nonagesimitis (Symbio)
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Helena has always wanted a loving dad. Mark has always wanted a daughter. They make it work.
Or five times Helena almost calls Mark “daddy” and one time she does.
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Helena doesn't know how to want anything for herself, and yet, when Mark comes to her tent with kindness rather than admonition, she can't help but want him. Even if she knows she shouldn't. Even if she knows it's wrong.
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Helena has made many wrong choices before, bur she never seems to learn her lesson, she always circles back to choosing incorrectly time after time. She tells herself tonight will be different—she knows she's lying. -
Penalty Shot by nonagesimitis (Symbio) for silverapples
Fandoms: The Locked Tomb Series | Gideon the Ninth Series - Tamsyn Muir
27 Jul 2023
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Gideon is ready for soccer season to kick off without a hitch; however, at the very first practice Harrow shows up as the new team manager. Clearly this is their most recent attempt at ruining Gideon’s life, but it quickly turns out that Harrow is good at directing a team. And they have some…unconventional methods under their belt when it comes to directing Gideon herself.
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Harrowhark eyed Gideon from head to toe and then pinched the bridge of their nose and released a sharp sigh. "You are a more than competent player"—Gideon almost warmed at the compliment—"however, you seem to utterly lack intrinsic motivation."Gideon deflated the little bit she had perked up and then some. "I'm motivated," she grumbled. She kicked up a clod of dirt with her cleats. "I'm so motivated."
"You're not," Harrow deadpanned. "I have come to the conclusion that you require an extrinsic motivator, and I have a proposition for you, if you'll hear me out."
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Still by nonagesimitis (Symbio) for crownagesimus
Fandoms: The Locked Tomb Series | Gideon the Ninth Series - Tamsyn Muir
22 Apr 2023
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Camilla Hect is a woman of perpetual motion. Sometimes she needs a little help holding still.
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What she needs, in every way, is the fight. She needed someone who could best her in all fields to take her from the snarling animal she is to a tamed and beaten beast. -
Phantoms by nonagesimitis (Symbio) for waydownhadestown
Fandoms: The Locked Tomb Series | Gideon the Ninth Series - Tamsyn Muir
10 Jan 2023
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The problem of the phantom limb is the pain of an absence. It's the gap of a missing tooth. It's the heart-fall of a skipped stair. It is not the sting of a cut; it does not bleed. It is not the hot thrust of a stab wound; it cannot kill. But, if unchecked, it turns into a yawning chasm.
Space, once full, now empty, yearns to be filled. When something that has experienced Is is presented with Is Not, it will always scramble to be Is again. In this regard, Camilla Hect is no different.
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An exploration of grief, love, and memory following Camilla Hect’s devotion to Palamedes Sextus from childhood to casualty.
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Mark Scout arrived everyday in different variants of the same basic suit and pair of brogues. Every single day for the past two years Mark had arrived and then departed in the same suit, a pattern so basic it had never even crossed his mind that it could change.
But now the elevator doors were about to open and Mark looked down at himself, wearing skin-tone heels and a pair of tights, a navy pencil skirt tight around his waist and a cotton blouse in baby blue.
These were not his clothes.
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In which Mark Scout exits the elevator in clothes that are not his own and has to grapple with his own gender identity and decisions made by his innie.
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25 Apr 2025