconnect and uncover more about each other. A domestic friends-to-lovers starring Nick with a beard and Charlie trying (and failing) to keep it together.

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    28 Jan 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 34

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    Nick and Charlie are fanfic writers who belong to the same fandom Discord community. When Nick shouts out one of Charlie's fics, it leads to a growing online friendship. Then the possibility of meeting in person presents itself and Charlie wonders if he can keep his growing crush under control.

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    25 Jan 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 9

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    24 Jan 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 24

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    Nick and Charlie meet volunteering at Darcy's summer fair. Things happen..

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    24 Jan 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 25

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    Nick has been sure that he found his best friend and the love of his life from a young age. Five times Nick talks with his friends and family about about spending forever with Charlie and one time he makes their future a real thing -- spanning from Charlie's last year of secondary to past university

    The first time - Nelson family holiday before Charlie starts year 13; Charlie's 17 and Nick's 18

    The second time - Charlie's end of year 13 party; Charlie's 18 and Nick's 19

    The third time - late March during Nick's second year and Charlie's first year at uni; Charlie's 18 and Nick's 20

    The fourth time - June at the end of Charlie's second year and Nick's last year at uni; Charlie's 20 and Nick's 21

    The fifth time - the beginning of December when Charlie's 22 and Nick's 24

    The bonus time - middle of October when Charlie's 25 and Nick's 27

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    21 Jan 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 7

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    Charlie, author of a best selling book, is interviewed by Imogen on her podcast, Omegathon.

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    17 Jan 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 42

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    Charlie reaches the thorny, hot-and-frosty stage of recovery that Nick had been expecting in the second week. He snaps at both of them and retreats into sullen silences. He steals all of Nick’s hoodies the second Nick takes them off, pretending not to know that Nick only put them on them in the first place so he could leave them out for Charlie.

    Ball of fury that he is in the day, Charlie uncurls at night, just before and while he sleeps. There are no prickly or sarcastic comments as he drapes himself over Nick or drags Nick’s arm or head over the top of him. Nick wisely doesn’t point out the change. He lets himself snuggle and be snuggled. For a few moments after he wakes up, Morning Charlie will be soft and clingy and affectionate, until a bit more consciousness filters in and he starts grumbling for caffeine.

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    12 Jan 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 84

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    “What are the chances,” Charlie says, wide-eyed, “... that after a year of being too chickenshit to actually ask out anyone we liked … we now both have actual real-world dates in the same week?”

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    12 Jan 2025

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    11 Jan 2025

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