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    "Imagine me deciding to feel bad about everything I’ve ever done, and then imagine what kind of life I’ll have. Because I’m not brave enough to live in some fucked up eighteen-hundreds-style purgatory. I’d rather die. There’s no one who wants me, and there’s no one who will. Which is exactly what someone like me deserves, isn’t it?" A story about a broken boy, who is learning how not to break everything else around him.

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    This fic is the third part in the The Cold Half series; it will not make sense as a standalone

    Stunned by the events of last part, Thomas's journey to the Valley does not go as expected. For his friends, their mission to find him has just gotten a lot more complicated, especially when they drive themselves into a trap.

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    22 Apr 2025

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    Efnisien ap Wledig is an omega born into an all-alpha family. Abandoned by his birth mother and raised by his aunt, he is subjected to a lifetime of medical experimentation and brainwashing and believes himself to be an alpha. But the experiments begin to fail, and he is abandoned yet again to an Omega Rehabilitation Facility, where the family expects he will be retrained into the 'perfect omega' and placed in an arranged marriage, or be eliminated if this is no longer possible.

    The Facility don't know about the experiments, and Efnisien doesn't even know why he's there in the first place, since he's an alpha...isn't he? One thing's for certain, he definitely doesn't need an alpha companion, no matter what the staff at the facility seem to think.

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    11 Mar 2025

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    (Set within the Underline the Black universe). Nate, an omega, has been sent to Hillview by his alpha partner who doesn't believe he's good enough to claim or bond with, and wants him trained up at an omega rehabilitation facility to be a better partner. Nate is paired up with the alpha Janusz, who soon realises Nate has been micromanaged and 'trained' already to the point of having his soul shattered, and a journey of slow recovery and rehabilitation begins.

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    12 Dec 2024

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    Asahi, an eighteen year old escort, is forced by a client-turned-stalker to seek outside help, which leads him to Detective Fujiwara. Scarred by past attempts to gain the help of law enforcement, he is skeptical at best on whether seeking help will be fruitful or not. To his surprise, Detective Fujiwara is more than willing to lend a hand. Can he place his trust in this man?

    The more he gets to know him, the more he thinks that he can trust him. It's when he starts to open up, under Fujiwara's careful encouragements, that the real questions begin and they put themselves in a position to draw the scrutiny of all.

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    13 Aug 2023