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Three times Peter talks to Bucky because he wants to die and one time because he doesn't. by Goozze
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
11 Oct 2025
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"No, you don't under- understand. I was scared."
Bucky blinks, uncomprehending.
"I thought I was going to die."
And suddenly, it clicks. His eyes widen.
"...And you didn't want to," he realises.
Peter is sobbing harder now- not with sadness, or fear, or despair, as he'd thought- but with relief. With joy. He nods.
"I didn't want to."
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19 Oct 2025
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Our little Family by PurpleLikeTheLastColourOfTheRainbow
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types, Iron Man (Movies)
29 Aug 2025
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What if Peter and Tony met a little earlier?
What if Tony was there for Peter after Uncle Ben's death — not as Iron Man, but as someone who understood grief, loss, and how it breaks a kid apart?
What if May, desperate and scared, asked Tony Stark for help... and he said yes?
What if Peter got to grow up at the Avengers Tower — surrounded by tech, heroes, and a genius who slowly became more than a mentor — a real father figure?
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aka a fiel trip fic without the fiel trip lmaoSeries
- Part 1 of StarkTower
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- English
- Words:
- 41,802
- Chapters:
- 11/11
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- 2
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- 72
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17 Oct 2025
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When Sunshine Dims by orphan_account
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
06 Oct 2022
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Izuku was fine, he had to be. It's what everyone expected of him. He was the class sunshine, so he had to be fine. But what happens when he's not, and people start learning about his past?
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- Part 1 of Sunshine Series
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- English
- Words:
- 95,165
- Chapters:
- 58/58
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- 15
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- 1,467
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08 Oct 2025
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The circus is gone.
'Pomni' is Christine, an office worker living in the city, and 'Jax' is Felix, a guy just trying to find his next job, or better yet, a bed that isn't a couch.
As they're trying to return to the lives they had before, the last thing they expected was to crash into each other in the street.
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04 Oct 2025
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A custom AO3 site skin inspired by Hello Kitty!
Cute, pink, and pastel. Works on both desktop and mobile!
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- Part 2 of my ao3 skins
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- English
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- 222
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- 1/1
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23 Sep 2025
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I was an angel, but they made me leave by justanotherblond
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Captain America (Chris Evans Movies), Captain America (Anthony Mackie Movies)
27 Jul 2025
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“Petya,” Papa sighed, exasperated. He wiped his hand down his face, then dropped it and looked back at his son. “What’s wrong? Bad dream?”
Peter wished he could say that it was. Let his dad keep thinking that he was the nice little boy who never did anything bad, except for the times he was forced to. But he was bad now, and that realization caused a lump to grow in his throat.
“There’s something wrong with me,” Peter gasped.
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It had been years since they were rescued. Peter grew older, became thin, sad, and violent. But violence was good. Violence maintained order. Order prevented chaos. Chaos had no purpose, unlike Peter, whose purpose, like violence, maintained order. And some people have to die to preserve that order. Dying is just their purpose. Peter was choosing to fulfill his.
(or: Peter’s struggling, Bucky’s overprotective, the worst video goes viral on twitter, John Walker is an empathetic asshole, Valentina tries to control the narrative, and Sam saves the day)
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- Part 3 of timshel
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19 Aug 2025
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Dark Matter by mysterycyclone
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), DCU (Comics), Batman - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe
19 Jun 2024
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The last thing Peter sees is Tony's horrified, heartbroken expression leaning over him. The guilt in his eyes is almost worse than the burning pain that's taking Peter apart piece by piece. The world starts to go dark.
There's a flash of gold and green. For one moment, he finds himself standing amongst the Guardians and others. And then darkness again. It feels like blinking; an extended period of nothingness that ends as abruptly as it begins. One moment there’s nothing, the next there’s light.
“Easy,” a woman says. Her words are gentle, and carry a slight accent that he can’t place. "I'm called Wonder Woman. What's your name?"
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- Part 1 of Dark Matter Multiverse
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- English
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- 241,043
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- 46/46
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25 Jul 2025
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Peter Parker in Gotham by ILoveFictioN
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Spider-Man - All Media Types
23 Aug 2025
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Peter Parker is not having a great time after the whole Multiverse Fiasco.
He is trying to juggle two jobs at a time, and barely getting by even though he doesn't do anything other than work and sleep, and has a pretty shitty apartment. A college is not even in question. He can't go out and be Spider-Man either, can't even hold the suit in his hands without feeling like vomiting. All in all, his life is a mess.
