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  1. Public Bookmark 23

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    There is a hand outstretched in the square of light, palm upturned. A beat of silence floods the room before Cleo takes the offered hand and huffs a laugh. The food goes ignored, water simmering as an underpass to the radio’s muffled melody.

    Careful, doing his best not to make himself heard, Etho sits up on the couch. He props himself up on the arm, blanket still pulled up to his chin. Pillow supporting the ache in his back, he sits just high enough that he can see over the other arm and into the kitchen.

    Lit from above by the warm yellow lights, Bdubs and Cleo are half-dancing to the slow music. Bdubs is a lazy dancer- every step he takes follows Cleo’s body, stepping into her space and keeping to her careful rhythm. Cleo shifts her hands to Bdubs’ waist, keeping closer to him, and when she moves Bdubs moves with her.

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    Here are the people that Etho might be in love with. Here is his own body, next to theirs.

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    14 Sep 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Mmmm domestic bliss
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  2. Public Bookmark 20

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    Grian cowers from him, shrinking back into the wall. It does nothing for him but make him an easier target. Bdubs plants a hand in the middle of his chest, pinning him to the mossy stone walls, and drags him upwards.

    “What are you doing?” Grian gasps, forming the words breathlessly around Bdubs’ hands at his lungs. He whimpers as the stone digs into his back, rips through his shirt, tears into his skin– “What are you-!”

    Bdubs puts his free hand on Grian’s face. For a moment, he holds it there and does nothing. Grian’s breaths puff over the palm of his hand, hot and panicked, as the blood from his broken nose drips down his arm. There exists a moment in which Bdubs considers not doing what he’s about to do.

    He pushes his fingers into Grian’s eyes and cracks his skull open on the wall.

    And then there is clarity.

    No- wait, now hold on.

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    You are the boy in the cage. You don't want to hurt them, but you don't know what else to do.

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    14 Sep 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Actually insanely fucked up but so good
    Bdubs comes back from last life and still has a form of the boogeyman curse
    He’s almost permakilling people and they lock him away
    Etho loves him through it all
    Consensual and non consensual cannibalism??
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  3. Rec 6

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    Not yet late summer, but getting there languid and lazy. Heat prickles across Etho's skin. When Bdubs dies, Etho is going to be so utterly alone, gutted and hollowed out.

    Etho has, he wants to think, been good about this whole thing. He hasn't screamed, hasn't cried more than he needed to, hasn't left or walked out or told someone he doesn't love Bdubs anymore in a shameful moment of weakness when what he really is is overtired. He has learned to put his desire away into little boxes, to not look and to not touch, to not bring it up unless Bdubs does first.

    The clock reads 5:59AM.

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    Bdubs is diagnosed with a terminal illness and Etho is left to pick up the pieces.

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    13 Sep 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Modern au established relationship
    Sick bdubs and he died :(
    Very sad but good

  4. Public Bookmark 1

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    All my content for the Hermitcraft / Life Series fandom

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    13 Sep 2025

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    Etho and bdubs moments
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  5. Public Bookmark 15

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    “You’re acting weird.” Scar muttered.

    Grian shook his head slightly, “I’m not.”

    Everything else was weird. His friends, memories, conversations— all strange in an indescribable way. It was logically the same but… he didn’t feel like it was.

    “Well, I’m worried about you,” Scar said with a bit more force, as if trying to convince them both that his words held meaning. It sounded more frustrated than it should have.

    Grian pressed his face into Scar's shoulder. He was met with cold skin and the scent of dirt and earth.

    “No,” He replied, voice muffled. “You aren’t.”

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    OR: things haven't been the same since Grian slipped off the edge of the world

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    10 Sep 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Grian kind of having a moment where everything feels wrong
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