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    In my restless dreams, I see that town... Silent Hill. Your father promised he'd take me there again some day... but he never did. Well, I'm alone there now, in that special place... waiting for you.

     

    Cassandra Kiramman has been dead for three years. This is a fact and nothing can change it.

     

    So how is it that a letter addressed to her mother arrived on Caitlyn's doorstep, with the fanciful notion that she could be alive and waiting for her somewhere in a small town in North-Eastern America? After a long journey, Caitlyn stands in a dirty restroom, daring to hope that the letter is true.

    But Caitlyn isn't the only one in Silent Hill, and not all the things that live in the town want her there.

    Before long Caitlyn finds herself in a fight for survival against the horrors of her own mind, alongside a stunning pink-haired butch and her unpredictable sister. Together, they might just make it out alive, but does Caitlyn even want to survive this?

    What awaits Caitlyn at the heart of Silent Hill? Is it her mother, or something else...?

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    A marauders muggle AU based HEAVILY (!!!!) on the entire work 'The Perks of Being A Wallflower' by Stephen Chbosky, with Remus as the main character/POV.

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    A really messy somewhat joke fic based on a random unrelated twitter post i saw. Basically: Tommy and Määnin go to couples therapy pretending to be a couple.

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    The war is over. Voldemort is dead and still people are expecting things of Harry Potter. He knows he should stand up and be the symbol they want him to be but Harry is tired and torn. How does a chance meeting with newly exonerated Theodore Nott change his life.

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    Bro’s breath hitched, those eyes felt like they were staring through him, like they could see every physical and metaphorical part of him and it made Bro feel so exposed…

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    It happened quickly, the kind of quick that you think is impossible until you live it. You hear about abductions, about parents turning away for a split-second and their children disappearing into thin air, and you think they must be justifying their own neglect. Surely, they must have not been watching close enough if someone could steal their kid out from under their nose. Of the two of them, Finney is sure his dad would be glad to see him go. Robin has his mom and his uncle, and he stands tall and stubborn and proud in a way that Finney thinks means he's never gotten hit by someone who was supposed to protect him. He doesn't resent Robin for that. The idea of someone hurting Robin the way his dad hurts Gwen makes Finney see red.
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    Or, the Grabber takes two kids. Robin and Finney do their best to survive.

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    when one wanders..

    where do they go ? so.. when Johny wanders. where does he end up in ? a rich gated neighborhood ? a broke suberbs ? where.. well. johny's not that lucky. that's for sure-..

    how will Johny manage to navigate such life ? what will happen ?.

    check out this fic. for more,, (p.s.- I'm shit at writing. sorry not sorry. ;-;)

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    When Max is sent away for a month for advanced out of state hospital treatment, Lucas is left with way too much time and way too many feelings. So when he notices the unresolved tension simmering between Will and Mike, he decides to do something about it. The plan? Help Will move on. The reality? Nothing goes the way he expects, and before he can even process it, Lucas finds himself knee-deep in secrets, feelings, and “friendships” that are a lot more complicated than he signed up for. Because this isn’t just about their feelings anymore. It’s about his too.

    OR: What starts as a distraction turns into the most complicated plan of Lucas’s life as he shifts from helping Will get over Mike to setting them up together (because he’s the bestest, most supportive friend ever, obviously).

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    John has spent his entire life drenched in shame and guilt. Like most who grew up catholic, he learned shame sooner than he learned his own name. Shame and cruelty hung over the MacTavish household for years, shrouding it in a heavy cloud of misery. Finally free, he makes a list of everything he wants to do. Then he makes another. A list of experiences he wants to have before he dies, then the following list a layout of hedonistic pleasure that grows slowly more erotic and twisted with each new idea. 

    His team is happy to indulge him.
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    “We’re going to run through every filthy desire on that little list of yours, John. Mark my fucking words, you won’t sit right any day of the goddamn week.”

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    Nya doesn't know how to feel, Cole doesn't know how to feel, but they reach the same conclusion.

    Cole likes Jay Walker.

    Post Rebooted and in the middle-ish of Tournament of Elements.

