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  1. Public Bookmark 33

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    Buck, who had been smiling softly at his teammates remarks, turned to glance at his half-eaten lunch, shoulders sagging.

    „Buck is the perfect uncle and the best babysitter anyone could ask for, dad.“ Maddie replied, her voice sharp.

    „I doubt that he‘s very responsible. Didn‘t he lose that kid once?“ Phillip questioned and pointed at Chris.

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    The Buckley parents are coming to LA to meet their granddaughter. Bobby and Athena offer a barbecue at their place to play things cool but things go downhill fast.

     

    Whumptober Day 3 - found family

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    04 Nov 2025

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    Evan "Buck" Buckley has always felt most alive when he’s off the ground. Trained as a trapeze/aerial silk artist since childhood, his secret life in the air contrasts sharply with his role as a firefighter on the ground. No one at Station 118 suspects the skills he keeps hidden—until a series of daring rescues force Buck to draw on his acrobatic talents in unexpected ways.

    As the squad teases and Eddie Diaz’s curiosity grows, Buck must decide how much of himself he’s willing to reveal—and whether the man watching him so closely might be the one person who understands the thrill of flying without fear.

     

    In other words:
    Five times Buck uses his trapeze/aerial silk skills on the job to pull off impossible saves. And then the one time the entire crew sees those skills in full display—at a pop-up circus where Buck volunteers, bringing his two worlds crashing together.

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    04 Nov 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 59

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    Buck stares at the notification and realizes he failed to think this through.

    Reminder: Your heat is expected to start in five days!

    Figuring out the logistics of having a heat while living with roommates has never been something Buck has had to do. When he presented, he still lived with his parents. Then, he lived in a frat house—with more than enough willing partners—and, ever since, Buck has lived alone. Now, Buck has two roommates: one is a child, the other an alpha, with whom he shares a bed—neither of whom should be near him during his heat.

    Swiping away the notification, Buck opens the browser on his phone, searching for cheap hotels near me. He’s never gone through a heat anywhere other than his own bed, but he supposes there’s a first for everything.


    Buck has his heat while living with Eddie. Eddie helps him through it.

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    04 Nov 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 73

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    “You bought it?”

    At his questioning, Eddie sees something set alight in Buck’s eyes. Sees him square his shoulders like he’s prepping for a fight.

    “Yes, Eddie. I bought it.”

    Apropos of nothing else to do, Eddie squares his shoulders, too. Crosses his arms, matches his tone, nods slowly, and considers,

    “Okay, Buck. You bought a house.”

    If Buck wants to pretend this is normal, fine. Eddie will too.

    (or: buck buys a house. eddie deals with the aftermath.)

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    04 Nov 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 69

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    “Okay...” Buck signed exasperated, “Truth."

    “Do you want to kiss me?” Eddie asked, and that was the bravest he ever felt. Frank would be proud.

    “Dare.” Buck quickly changed his answer, the pink that adorned his cheeks quickly going all the way up to his ears.

    Eddie was so endeared, he didn’t even register when the next words came out his mouth.

    “I dare you to kiss me.”

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    The post season 8 truth or dare fic.

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    03 Nov 2025

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    “This is unbearable,” Eddie mutters. Then he peels his tank over his head in one smooth motion and tosses it aside. Relief flashes across his face as he closes his eyes and sighs. He resettles his own damp towel on his neck and relaxes against the couch once more.

    Buck’s mouth hangs open.

    Eddie’s skin is glistening, damp, and flushed. Water from the cloth drips down over his collarbones, rolls in lazy trails down his chest, and across the divots of his abs. Buck wants—God, he wants to touch, to let his fingertips trace the trails of water left on his skin, to lick the droplets as they run across his body.

     

    Or, Buck and Eddie's air conditioning is broken and they try to beat the heat.

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    03 Nov 2025

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    He left, and when he told Maddie she cried and Buck held her until she stopped shaking. He stayed for a dinner he made, and then well past Jee-Yun's bedtime and Chim had told him, seriously, when he was gathering his things and Maddie had fallen asleep on the couch, to do something that should have been simple. "Call Eddie."

    "Sure," Buck said with a half smile and a bubbling in his gut.

    He wasn't going to call Eddie. Eddie was busy, and Buck was an adult, and, in the grand scheme of things, his mother dying wasn't anything for anyone to worry about. She was dead, Eddie Diaz could stubbornly restart Buck's heart, but Margaret Buckley was well past the ressusitation point. Eddie was a lot of things (smart, capable, funny, handsome, adorable, so, so, so kind), but he wasn't a necromancer.

    Besides, what had sent him back to Texas was much more important than Buck dead mother.

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    Or a story about grief, and love, and all of the complicated emotions in between.

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    03 Nov 2025

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    Margaret says, every inch the interfering grandmother, “Maddie, dear, are you thinking you’ll have another after this little one?”

    "Maybe let her get through this one first,” Buck says.

    Philip says, "We always thought two was the perfect number of children, you know. That way there’s always a parent available to drive each one around."

    And Buck snaps, "Well that worked out for you, didn't it."

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    Parents, forgiving but not forgetting, and what it means to earn a second chance.

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    03 Nov 2025

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    When Eddie was shot by the sniper, Buck’s world fell apart. When Eddie is placed into a medically induced coma, Buck receives the news that Eddie made him his power of attorney and Christopher’s legal guardian. Reeling from the news, he did his best to take care of Christopher and make Eddie’s medical decisions in accordance with Eddie’s wishes. If only the other people in Eddie’s life understood that, instead of challenging Buck at every turn.

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    03 Nov 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 16

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    And then Buck had to go and make it all about him. As if...
    Well.
    Maybe it did involve him.
    Maybe he was part of their little family, and did have a say.
    Maybe Eddie didn't want to leave him either.

