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Black spots dotted his vision. Dying here wouldn’t be so bad— Maddie and Daniel would be sad, would probably avenge his death but he knew that his father would sooner whip him for getting caught in the first place— he had nothing to live for.
Except.
Chris was gripping the back of his shirt like his life depended on it and Buck just couldn’t stomach the thought of the boy dying in his arms. So, he kept going, kept running until his legs felt like jelly and his arms felt like they were falling out of their sockets.
Perhaps Buck's fate was doomed the moment he decided to rescue Christopher Diaz from his cruel brother-in-law, had been decided the moment Eddie Diaz's gaze fell onto him-- caught in the man's webs. Grateful for the blond’s part in saving his son, Diaz offered the Buckley’s a deal they couldn’t afford to refuse— he would protect Evan Buckley from an untimely death in the hands of Doug Kendall.
The catch? None, of course.
Eddie wasn’t the type to limit himself when he wanted something, or in this case, one particular someone.
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12 May 2025
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It’s something that Doctor Copeland says in a session, actually, that kind of trips him up.
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Buck realises just how much of an impact he's had on Eddie's mental health in the past and resolves to do better. Resolves to try harder. It's not until everything else starts falling apart that he realises he might have overcorrected.
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26 Apr 2025
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“I’m not leaving you, Buck.” Eddie says with a tired sigh, like he’s struggling with the weight of the world and Buck’s the one who put it there. “Just switching jobs, that’s all.”
That’s all?, Buck wants to scream, because every relationship he has is tied to the job in some way, and first Maddie left, and then it was Chimney, and now it’s Eddie. But he doesn’t scream, because that would be a little bit too tragic, even for him, and nods instead. Bites his tongue. Pretends that he isn't falling apart where he's stood.
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Or, set post season 5A, where Buck is alone, and angry, and exhausted, but mostly terrified that everyone he loves is slowly slipping away from him.
**rated mature for heavy themes**
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15 Oct 2024
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9-1-1 Buddie Mob AU
Mob Boss Edmundo Diaz's son is taken. Eddie is frantic, but Christopher is rescued by an unknown savior: Buck. Edmundo takes Buck in and Christopher easily works his way into Buck's broken heart. Buck's been abandoned by his pseudo family; can he make a new one with Eddie and Christopher? Buck's not so sure if he saved Christopher, or if Christopher saved him.
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13 Jul 2024
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