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  1. Public Bookmark 64

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    The worst part was knowing that the thing that bound you two together, the invisible thread between your hearts, wasn’t love, or laughter, or shared hobbies. It was pain. It was trauma. It was your fathers. Dirtbag dads with too much rage and nowhere to put it but down on their kids. That’s what started it all.

     

    In grade school, you ran into a boy with a corduroy pants, a soft blue sweater, and a face just as blotchy and miserable as yours. Over the years, you both have a front row seat to each others' unraveling.

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    22 Jun 2025

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    oof the angsttt and yearning. i love!!

  2. Rec 26

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    “Run, run, run. That’s all we ever do. All we’ve ever done.” You paused, feeling the wind brush through your hair. Taking a deep breath, steadied yourself and met his eyes. “Do you think it’ll finally stop?”

    A/N (06/18/2024): This was originally written way back in 2017/2018 and I finally decided to add it to my AO3! I don't expect it to get many notes, but for those of you who do check it out, I hope you enjoy :) Maybe one day I'll finish rewriting it/add more to it!

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    28 May 2025

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    canon but there's an alternate ending for those of us who need to stay delulu about Newt's death

  3. Rec 23

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    The Gladers expect the month's Greenie to be just like usual, just another boring boy. But to their surprise, this Greenie comes out swinging. Another surprise is the fact that their new Greenie is a girl. While in the Glade, she has to find companions and escape with her life while also trying to figure out why she's the only girl to be sent into the Glade.

    (What if one of the characters had the common sense that the teenage boys are lacking. Absolutely no hate to them, I love them)

    This story starts about a year and a half before Thomas shows up.
    With luck, updates should be in moderately good time.

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    26 May 2025

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    Maze Runner - Newt fix-it fic... the only acceptable kind in this fandom

  4. Rec 32

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    A one night stand and a little miscommunication lead to something more. Takes place during the events of Top Gun Maverick

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    13 May 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 26

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    For as amicable as the divorce had been, the two of you had problems. When Michael was stressed, he shut you out from the source of it, determined not to bring it home. But as hard as he tried, the strain and drain of his work hung on him. You’d wanted to be a safe space for him, but as the pressures of his job mounted, he’d never allowed you to be.

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    09 May 2025

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    "divorced but not because the love stopped"