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    Caranthir sighs, disgusted, and sits on the bed, as far as he can get from Celegorm without appearing like he’s halfway to crawling out of his skin. “I didn’t come back to life so I could hear how much my dying traumatized you.”

    “You fucking bastard,” says Celegorm, and lunges.

    [When Caranthir is reborn into Valinor, he must deal with everything he left behind in Beleriand- the annoying brothers, the overbearing parents, the family he lost and will never regain.

    But there are things that Caranthir does not know. There are lies that have not yet been unwound. There are mercies he has never expected. It takes orange trees, infuriating brothers, silver ribbons and unseasonal thunderstorms, but slowly Caranthir learns precisely how wrong he is.]

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    30 Aug 2024

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    Bittersweet Caranthir/Haleth. Explores grief and loss. <3

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    Fingon dies at the Nirnaeth Arnoediad. He returns sixty-five years later.

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    13 Sep 2024

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    One of the best fix-it of sorts, Fingon + the kidnap fam <3 Happy/hopeful ending.

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    Starting in 1300 Years of the Trees and ending with the burning of the ships at Losgar: Maitimo and Findekáno become friends and gradually become something more while Maitimo struggles with his sexuality and Findekáno pretends that he isn't going through the same thing. But then the lies of Morgoth come between them, and Findekáno makes a choice that will haunt them for the rest of their days in this lifetime. But no matter what else happens, they will always come back together, even as the skies of Valinor darken.

    This began with my desire to write a story charting Fingon and Maedhros' developing relationship and the troubles that they might have faced in a society dominated by Manwë and Varda. Then it exploded.

    As a warning, after chapter 21, there will be Silm-typical violence and a Gil-Galad origin story, along with the deaths of Finwë and Fëanáro.

    The title comes from the chorus of Matchbox Twenty’s Mad Season.

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    18 Sep 2024

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    Russingon. Years of the Trees. One of my all time favourites, with amazing dynamics. Tackles homophobia, comphet, questions of loyalty. A terrifying scene with Melkor being a creep, Maedhros-Feanor confrontations. Amazing.

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    “Understand that if we do this, Belmont, there is no going back. There is no exit once this threshold is crossed. But we have little choice. And no time.”

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    10 Nov 2024

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    Trevor x Alucard, so much blood but they love each other so much

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    "The Sleeping Soldier will be met by a hunter, a scholar, and a priest." This was the prophecy of heroes, passed down by the Speakers, and they hadn't been wrong yet.

    Lucian Enache has always known she was different, and being claimed as her mother's firstborn son and given to the church as a baby is just the tip of the iceberg. It's not until she falls in with the last son of the Belmonts, a Speaker magician, and the son of Dracula himself that she starts to realise just how strange she and her powers really are.

    As they journey across Wallachia and beyond, it soon becomes clear that the prophecy runs a lot deeper than just defeating the King of Vampires.

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    24 Jan 2025

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    Alucard/Oc/Trevor/Sypha (more Alucard/OC and Trevor/Sypha). Main OC is a monk, a "living relic" with magical powers. Good characterisation, exploration of trauma and grief. Loved it!