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    - 一本会隐身的伪自传体小说 -

    *queer月想写个queer故事*
    *女主高敏边缘女同,男主(?)变态精神男同*(病症不在男同,是父权控制欲)
    *主剧情,H几乎一笔带过*(会有男/女/女情节)
    *剧情任角色自行发展,作者对其的可控度偏低*
    *纯属虚构,请勿代入*

    ~感谢每一个点开来读的朋友~

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    Wasn’t this sort of his dream? To be in Tokyo with Hikaru, on his own, far away from Kubitachi village and everything it represented? It was like heaven. Well, it would be if they had any money. And if there wasn’t a manhunt out for them.

    Nevertheless.

    In which Yoshiki and 'Hikaru' run away to Tokyo with five bucks and a dream... what could go wrong?

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    Stupid useless boy gets manipulated by best friend and love interest into becoming a cannibal.

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    New student Billy Stebbins takes over Ray Garraty's mind like a parasite.

    Garraty loves his girlfriend Jan, and Stebbins is almost everything she isnt, and yet he dreams of him instead.

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    "Don't tell dad." Garraty had cried once to his mother when he was young, much younger. He'd been caught with a boy, 'caught' but they didn't know what they were doing. Not really. The only thought Garraty had was, don't tell dad. Why had he thought that? Garraty's father never hit him, never shamed him. Whenever he disobeyed, Garraty's father punished him, yes, but never violently, and yet there was this unspoken knowledge that what Garraty had done with that boy was different, worse. 

    Even with his father long dead, those words echoed in his head. Don't tell dad. He was scared as if still there was this cosmic punishment waiting for him on the other side. 

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    Jax is a jerk. Pomni knows this. She also knows he didn't mean the things he said to her before the "Favorite Character Awards", and she is determined to rip the fake smile right off his face.

    The only thing in her way is Caine's new adventure: a scarily accurate recreation of the Titanic tragedy.

    While Pomni and Jax navigate their messy and complicated relationship, they need to work with the others to prepare for the inevitable terror they are set to face.

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    He groans, slams the laptop shut and drops his head on the desk. He just wants to graduate. Two more terms, and he's done. Two more terms and he's got the degree and maybe an internship if he plays his cards right and then a real job. A big kid job. The phrasing makes a hollow laugh stick in his throat, but nothing is really funny right now.

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    Ray Garraty is two terms away from graduating university, and the money has dried up. Lucky for him, Olson has connections and bad ideas.

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    "Do you think there's a universe where curses do not exist?"

    "I never thought of it. Maybe."

    "What if there's a universe where we're not sorcerers? I think I would be a baker and bake like huge cakes!"

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    Three wayward souls find each other within the messy mathematical equation of maybe, curling into one another as their fate is set in stone. The Tokyo Jujitsu High first years: Haibara, Nanami, and Gojo all learn what it means to live for the ones who cannot protect themselves, where death and injury seem like a shitty side effect to a life-changing pill.

    Nanami Kento x Gojo!Reader

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    Angela leans back a little, studying her. “You’ve never… been curious… about women? Even a little?” She’s kissed plenty of men. Slept with them, too. But that isn’t what Angela’s asking.
 “…Yeah,” she admits finally. “I’ve thought about it.”

    Amanda’s eyes flick to her mouth before she can stop herself. “I want to,” she says softly. Then, after a beat, more certain: “With you.”

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    aka Amanda, totally straight and just curious, has no idea what she’s getting herself into, and honestly who’s Angela to complain! (a friends with benefits turned friends to lovers fic)

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    "How does it feel to be back?" Sirius grins at him in that way that makes Remus's heart splutter like he's fifteen again and Sirius just said...what was it again? Oh yes, "Give me my sin again." God, how badly he'd wanted to be one of Sirius's sins back then.

    "Remus." a voice interrupts softly. Remus almost jumps. Because all this time he'd been bracing himself to see Sirius and it hadn't occurred to him how wrong it would feel to hear Regulus call his name here.
    Sirius, as hard as it is to see him, belongs here. Surrounded by people who adore him and let him shine as brightly as he wishes.

    Remus turns to look at Regulus and it's all wrong. Because Regulus belongs in Paris, smoking cigarettes and reading french philosophy and glowing softly.

    Remus should never have come back. Not to face two ghosts at once.

    Inspired by Sabrina (1954) and Normal People by Sally Rooney
    Ch.1/9

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    All The Young Dudes by Mskingbean89 from Marlene Mckinnon’s perspective!!

    PLEASE NOTE: there are some differences considering in ATYD Marlene wasn’t shipped with Dorcas!! Besides that it should follow the exact timeline of Sirius’s and Remus’s perspectives!!

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