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She should despise her. Should be furious at Helly for abandoning her to face Father's slow death alone, but she's too empty for even righteous anger. She just misses her sister. Pressing on the bruise does nothing except remind her of the pain she used to be able to feel.
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One year of stilted texting and avoided calls from her twin sister drives Helena to the brink of suicide, convinced their drunken sexual encounter ruined everything between them.Series
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Helly had no choice but to get tough, to dig through the ruins and live with what she found. But Helena? She spent her whole life dancing around her pain, never naming it, never touching it. Just circling her own emptiness, terrified to fall in. Fragile where Helly is scarred over.
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a death in the family forces estranged twin sisters to reawaken their parasitic bondSeries
- Part 2 of Covenant - Extended Universe
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"I don't know. We shouldn't be doing any of this," Helena protests, a performance to say she tried. "And what you're asking… it's really too far."
"You owe me," Helly says flatly. She's come to collect her debt and won't leave until it's repaid. The logic is sound; it's out of Helena's hands. She has to do this. It's only fair.
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The fear was planted by their father as scripture, and Helena, loyal disciple that she is, tends to it, waters it, lets it grow into something massive and immovable. She chains herself to it; a monument hollowed into a tomb.
What Helena allows to grow inside herself doesn't just block out her own light. It casts a shadow over Helly, too. There's no way to love her without—eventually—getting swallowed by it.
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Helly asks her sister to pose nude for an art school assignmentSeries
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Helena can feel Helly's breath on her face, her sister's short pants turning more erratic with each passing second. She searches those familiar eyes and finds her there again. Her Helly. Corrupted, twisted, swallowed by the depths—but hers.
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a father's abuse destroys his daughters' bondSeries
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"No chauffeur today?" he asks. "You’ve changed, Helena." The way he says her name makes her toes curl inside her shoes. So different from his voice down on the severed floor and in the tent; it had been desperate and cracking like a little boy's, each word buoyant. Now he just sounds pissed. "Nice parking job, by the way."
"I would’ve parked in the driveway, but your sports cars were in the way."
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29 Oct 2025
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our head can detach, we are statues with a pulse by This_world_of_beautiful_monsters
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05 Apr 2025
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"Wait." It slips out against his will, a shocked little puff of air. "Wait, not so fast--"
"Why?" Helly smiles at him, her usual cocksure grin, but there's something wrong with her eyes, unless that's just his imagination. "Aren't you having fun?"
__(On the kitchen floor, Mark comes unraveled. In the tent, Helena stakes her claim)
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Under all the blissful emptiness in her head, blanketing her, she knows she should be embarrassed. She’s made such a fuss. She’s made a mess. She begged for something, let him see something she shouldn’t have. But she’s tired of hiding. And she misses her father.
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Months after the fall of Lumon, a lost and lonely Helena turns to her friend Irving for a sort of comfort.
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13 Oct 2025
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The rule bends not to the flesh, Father always said.
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Perhaps all she was ever looking for was something warm to fill the empty spaces inside of her. Arousal, food, affection, all so hard to come by. Withheld. Her need for anything human had amalgamated into a single, yawning abyss inside of her. She misconstrued them so easily, like the effects of one might replace another and finally fill her entirely.
Helena remained empty.
or: the only cure for extreme hunger is reintegration.
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13 Apr 2025