15 Works by conjectureandgloom
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“How much pain do you have to go through before giving up is okay?”
Josh lifts his head from the pillow with a concerned look on his face. "Hm? What do you mean, Ty?"
Tyler's sitting up on the moth-eaten mattress, knees pulled to his chest. He's picking at the threadbare blanket he and Mark had managed to salvage when their tour in the van began. His face is towards the window, the night flashing by. Josh thinks he can see dried tear tracks on his cheeks as they pass by a lonely streetlight.
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Torch had comforted Clancy through too many panic attacks to be unaware of his distaste of physical touch. He hated it, Whether it was from the torture he faced from Nico, or just a general disliking of touch, there was no way Torch could be oblivious to the hatred for physical touch.
It was just a question of when it was okay to touch him and when it wasn't.
So Torch took careful mental notes of Clancy, watching his responses to touch.
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if i found my body in chains, i'd lay down and wait by conjectureandgloom
Fandoms: Twenty One Pilots
25 May 2025
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Now, Clancy didn't purposely leave marks of the black paint on Torch's back. But saying it was entirely accidental would be a lie. What he didn't consider, however, was what would happen if Torch was to go out into camp shirtless the next morning.
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i've been thinking too much, help me... by conjectureandgloom
Fandoms: Twenty One Pilots
15 May 2025
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Torchbearer spares a glance to his left side, where Clancy stands besides him. He holds out his jacket in offering, gently nudging Clancy's side to get his attention.
Clancy doesn't even look to his side, standing perfectly still, staring out at the bishops' towers. Torchbearer nudges his side again a bit more insistently, holding his red-taped jacket out still.
Clancy brushes past him without taking it, walking towards the approaching Glorious Gone.
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or: the one where the power goes to Clancy's head and he doesn't accept the jacket.
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when our fingers touch i feel my back home by conjectureandgloom
Fandoms: Twenty One Pilots
13 May 2025
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Clancy tightens his fist around the antlers dangling at his waist.
"You're going to get yourself killed, or banished from the Banditos. And nothing I can do will stop it," Josh finishes, chest heaving. "I won't be able to protect you."
"None of you are acting like you'd actually give a toss if I was killed in Dema."
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The intro begins, and the group of banditos is mostly silent, other than a few mutters of confusion. This isn’t a normal TV production for Dema. The swirled colours, the instrumental music… Dema doesn’t even allow music.
Josh’s thoughts come to an immediate halt as the music moves on to a singer.
“I know it’s hard to believe me, it’s a good day.”
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"Tyler-" he begins, but Clancy doesn't give him the chance to finish.
"Don't call me that," he snaps. The Josh that Clancy knew throughout all of Good Day Dema, on Voldsøy, he can call him that. Now Clancy doesn't even know if he was real, whether what he thought they had was real. This Josh cannot call him that name.
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why no one ever comes back with details from beyond by conjectureandgloom
Fandoms: Twenty One Pilots
11 Aug 2024
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He stays there, the only sound is his too-quick breaths, until the sound of hooves breaks the peaceful quiet. His head snaps up, fear blurring his vision as a pure white horse makes its way towards him, a black cloaked figure atop.
No.
Clancy stands as quickly as he can, nearly tripping over his own feet in his haste to run from the incoming bishop.
But he's never quick enough.
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Tyler didn't even realise he was doing it at first. He was caught up in his lyrics, didn't realise the way he'd started to drag the microphone across his wrist, didn't realise when he started holding his fingers like a gun to his mouth.
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Or: the performance of Addict With a Pen live at the LC pavilion (2016) but I made it worse.
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"Lex," John breathes out as Alexander collapses to his knees beside John, blinking rapidly through the film of tears blurring his vision. "Darling, I-" John cuts himself off as he sucks in a breath, smiling up at Alexander despite how much pain he has to be in at the moment.
"Stop, Jack. Please. You're going to be okay you- you'll be okay. I'll just get you back to camp and- and you'll be fine, okay?" Alexander rambles desperately, tears racing down his face. He presses his hands to John's stomach, heart breaking at John's pained cry. Alexander's hands quickly become sticky with the blood pooling out over his hands.
"Lex, my dear boy, you know as well as I do that I will not survive this. This is- this is bad, love."
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- Part 30 of we push away the unimaginable
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“And when my prayers to God were met with indifference, I picked up a pen, I wrote my own deliverance”
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Alexander's complicated and twisted relationship with God. He writes to cope.
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- Part 27 of we push away the unimaginable
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Alex Hamilton hasn't had a good track record with Christmases, and the foster system really doesn't help him.
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- Part 29 of we push away the unimaginable
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“like crying out in empty rooms, with no one there except the moon” by conjectureandgloom
Fandoms: Hamilton - Miranda
02 Oct 2023
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“Sir, please. I can leave the army, I can leave. Anything but this sir, please,” Laurens begs, voice cracking. “Don’t let Alexander be punished for my own sin.”
“I can’t do anything to stop this, Laurens. Don’t you understand this?” Washington stands, slamming his hands down onto the table. “I cannot do anything. You’re dead.”
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- Part 23 of we push away the unimaginable
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steal into my affections by conjectureandgloom
Fandoms: Hamilton - Miranda, Historical RPF, American Revolution RPF
11 Jan 2023
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“You should not have taken advantage of my sensibility to steal into my affections without my consent. But as you have done it and as we are generally indulgent to those we love, I shall not scruple to pardon the fraud you have committed, on condition that for my sake, if not for your own, you will always continue to merit the partiality, which you have so artfully instilled into me.”
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John and Alexander are the closest of friends, comrades, brothers. That’s what everyone thought anyway. Even they fooled themselves into believing that.
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- Part 9 of we push away the unimaginable
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It’s Only A Matter Of Time - A Hamilton watches Hamilton fic by conjectureandgloom
Fandoms: Hamilton - Miranda
05 Oct 2022
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Just your general Hamilton reacts to Hamilton fanfiction.
Includes some historical lessons, a bit of Lams, mostly Hamliza tho, two OC’s, Jefferson and Hamilton rivalry, and lots of chaos.
I DO NOT OWN HAMILTON- I ONLY OWN AL AND RYVER. THE REST BELONGS TO LIN MANUEL MIRANDA