    Buck stops Eddie from making the (terrible) decision to move to El Paso. Instead, they go to Christopher and try to bring him home.

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    03 Nov 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 95

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    Athena, May, and Harry step forward, and Buck follows behind them eagerly, but the nurse stops him.

    “Just family for now, sorry.”

    Oh.

    Just family.

    Which he is not. Not really. Even if he thinks he is. Even if he pretends. Even if they all let him pretend.

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    When Buck isn't allowed to see bobby at the hospital, he stresses about not having any "real" family. Eddie's obvious and completely normal answer to this is to get married have Buck adopt his son. Chris's abandonment issues and Eddie's ptsd thrown in for extra fun.

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    03 Nov 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 17

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    She thinks about her brother, how worried he was this afternoon, what Chim told her about that night, how he was digging in the mud, terrified. How he quickly asked her to come over as if it was his own house. How the first thing he did was drive to Eddie’s when he heard he’d called in. How soft he was in the bedroom. She thinks about all the conversations she and Buck have had about Eddie, how it’s slowly clicked into place for her, and how it probably just clicked into place for Buck in the last week- just how much he cares about Eddie, how much he loves him. How much losing Eddie would hurt.

    Four days ago, Eddie nearly drowned in a well. Yesterday he changed his will, leaving Chris to Buck, not just because of his own feelings for him. Now he's sick, Buck's worried, but they both have Maddie, who starts to realize just how much Eddie reciprocates the feelings she knows her brother has.

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    03 Nov 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 3

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    The thing is, Buck has never been good with words. Buck has always been a man of action. So that’s exactly what he does. He takes action.

     
    Or — Buck and Eddie argue which leads to confessions and something more

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    03 Nov 2025

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    Eddie’s been in love with Buck for years—but he’s good at hiding things, burying feelings, and pretending everything’s fine. Until one night, he just... can’t anymore. He blurts out that he wants to scene with Buck, and to his surprise, Buck says yes. What starts as one scene quickly spirals into something deeper, something neither of them are quite ready to admit out loud. Cue: seven years of pining, mutual idiocy, soft dom!Buck, emotionally constipated!Eddie, a whole lot of feelings, some very intense aftercare, and eventually realizing that sometimes, love sounds a lot like “Color?” and “Green.”

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    03 Nov 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 23

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    “What do you mean I'm me? I'm not like that anymore, you know? It doesn't matter how pent up I am, I don't just sleep around with people I don't care anymore.” Buck protested, sounding a little bit offended.

    “Buck, I meant that you're hot, not that you're a whore. Which also, wouldn't be a problem.” He said, a little crooked smile on his lips. “Sorry for bringing it up, I didn't know you were pent up. I wish I could help.” Eddie knew exactly what he was doing, saying the same thing Buck told him when he was the one pent up, and he knew Buck would pick up on that.

    He could feel Buck's eyes piercing holes on his side, so he turned his head towards him. “What?”

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    03 Nov 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 12

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    "As he looks up, he smiles softly at Buck, a grin attempting to fight its way onto his face. Buck looks back at him, eyes already a little hazy and lips parted as his breathing gets heavier. He whispers a please, hand reaching out to grab at Eddie’s and tug him closer. He goes easily, crawling on top of him and trailing his own lips across Buck’s face then ghosting over his mouth. Buck lets out another low whimper, and Eddie barely registers his own in return as he lowers his lips to the hollow of Buck’s throat. "

    OR; Eddie and Buck's first time.

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    03 Nov 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 12

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    Eddie Diaz realises he is in love with Evan Buckley. And he won’t waste a moment without telling him.

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    Buck is the light of Eddie’s life.

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    03 Nov 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 23

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    "“It doesn’t—” Buck started, but Eddie stopped him, finally regaining his composure.

    “Don’t say it doesn’t change anything.”"

    Or, Buck takes a phone call and Eddie makes sure it's a good one

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    03 Nov 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 18

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    How he realized he's never felt more at home than with him and Chris. How Buck makes his chest, not feel like there's a knot tightening with the image of a future together, but it bursts with the warmth and adoration with so much as just looking at him.

    And ever since he's come back from Texas, with Chris, that's all he can think about. All those years of denial, and pushing it down to that box he kept hidden in his mind and heart, he can't escape it now. What's done is done and he is struggling big time on not just saying "I'm in love with you" to Buck in the middle of the firehouse kitchen, at seven in the morning.

    "You're staring." He heard Hen sit next to him at the table, but he was too busy watching Buck cook breakfast with Bobby. Did he always look this beautiful?

     

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    Eddie realizes he's in love with Buck and is so very normal about it, he definitely doesn't slam into a wall because of it.

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    03 Nov 2025

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    “Mr Diaz, I’m so glad you’re here.” Jamerson greeted, shaking Eddie’s hand, “I won’t beat around the bush here, but the omega we have in here is in quite a state, one of the worst I’ve ever seen quite frankly.” If Doctor Jamerson was saying that then it had to be extremely bad as the man had been a heat doctor for over 40 years, “From what we’ve managed to gather it took five minutes for his heat to set in and he’s been getting progressively worse for the last 30 minutes. We had him briefly sedated as he was reacting badly to some of the tests we were having to run. The weird thing is, when we got him to smell the scent samples, not only did he react well to yours but he knew you by name and then refused to smell anyone else's, becoming hysterical until we agreed to get you.”

    Eddie knew who it was, there was only one person it could be, but he needed to know for sure, “What’s his name?”

    “Evan Buckley.”

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    When Buck's heat hits him out of the blue he's rushed to a heat clinic, only to end up with his long-time best friend and crush as his heat helper. But if that wasn't already bad enough his heat begins to spiral and it all gets more than a little bit out of hand.

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    02 Nov 2025

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