conjectureandgloom
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- Twenty One Pilots (9)
- Hamilton - Miranda (6)
- Historical RPF (1)
- 18th Century CE RPF (1)
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“How much pain do you have to go through before giving up is okay?”
Josh lifts his head from the pillow with a concerned look on his face. "Hm? What do you mean, Ty?"
Tyler's sitting up on the moth-eaten mattress, knees pulled to his chest. He's picking at the threadbare blanket he and Mark had managed to salvage when their tour in the van began. His face is towards the window, the night flashing by. Josh thinks he can see dried tear tracks on his cheeks as they pass by a lonely streetlight.
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Torch had comforted Clancy through too many panic attacks to be unaware of his distaste of physical touch. He hated it, Whether it was from the torture he faced from Nico, or just a general disliking of touch, there was no way Torch could be oblivious to the hatred for physical touch.
It was just a question of when it was okay to touch him and when it wasn't.
So Torch took careful mental notes of Clancy, watching his responses to touch.
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if i found my body in chains, i'd lay down and wait by conjectureandgloom
Fandoms: Twenty One Pilots
25 May 2025
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Now, Clancy didn't purposely leave marks of the black paint on Torch's back. But saying it was entirely accidental would be a lie. What he didn't consider, however, was what would happen if Torch was to go out into camp shirtless the next morning.
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i've been thinking too much, help me... by conjectureandgloom
Fandoms: Twenty One Pilots
15 May 2025
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Torchbearer spares a glance to his left side, where Clancy stands besides him. He holds out his jacket in offering, gently nudging Clancy's side to get his attention.
Clancy doesn't even look to his side, standing perfectly still, staring out at the bishops' towers. Torchbearer nudges his side again a bit more insistently, holding his red-taped jacket out still.
Clancy brushes past him without taking it, walking towards the approaching Glorious Gone.
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or: the one where the power goes to Clancy's head and he doesn't accept the jacket.
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when our fingers touch i feel my back home by conjectureandgloom
Fandoms: Twenty One Pilots
13 May 2025
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Clancy tightens his fist around the antlers dangling at his waist.
"You're going to get yourself killed, or banished from the Banditos. And nothing I can do will stop it," Josh finishes, chest heaving. "I won't be able to protect you."
"None of you are acting like you'd actually give a toss if I was killed in Dema."
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we push away the unimaginable by conjectureandgloom
Fandom: American Revolution RPF, Hamilton - Miranda, Historical RPF
24 May 2024
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a group of unrelated hamilton oneshots/short series. always open to constructive criticism, please leave requests on any of these fics. this does not have an updating schedule, so please be patient as sometimes i have more motivation than other times!
my febuwhump/whumptober/other month long challenges are also in this series!
used to be dedicated only to angst, but now it is just every single hamilton fic ive written :)
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will not be updated further!!!!!
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“Josh,” he paused, turning the topic over in his head. Was he really going to put himself on display like that? The alternative, of course, was to continue to spiral completely alone. “You ever see Groundhog Day?”
OR: Tyler gets stuck in a time loop. Josh tries to help.
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28 May 2025
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Ode To Sleep by XProSkeith
Fandoms: Twenty One Pilots, Clancy - Twenty One Pilots (Album)
21 Jun 2025
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We know the story of the Lore so far, but how did it all begin? This fic explores that question and the idea that Clancy and Torchbearer (who will initially have the name Josh) first met as kids in Dema. This fic will fill in those early years as well as flesh out the ideas of and fill the gaps in the lore. We'll see their friendship grow and develop, see their first attempt at escape, and how the cycles all began, bringing us all the way through modern day lore. It's going to be a long ride, but let's take our time and enjoy it. And so, we begin...
Bookmarked by conjectureandgloom
29 May 2025
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MY FRENS FIC EVERYONE SHOULD READ IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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In which Tyler is an assassin, Josh is his target, and absolutely nothing goes according to plan.
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12 Mar 2025
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“I played drums at a gig once.”
“Sick. I performed in front of, like, ten people once. Some of them booed. Some of them posted videos of me, and some said that I quit therapy too early.”
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11 Nov 2024
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Tyler has cancer for the third time. The last time, he’d become so sick that Josh had been told to say goodbye, but instead he rushed to marry him in the ICU.
He isn’t sure he has the strength to go through the wringer again. Can he convince Josh to say goodbye this time?
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10 Nov 2024