Poppies_and_Lilacs
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- Hermitcraft SMP (5)
- Evolution SMP (1)
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ashes of a scent I used to call home by Poppies_and_Lilacs for ScreamingFangirl
Fandoms: Hermitcraft SMP
25 Jul 2025
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Contains Spoilers for "What to Expect When You're Not Expecting" by ScreamingFangirl!
Phoenix couldn't go into his parents’ nest.
It was not as if he’d been forbidden to, no way! His parents had long since gotten used to his tendencies of hopping from his cousin’s beds to their home nest, back to his own bed. Hell, during an especially clingy phase he hadn’t slept a single night in his own bed at all!
But no, this was different. This was a barrier that formed in his own mind the day he presented as a beta. A tiny voice that caused his heart to race, his stomach to clench in an odd mix of anxiety and nausea, his thoughts racing in circles and spirals and-
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After presenting as a Beta everything is so different and Phoenix has trouble coping with it. -
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Contains Spoilers for "What to Expect When You're Not Expecting" by ScreamingFangirl!
“I want what they have.” He whispered ashamed.
“I want it so badly, and they didn't even- they didn’t even want it! They didn't even try! Fuck, I shouldn't think like this- they’re our pack, we need to keep them safe and I am scared I’ll-” he choked on his words, not able to vocalize them.Not able to admit out loud what hid in his deepest core.
“...I swear I’m trying…” he whimpered softly.
“I am pushing the feelings all down, they don’t deserve to see this- the pack needs me, needs us and I just-”“Keralis, love-” Xisuma started gently, his hand still brushing through his hair. Voice gentle, as if he was talking to an injured animal.
Worry. Worry. Worry. Protect. Love.
The omega lifted his head to look into his mate’s eyes, inhaling shakily before he blurted out:
“Xisuma, I think I need professional help. I keep- I can’t-” he shook his head, clenching his eyes shut as he scrambled for the right words.“I want to stand proud by your side. I can’t keep bottling up. I- I think I’ll break if I keep going.”
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- Part 2 of WTE Keralis Xisuma Baby
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Grian had been running for what felt like hours, gliding through the deep void in an attempt to escape the Watchers.
After finally finding a server to hide in he quickly realises that it was, in fact, not abandoned as he had assumed.When Xisuma went to check the new Hermitcraft Server he saw an intruder hack into it - quite literally.
Though it quickly turns out that the intruder was more a fugitive, running away from the very monsters the admin hated with his entire being.Walking a thin line between truth and lie Grian tries his best to cling to the new safe haven to heal up and hide from his captors, making more connections than he had preferred.
Sadly the Watchers had their own plans with their little disobedient experiment. -
Reaching for something to hold onto by Poppies_and_Lilacs for ScreamingFangirl
Fandoms: Hermitcraft SMP
21 Jan 2025
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Contains Spoilers for "What to Expect When You're Not Expecting" by ScreamingFangirl!
Chapter 16 AU: If Scar had left the party to find Grian
Sure, Grian and Scar could finally enjoy their time together, finally let the bond properly settle after remating on new years.
If it weren't for those persistent cramps Grian still got.
It if weren't for them getting worse enough for them to call their pack leaders for help....If only it weren't for their last intercourse being a month ago, leading to a horrible conclusion from Xisuma and Keralis.
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Because he is my life by Poppies_and_Lilacs for ScreamingFangirl
Fandoms: Hermitcraft SMP
17 Aug 2024
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He had messed up, void Xisuma had messed up so badly.
And now he was left behind in their home, struggling to calm his racing mind while trying to come up with a way to fix their relationship before it fully shatters.
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- Part 1 of WTE Keralis Xisuma Baby
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