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- Duran Duran (17)
- Masters of the Air (TV 2024) (12)
- Generation Kill (6)
- SAS: Rogue Heroes (TV) (4)
- In Memoriam - Alice Winn (1)
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After losing his temper yet again, Paddy finds himself back in a prison cell. He figures he probably owes it to Eoin to make it up to him.
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A story of shared grief brings Paddy closer to Augustin than he ever could have imagined.
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- Part 1 of compound ghost
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who am I that I should get to hold you? by brianmaybrianmay
Fandoms: SAS: Rogue Heroes (TV)
03 Apr 2025
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The night before the jump, a confession, and an offer.
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I wave goodbye to the end of beginning by brianmaybrianmay
Fandoms: SAS: Rogue Heroes (TV)
04 Mar 2025
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In the desert, there's a grave marked by a misshapen cross. Paddy dreams of it often.
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don't you break my faded heart. by brianmaybrianmay
Fandoms: Masters of the Air (TV 2024)
24 Dec 2024
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A cold night in the Stalag leads to something that Bucky never expected.
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Paddy rested his forehead against Eoin’s. “Somethin’ tells me you will be the death of me, Eoin McGonigal.”
“If that is to be the case, I promise to make yer dyin’ worthwhile.”
OR: Eoin McGonigal inherits his late uncle's remote estate and quickly becomes enamored with his cankerous gamekeeper, Paddy Mayne.
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16 May 2025
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He found, to his surprise, that he actually missed the sight of Bill Stirling slouching towards him across war-torn villages, his face like a thundercloud. He missed their sparring, missed the brief, bright flare of true companionship between them and the promise it had held. Which was perhaps why, when Bill wrote to him at the Ayrshire camp, a letter sent from his estate barely thirty miles away, Paddy took the letter to a private place and read it carefully. And then, almost without meaning to, he wrote back.
Bill and Paddy strike up an unlikely correspondence in Scotland which survives the war and lasts for years. As their friendship strengthens and deepens, as it teeters on the dangerous edge of something more, they help each other through difficult times and hard decisions and realisations about who they truly are, until, in the end, they find their way back where they belong.
With each other.
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30 Apr 2025
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Longest Way Round is the Shortest Way Home by appalachianpie
Fandoms: SAS: Rogue Heroes (TV)
14 Jul 2023
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Eve Monsour had been the one to tell Augustin the news. She had cornered him and Paddy one smokey evening, where they were sitting in a back corner of the Empire Club in Cairo, their collars loose around their necks and a healthy dose of drink in their hands. Augustin remembers, with almost painful sharpness, the precise way Paddy’s knee had been pressed against the side of his own, hidden underneath the table.
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04 Apr 2025
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Everyone always thinks of Eoin as the cautious one. He's the calm one, the one who keeps them just this side of the line.
The truth is that Eoin sees the line as a flexible thing. If Paddy weren't around, Eoin would still get into just as many scrapes. He might not win as many but he can talk himself into plenty of trouble when he's feeling mischievous.
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13 Mar 2025
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I cannot run much further, mind that we both laugh with Love by oscarlovesthesea
Fandoms: SAS: Rogue Heroes (TV)
06 Sep 2023
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“God, we should never have let you two become friends,” Seekings says then with a sigh, though there is an amused glint in his eyes, a trace of hidden delight. “I don’t know if you’re making Paddy better or worse, Jordan, but he’s got to be making you worse.”
“Actually, he’s got you all fooled,” Paddy says. For a moment, he moves like he is going to pat Augustin on the shoulder, but changes his mind mid-way, instead going wider and slamming it down on the table. Augustin’s skin tingles regardless. “Augustin looks all serious and respectable, what with all of his Sorbonne-trained snobbishness, but he is, at heart, also a bastard.”
Augustin laughs. “That is the closest you’ve ever gotten to complimenting me, Paddy.”***
About loving for the first time, or about learning to love again after your heart has been ripped out.
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- Part 2 of Little Grief
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05 Mar 2025