And then he runs into Strange while he's fighting a monster; and accidentally falls through a portal after the creature messes up Strange's spells of trying to send it back to its original dimension. He wakes up in an alternate universe, in a city called Gotham.
Peter, knowing that there isn't even anyone who knows him and would look for him back in his home universe, thinks that he's stuck there. Permanently.
He decides to make the most of it.
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The price of being a hero by AngstRat
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
22 Nov 2024
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"Every man has two deaths, when he is buried in the ground and the last time someone says his name"
-Ernest Hemingway.Too bad Peter missed the first step.
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does it ever get better? (a journey through self-harm) by Anonymous
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017)
05 Oct 2019
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TW: graphic description of disassociation, panic attacks, self-harm, and more. be wary as you progress through this series.
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EXTREME TRIGGER WARNINGS- If stuff like this triggers you don’t read: Suicidal thoughts and actions, self-harm, panic attacks
Now onto the summary: After Aunt May’s death, Peter is left all alone. After many attempts to contact Tony who seemed to be busy at the time, Peter finds himself feeling more hopeless than ever. He contacts Tony once more, finally getting a reply. Peter is going through a rough time and it's up to the Avengers to help him through it.
Peter already has met the Avengers and they care for him like their own family.
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two player game by ameliafuckingshepherd
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017)
10 Apr 2019
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Peter's school finds out he cuts, his world collapses, and the only person he can turn to is Tony Stark.
(based off the song "two player game" from be more chill)
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Hurt Me to Help You by Grim_Reapers_Nuisance
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
06 Apr 2022
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Peter Parker gets an internship as Tony Stark's personal lab assistant. Now living with the Avengers in the Avenger's Tower, the group begins to notice that there's more to their happy go-lucky spider boy. Warnings: Eating disorder, self-harm, suicidal thoughts/actions, bullying, anxiety, panic attacks, depression, self-deprecation.
Complete!
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Notice My Pain by F_my_entire_life
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
28 Sep 2021
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Peter Parker wants someone to notice but if he tells someone then he’s an attention seeker.
please read the tags
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The Road to Hell is Paved with Good Intentions by UsiLabem
Fandoms: Deadpool - All Media Types, Spider-Man - All Media Types, Deadpool (Movieverse), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
10 Sep 2023
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Deadpool couldn’t stand it. He turned his glare on the rest of the Avengers. “You’re telling me that you fuckers spent every day with this kid, and not one of you noticed he was depressed?”
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Peter goes through Hell. Wade’s on the other side with coloring books, curly straws and the world’s ugliest scarf.
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Bradley accidentally cuts too deep and Max finds him.
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Bradley Uppercrust is man with a lot of pride.
After the X games, he takes a huge blow to said pride when he's kicked out of Gamma. Now, alone in a dorm room, things begin to bubble over.
Like the fact he may not be as much of a man as he originally thought he was.
And what's with this weird feeling he gets around Max?
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The unnecessary slow burn enemies to lovers transfem Bradley fic no one asked for!
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After the events of the X-Games, Bradley's father is less than pleased. Bradley's mental health takes a decline, but through the help of marijuana, he begins to find peace. Who knew that Max would worm his way in?
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You're Not Alone by Sorateri
Fandoms: 見える子ちゃん | Mieruko-chan (Manga), 見える子ちゃん | Mieruko-chan (Anime)
27 Jun 2025
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I can’t keep the truth from her. If she keeps this up, she’s going to get herself killed.
Fearing for Yuria’s life, Miko tells her what actually happened in the storage room. Together, they might have a better chance of not just surviving in a world of nightmares, but living in it.
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04 Aug 2023
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i wonder if your therapist knows everything about me by dendrobloom
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
26 Jul 2023
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you are the sun and i am just the planets / i am here in search of your glory
“You have to start learning how to live without the crutch of violence, it won’t solve everything, it never did.” Scara took a tiny step forward, he had to crane his neck slightly to look up into Childe’s eyes, that familiar unending blue sky trapped inside of them. “Just curl up and cry about your problems instead, like the rest of us.”
modern mafia/gang and tattoo artist AU, where Childe is a hopeless (obsessive) admirer and Scara is a product of his past (harsh) environment.
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30 Jul 2023